Chapter 363: Catharsis

Although Lin Zhu stayed in Zhuangzi, his mood was always restless. She is not the original Lin Xiuzhu, so she will not have a sense of belonging to the Lin family.

But secular etiquette is like this, if people know that she is the daughter of the Lin family, but she does not recognize her ancestors and return to her ancestors, it is estimated that the saliva of the world will drown her, this kind of behavior is no different from the great rebellion.

But if she enters the Lin family, her future life will be like those ladies, living a boring and boring life, bound by etiquette and religion, and living a step-by-step life. There is also the intrigue with Lin Qingxue, Lin Qingping and others all day long, and he loses his original free life.

So when Lin Zhu guessed that she might be related to the Lin family, she didn't take any action, and her relationship with Lin Yuewei was also negative at first, until she found out that he really liked his 'sister' and treated Lin Yuewei as his younger brother like he did with Fu Douer.

Now he suddenly realized that what he had always thought was a secret thing had already been known to the Lin family, and he wanted her to return to the Lin family. It really made her very embarrassed.

Lin Zhu faintly felt that not only was it difficult for him to adapt, but it was also difficult for other people in the Lin family who didn't know about it to accept it. First of all, Lin Shurui, as her biological father, should have forgotten her a long time ago, a daughter who has not been by her side since birth, how much affection can he have for himself?

Secondly, how could the Zhao family willingly accept an eldest daughter who suddenly appeared?

Of course, how she got to such a remote mountain village not long after she was born is also an unsolved mystery. Who in the Lin family will be responsible for this matter? What kind of new problems will arise from this?

And also. Lin Shurui and Zhao's children, how will they view themselves? Lin Yuewei estimated that it was okay, but Lin Qingxue couldn't accept it at all. And not only these concubines, Lin Shurui also has a few concubines, what will they think? How is his identity positioned in the Lin family?

This series of problems is not so easy to solve.

Moreover, Lin Zhu and Fu Dou'er, as well as a large family that has been following her, as well as her pastoral, Zhuangzi and so on. Where will it go? are important questions.

After thinking about it, Lin Zhu still felt that it was better not to return to the Lin family. To become the daughter of the Lin family, you must obey the arrangements of the Lin family in everything, and you must take care of the face of the Lin family in everything you do. This is a big constraint for Lin Zhu.

Everything that Lin Zhu has. Almost all of them come from the Space Ring. Long stay in the words of the Lin Mansion. In order not to expose its existence, then the opportunity to use the space ring will be greatly reduced, so that the opportunity to use the space ring will be greatly reduced. It will inevitably affect the cooperation with Muyue Commercial Bank and the development of their own Zhuangzi.

However, whether she can return to the Lin family or not, it seems that it is not up to her to decide, Lin Zhu doesn't think that Old Man Lin will let her live in the Chang family because he understands her difficulties.

Lin Zhu, who was in a dilemma, suddenly received a report from Feng Yuanbo, saying that Mu Qiyue was coming.

Fortunately, the correspondence between the two is secret, otherwise, not to mention whether there is still a girlfriend's reputation, this kind of legendary private meeting, if it is rumored to be out of the house, it will be expelled from the house, and it will be difficult to protect your life.

Although the two have been careful not to meet frequently, this is a special period, and Lin Zhu also needs Mu Qiyue's help.

"What do you think?" Seeing that Lin Zhu was still calm, Mu Qiyue was a little more relieved, and asked straight to the point.

Lin Zhu didn't ask why he knew, just shook his head, "It's a little embarrassing." ”

Lin Zhu's reaction was also expected by Mu Qiyue, "Surprised? "Anyone who knows this kind of thing will be shocked.

"Nope." Lin Zhu shook her head, she took out a silver bracelet from a box and put it in front of Mu Qiyue, "This is the person who took care of me before, and he wore it on his hand." I have seen exactly the same thing on the arm of a housekeeper next to Mrs. Lin. ”

This time it was Mu Qiyue's turn to be surprised, "When?" ”

"It should be three years." Lin Zhu thought about it, it had been almost three years since he went to Tianyou Temple.

"Is that all?" Mu Qiyue didn't expect that Lin Zhu would know his life experience so early.

"I asked people to inquire, and this seems to have been specially sent by Mrs. Lin to Yinlou and to some housekeepers who have worked hard. The guy who took care of me, I don't know where I got such one. When Lin Zhu mentioned this, he was actually eighty percent sure.

Now it seems that 80% certainty has become 10%.

"It seems that you don't want to go back to the Lin family." Mu Qiyue seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, and his voice was a little low.

"Well, returning to the Lin family is not as good as I imagined, but it is more comfortable outside." Lin Zhu did not hide his thoughts at all in front of Mu Qiyue.

