Chapter 459: Feelings Warm
Qin Ying was drunk, cried, and slept.
Yan Xiaokai sat on her bed, watching this strong woman finally show her weak face in her sleep, and she felt an indescribable feeling of distress in her heart.
Although the story Qin Ying said was not related to her from beginning to end, let alone that the unfortunate girl was her, Yan Xiaokai knew that this was her story, a story that she never wanted to mention to others.
But this is absolutely understandable, because no one wants to have such parents and such an unfortunate past.
Every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, but Qin Ying's is definitely very difficult to read.
Although Yan Xiaokai couldn't personally experience that kind of injury, he could understand her pain, and it was only at this time that he finally understood why there was such a deviation in her sexual orientation, she only liked women and didn't like men.
Thirteen or fourteen years old, just the same age as flowers, full of curiosity and yearning for everything, but the reality gave her a cruel blow to the head, this stick did not wake her up, but directly beat her to collapse, her heart was broken into pieces, difficult to heal, and with time, she gradually became deformed.
Looking at this woman who was only in her twenties, but had been devastated, Yan Xiaokai thought about it carefully, and found that this woman was actually not hateful, but pitiful, and finally felt pity for her for the first time in his heart.
I don't know how long it has passed, Qin Ying opened her eyes leisurely in drunkenness, although she was a little dizzy, but her mind was very clear, and she saw Yan Xiaokai sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at herself.
Touching his gaze, I found that this time he looked at himself as if it was not the same as usual, and when I looked closely, I saw a kind of tenderness in it.
Gentle?
Qin Ying thought that she was dazzled, rubbed her eyes, and found that she was not mistaken, so she couldn't help but ask, "Why are you looking at me like this?" ”
Yan Xiaokai stretched out his hand, took her into his arms, and said in a gentle voice: "Are you awake?" ”
The sudden hug made Qin Ying feel flattered, and her head seemed to become confused again, and she subconsciously said, "Uh, wake up!" ”
Yan Xiaokai said: "What I promised you before, I will do it." ”
Qin Ying asked suspiciously, "What did you promise me?" ”
Yan Xiaokai said: "Protect you, I will definitely do my best not to let you be hurt again!" ”
Qin Ying's heart warmed suddenly, the body lying on him was originally very stiff, but after hearing this, he gradually became relaxed and soft.
It's just that after a while, she straightened up again, and said in a cold voice: "Yan Xiaokai, are you sympathetic to me?" ”
Yan Xiaokai shook his head.
Qin Ying said: "What is that?" ”
Yan Xiaokai thought for a while and said, "I remember that a friend of mine used to say that women, love and love do it. Men, do and love. ”
Qin Ying was a little stunned and said, "You mean...... Fall in love with me? ”
Yan Xiao smiled, "Do you want this?" ”
Qin Ying thought seriously and thought about it, and said a little dazedly: "I, I don't know what to do!" ”
Yan Xiaokai said: "Why don't you know the way? Didn't you hate men before? ”
Qin Ying shook her head, "No, you're wrong, I didn't hate men before, I felt disgusted when I saw men." ”
Yan Xiaokai said: "What about now? ”
Qin Ying originally didn't want to answer, but seeing that Yan Xiaokai rarely spoke to herself so calmly, she said truthfully in a low voice: "Now, I can't seem to vomit!" ”
Yan Xiaokai said: "So you don't resist men anymore?" ”
"Of course not!" Qin Ying immediately screamed in a low voice, and only after a pause did she add: "At most, I can only say that I have been tortured by you, and I have been tortured so much that I am numb." After the numbness, there is no way to talk about disgust and resistance. Isn't there a saying that doesn't say that? When something can't be resisted, you can only try to enjoy it. ”
Yan Xiaokai gently stroked her slender and soft waist, "What about now?" Started enjoying it? ”
Being caressed by him so lightly, and listening to him whispering softly in his ear, Qin Ying really had a feeling of enjoyment, but she didn't want to admit it, so she could only use silence instead of answering.
Yan Xiaokai didn't go to the bottom of it, but just said leisurely: "When I woke up at a certain moment, I also felt lonely, very, very lonely, because I had to face a completely unfamiliar environment and strange people, but I accepted a completely different self, I not only felt lonely, but even a little scared." But later, I found out that this world is not as bad as I thought, and I am not as tragic as I imagined, I have relatives, friends, and people who love me and the people I have gradually fallen in love. ”
Qin Ying was confused when he heard this, thinking that he would have something to say next, but after waiting for a long time and not seeing him say anything, he couldn't help asking, "What do you want to say?" ”
Yan Xiaokai said: "I want to tell you that the sky is not so gray, the world is still very beautiful, and happiness is everywhere, as long as you feel it carefully, you will always find it!" ”
Women, no matter how strong and proud they are, they are always auditory and visual animals, hearing this, Qin Ying's heart warmed up again, and after thinking about it, she asked, "Do you really want me to be sexually happy?" ”
Yan Xiaokai said: "Of course, whether it's luck or sex. ”
Qin Ying took advantage of the situation and asked: "Then you promise me to let me soak Bi Yubei!" ”
Yan Xiaokai didn't think about it and said, "Don't think about it!" ”
Qin Ying pouted, "Then you said you want me to be happy?" ”
Yan Xiaokai asked rhetorically: "What you think happiness is for me to allow you to continue to engage in the foundation, and it is my woman?" ”
Qin Yingbai glanced at him, "What kind of base, what kind of base is you doing all day long, can't you be a little more gentle?" ”
Yan Xiaokai said: "Engaging in the base is already the most Sven word I can think of." ”
Qin Ying: "......"
