81. Pampering
I don't know anything about men and women, he has no pity in such a frivolous tone, I thought that Liu Ying was angry with me because of the queen mother's affairs, and my heart was even more afraid, and finally I couldn't restrain the sourness on the tip of my nose, and looked at Liu Ying sluggishly and shed tears.
Liu Ying obviously didn't expect me to react like this, he was also stunned, and then let out a deep sigh, wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes for me, and pulled me up from the bed.
"Are you all afraid of me, or are you all afraid of the Queen Mother? Am I really a wretch? So you're scared of being favored by me? ”
It is rumored that the concubines who were favored before died violently inexplicably. Lu Pheasant didn't want his heirs to be left in exile, so they would rather not be favored by Liu Ying than die at the hands of the Queen Mother.
But that's not what I thought. I was very flustered for a while, because it seemed that I saw through his helplessness, so I didn't know how to be by Liu Ying's side.
I picked up Liu Ying's slightly angry face and kissed his cold thin lips, I wanted to tell him that even if there is no Queen Mother, I am a woman he can dominate/occupy, I have no reluctance, and I have no fear of the Queen Mother.
He looked at me with his eyes wide in disbelief, and I met Liu Ying's eyes, hoping that he would understand my mind.
Liu Ying moved her lips away from my mouth: "I'm a puppet, I can't protect you." ”
The word puppet, he said almost gritted his teeth. Liu Ying is my husband, a man I have to rely on all my life, but now he doesn't dare to touch me, where is the dignity of being an emperor.
"The concubine is not afraid, the concubine is the emperor's person," I leaned on his chest, which was not strong, but warm enough.
He was a little stunned, and after a long time, he said with a cough: "I will try my best to treat you well......" The tone was a little joyful.
Liu Ying leaned over and pressed me underneath, his wet/slippery lips pressed against my trembling lips, he kissed gently, and the tip of his tongue that probed into my mouth had a faint herbal smell.
I closed my eyes tightly and responded jerkyly, but it seemed to flirt/arouse his affection, and with a chuckle, I could feel his slightly cool fingertips pull the belt of my pajama,
He untied what was left of my breast, and the kiss was against his chest, and I fell into his tenderness.
Liu Ying gasped for breath, he invaded every inch of my body, and I could only grasp the futon and his arm that was not too strong.
That night's pampering was the only time I was moved in the palace for a long time, Liu Ying fulfilled his promise, he often came to the palace to accompany me, painted my eyebrows, accompanied me to stroke the qin, and enjoyed poetry and painting with me.
When Zhang Yan saw me later, she just smiled and asked, "It must be fun to be with the emperor's uncle." ”
I overlooked one point, there is a queen in the harem, even if she is only ten years old, and there is a queen mother above, I can't be too out of line.
"The emperor should go to accompany the queen tonight."
After I said this, Liu Ying's rare smile on his lips these days was gone, he put down the pen in his hand, didn't look at me again, but walked straight to the temple door.
He was dressed in white, his clothes hung on both sides, and he was very tired when he walked, I suddenly realized my stupid behavior, and followed him with messy steps and hugged him closely: "The concubine is not greedy for life and afraid of death, and she will not push the emperor to others, but the queen is the lord of the six palaces, and she is the emperor's niece......"
He sighed and took my hand around his waist: "I know the way, Shujun is the same as me, you can't escape from this place, I understand that you are a good girl, but whether it is the harem or the previous dynasty, you don't interfere, and it is safest to know nothing." ”
Liu Ying went to Zhang Yan after the worst, he accompanied Zhang Yan to tell the story all night, I seem to be able to see through the dormitory Jiaofang Palace, there are two lonely backs.
Zhang Yan has often come to me recently, and I will take her to swing like a child, flutter butterflies, and sit in the gazebo to taste snacks together. She sees me as an older sister, and I see her as a younger sister.
"Sister Juan, why does the emperor's uncle like you so much? Can you tell Shujun so that my uncle likes Shujun very much. ”
I was shocked, there were still palace maids around, and after brewing for a long time, I touched Zhang Yan's tightly combed bun, and said with a smile: "The emperor likes the queen the most, and the concubine is beyond reach." ”
Zhang Yan immediately pursed her mouth, because she knew that as long as I called her the queen, most of what she said would be scenes, and there were many such things, so she stirred her clothes and stopped talking.
There is no shortage of clever palace maids around Zhang Yan, and there are the queen mother's eyeliner everywhere, and I have secretly reminded Zhang Yan, but she will forget it every two days, so I can only continue to deal with it carefully.
There is a peculiar aroma in the huge Jiaofang Palace, but the magnificence here does not seem to be very suitable for the petite Yan'er, and every morning when I say goodbye, I can always see her sitting on the upper seat and drowsy. Only those gossiping women were left, flattering each other.
"The queen's clothes are really exquisite, and they must be rewarded by the queen mother, right?"
"The queen mother really loves her mother, and the concubines are envious."
"Niangniang is the pearl of Princess Lu Yuan, naturally she is ......"
When they said this, they realized that they had said something that they shouldn't have said, this Princess Lu Yuan is Liu Ying's own sister, so saying this is to point out the unrequited marriage between the queen and the emperor, and when the words come here, no one dares to take it anymore.
I put down the teacup in the water and saluted Zhang Yan: "If the queen is tired, the concubines will kneel down first." ”
Zhang Yan rubbed her tired eyes and nodded: "Sister Juan......"
I hurriedly glanced at Zhang Yan, and then she closed her words, straightened her body and said again: "Then wait for Chang Liangren to come to Jiaofang Hall in the afternoon to accompany the palace." ”
"No." I smiled at Zhang Yan with satisfaction, and she winked at me mischievously. Zhang Yan doesn't like to be bound by the rules in private, and always likes to call me Sister Juan, so I can't help it, so I have to rely on her, but I also told me that I must be respectful and humble in front of others.
Especially the women in front of me, they entered the palace earlier than me, but I have never seen Liu Ying enter their bedroom, each of them is a beauty in name only, and I also respect them as sisters, but I can't get their good faces.
Seeing that the queen was also so kind to me, she was even less angry with me all day long. I'm more or less on guard, it's okay if I don't come and go, in the palace, I just need Liu Ying to be good to me, and there is no other luxury.
"Does the emperor want to eat a snack?" I took off the crown of pearls on Liu Ying's hair, and he closed his eyes tightly and shook his head slowly, not knowing whether he was responding to me or thinking otherwise.
When Liu Ying is in the worst mood every day, it is when he goes down to the queen, and I can almost imagine the regency of Empress Lu controlling Liu Ying.