"Hehe, it's the same as I guessed." Mu Qiyue suddenly smiled, he stretched out his hand and lightly touched Lin Zhu's forehead, "Don't worry, things will change." ”

After confirming Lin Zhu's thoughts, Mu Qiyue also relaxed. In fact, he doesn't mind Lin Zhu's identity at all, but if she really becomes the daughter of the Lin family, there will be many twists and turns in the relationship between the two. It wasn't what he wanted to see.

"What's changed?" Lin Zhu was very curious, because he was not in the capital, the news was a little blocked, and he couldn't know the news of the Lin family in time.

"Although Lord Lin wants you to recognize your ancestors and return to your ancestors, this is not something that he can decide alone, don't you want to know which family Lu Dao's biological mother is?" Mu Qiyue looked at Lin Zhu with a somewhat complicated look.

"Who is it?" She hadn't really thought about it.

"You also know this family, and I get along well with his young lady." Mu Qiyue paused slightly.

Seeing that Lin Zhu didn't ask, he was just waiting for himself to take the initiative to solve his doubts, so he said again, "It's the Wang family, Wang Yurou, the youngest daughter of the Wang family, is your biological mother, but she has already married into the Jiangnan Song family and has given birth to several children, one of whom you have also seen, called Song Hanyu." ”

"So, I'll have to call Sister Yan my cousin. is really related to Sister Yun. Hearing this news suddenly, Lin Zhu was a little stunned, and after a while, these words came out of his mouth.

"It stands to reason that yes."

"Hehe, it seems that fate is really interesting." Lin Zhu smiled helplessly. She does not reject being friends with Wang Qingyan, and she also likes her character very much. The two have always intersected on an equal footing, and Wang Qingyan has never looked down on Lin Zhu because of identity issues.

"If the Lin family asks you to recognize your ancestors and return to your ancestors, you will inevitably tell the world, so that everyone will know about Lin Shurui and Wang Yurou's previous marriage. The reputations of the Lin family and the Wang family will all be damaged. Come to think of it, the two adults wouldn't want to see that. Mu Qiyue analyzed.

"But if the Lin family wants to bring you into the mansion silently, General Chang won't agree."

"Besides, the person Wang Yurou married is a well-known scholarly family in the south of the Yangtze River, and he takes etiquette and rules very seriously. As soon as your background is revealed, it will not be a small blow to her, so Lord Wang will not agree easily. ”

Although Lin Zhu himself was not very willing to recognize the so-called biological parents, it can be seen that after the two sides rebuilt their families, neither of them realized the existence of Kobayashi Xiuzhu. This fact made Lin Zhu's heart sour, and he felt that the position of his heart was very painful, could it be that the obsession of the original body was still there?

Lin Zhu seemed to see the little figure, standing by the door, hoping that her parents would come to pick her up one day. The little yellow face, the godless eyes, and the thin body that were once reflected in the mirror all show that this is a child that no one loves.

There seemed to be some hot liquid flowing out of his eyes involuntarily, and Lin Zhu lowered his head, not wanting Mu Qiyue to see it. The hands clenched tightly together, constantly twisted.

"If you want to cry, cry out." Mu Qiyue pulled Lin Zhu's slender body into his arms and gently patted her back, wanting her to release the emotions that were pressed in her heart.

Lying in Mu Qiyue's solid arms, tears flowed silently. Lin Zhu has always wanted to control the catharsis of this emotion, but in vain. It seems that there is a soul that does not belong to itself, controlling that sad emotion.

From crying, to crying, to crying, to choking, Mu Qiyue's arm holding Lin Zhu became tighter and tighter, and he seemed to be able to feel the wetness on his chest, which was tears soaking through his clothes.

Gradually, Lin Zhu stopped crying, and only his shoulders were still shaking, calming down the excitement just now.

Leaving Mu Qiyue's embrace, Lin Zhu looked at the wet place with some embarrassment. His eyes were red and swollen, and he smiled apologetically at Mu Qiyue.

This appearance made Mu Qiyue feel more pity than the crying just now. So he ordered Minglu, who was on standby outside, to fetch water to let Lin Zhu wash his face, and ordered someone to make some soup to let Lin Zhu recover.

"Makes you laugh." After washing his face, he asked Minglu to help him comb his makeup again, and Lin Zhucai sat in front of Mu Qiyue again.

It's just that the eyes are still red, and it is estimated that it will be recovered tomorrow.

"It's okay." Mu Qiyue put a bowl of soup in front of Lin Zhu and motioned for her to drink it.

"Have you been worrying about this for the past few days?" The dark shadow under his eyes told him that although Lin Zhu had avoided Zhuangzi, he still hadn't rested well.

"Hmm." The worst side has been seen by Mu Qiyue, and Lin Zhu has not hidden his emotions anymore.

"I'll deal with this matter, you can wait with peace of mind." Mu Qiyue assured.

"Wouldn't it be nice for you to come forward?" After the catharsis, Lin Zhu's mind also turned around, and he thought that things were more comprehensive. After all, this is a private matter of the Lin family, and Mu Qiyue intervenes in it, will he offend the Lin family. Lin Zhu was a little worried. (To be continued......)