The atmosphere tonight is not bad, Yan Xiaokai doesn't want to be so stiff, and after knowing her life experience, he also has the heart to improve the relationship with her who is still half-baked after in-depth discussions, so he took her into his arms again, "Qin Ying, let's not talk about this, okay?" ”
Hearing this, Qin Ying felt a little uncomfortable, because he was going to change the previous discussion of this issue, Yan Xiaokai must have argued with himself with a dark face, but this time he actually took the initiative to back down, and his expression couldn't help but stagnate.
Yan Xiaokai said: "Why are you looking at me like this?" ”
Qin Ying said: "Yan Xiaokai, have you changed sex?" ”
Yan Xiaokai shook his head.
Qin Ying said: "But why are you weird tonight?" ”
Yan Xiaokai said: "Is it strange? I don't think so! ”
Qin Ying said: "If you want that, you can come, you don't have to be so pretending." Anyway...... It's not the first time. ”
Yan Xiaokai shook his head, "I don't want to tonight, I just want to accompany you, have a good chat, or don't talk about anything, just stay quiet." ”
Qin Ying said: "You, it can't be a fever, right?" It's not like you at all! ”
Yan Xiao laughed, "Do I have to have a black face on you, so that you can feel natural and comfortable?" ”
Qin Ying asked rhetorically, "Haven't you always treated me like this?" ”
Yan Xiaokai said: "In the future, I will try my best to be kind to you." ”
Qin Ying was silent for a while before she said, "But ......"
Yan Xiaokai asked suspiciously: "Do you want to ...... with me?"
Qin Ying's face flushed, because she didn't know what Lu Dao was for, when she was hugged by him just now and caressed by him, she really had a thought of wanting him, and it was very strong.
When this feeling welled up, she herself was taken aback.
What's wrong with you? Is it really like what he said, doing and doing love?
Is it true that you don't love women anymore and start to love men instead? But I still think about Bi Yu in my heart?
Don't...... Oh my God, I became a male and female murderer?
Seeing that she blushed and didn't say anything, Yan Xiaokai took her as a tacit acquiescence, maybe he wanted to consider her other requirements, but he didn't have to think about this kind of request for her, so without saying a word, he immediately crushed her under him.
Qin Ying said in a panic: "What are you going to do?" ”
Yan Xiaokai said: "Don't you want to? ”
Qin Ying's face turned even redder, "Who said I thought about it...... I didn't have ...... Hmmm......"
When she said this, Yan Xiaokai had already put her hand directly into her skirt, probed to the bottom, and found that it was already wet, so a smile appeared on her face, and she said jokingly: "Honey, can't you not be so duplicitous?" ”
The phrase "dear" made Qin Ying's heart tremble, and his body couldn't help shaking, pursed his lips, and looked at him with a blushing face.
Looking at her spring-like blurred eyes, Yan Xiaokai was also so moved, but he deliberately just teased her, and it was not on topic.
Qin Ying was so stimulated that she couldn't do it, her legs were clamped tightly, but even so, she still couldn't stop his hateful and flexible fingers, and her delicate body was twisted uneasily, but her mouth was tightly pursed, and she didn't make a sound, let alone beg for mercy.
Yan Xiaokai's patience is also outrageously good, and seeing her like this, it is even worse.
After the end, Qin Ying finally couldn't stand it anymore, and opened her mouth and said, "Yan Xiaokai, what do you want?" ”
Yan Xiaokai said: "I want you to tell me, you miss me." ”
Qin Ying was so embarrassed and angry that she wanted to pull away her hand between her skirts, but she couldn't pull it out, so she could only reach out and screw him. Yan Xiaokai didn't dodge or dodge, let her screw it, but he did everything he could to tease her.
After the most and the last, Qin Ying was really about to collapse, and said uncertainly: "Yan Xiaokai, are you going to torture me to death?" ”
Yan Xiaokai said: "As long as you say you miss me, I'll give it to you!" ”
Qin Ying reached out and slapped him on the body, "Die!" ”
"Ouch!" Yan Xiaokai screamed, and finally let go of her and fell to the side of the bed.
Qin Ying thought he was pretending at first, but seeing that he bared his teeth and kept pumping, and his face turned pale, he quickly straightened up, "What's wrong?" I didn't have the strength again? ”
Yan Xiaokai covered his shoulder, "You hit my wound." ”
Qin Ying raised his eyes and found that it was already red, so he couldn't help but be startled, and quickly unbuttoned his clothes to check, and found that he had a bandaged wound on it, and there was already a little blood oozing out at this moment, so he immediately cried out in a panic, "Oh my God, this is ...... What can I do? Rain Girl, Rain Girl ......"
Yan Xiaokai hurriedly stopped her, "It's okay, it's just a little injury." ”
Qin Ying said: "But, it seems to be bleeding!" ”
Yan Xiaokai said: "You heal my wounds, it will stop soon!" ”
Qin Ying said: "What, how to treat, I won't!" ”
Yan Xiaokai lay down, and then took off his pants one by one, "You sit down, you can heal!" ”
Qin Ying couldn't cry or laugh, "When has this been, are you still joking?" ”
Yan Xiaokai said: "It's not a joke, the kung fu I practice is called double cultivation, and with women, it can not only improve my skills, but also promote wound healing." ”
Qin Ying's eyes widened: "Really? ”
Yan Xiaokai said: "Why are you lying to you? ”
Qin Ying hesitated, finally pulled up the hem of her skirt slightly, and then helped him to sit down slowly......