"Loneliness is not innate, it starts from the moment you fall in love with someone. If you like someone, there will be no pain. Loving someone may be painful for a long time, but the happiness you can give me by my side is also the greatest happiness in the world. For most of life, commitment is synonymous with bondage, but we yearn for bondage. Love is the fulfillment of myself, and I no longer lack something. I like you, I find out that I am in love with you, can you have a relationship with me, I don't expect your immediate reply, but I look forward to the moment when you can appear by my side. ”

"Pursuit and desire are the only ones who have happiness, and there are also frustrations and disappointments. It is through frustration and disappointment that we learn to cherish. You are loved by countless people, but will you cherish the person who has always been by your side who loves you? If emotions and years can be gently torn apart and thrown into the sea, then I am willing to be silent at the bottom of the sea from now on. I love to listen to your words, but I don't understand, my silence, you want to see, but you don't understand, love is not complicated, it comes and goes in just three words, it's not 'I love you', 'I hate you', it's 'forget it', 'how are you', 'I'm sorry', but how I hope you can really say to me, 'Let's have a relationship'. ”

"It's so hard to love you, but you have no desires and no desires! I love you, but I'm sneaky, so tired! I love you, but it breaks my heart, it's so miserable! Love you, I'm willing, so sweet! Love is not the goal, the purpose is to be with you for a lifetime! Happiness must be accompanied by sadness, and there should be sunny weather after the rain. If it still rains after the rain, if there is still sadness after sorrow, please let us calmly face this love that we don't know when it will begin! ”

"You are my everything, God has you come to me, I am so lucky. Do you have a map? Because I've just been lost in your eyes. Do you know the truth? I've been standing behind you, looking forward to the day when you'll come back and see me. If one day, you need to confide, embrace, need someone to bring you more warmth, you just have to look back, and you will see me behind you. ”

A letter full of affection, a concise and clean, or a heartfelt confession letter, expressing Cheng Youli's feelings in the past seven years. It can be seen from the date that from 03 to 09, Cheng Youli has insisted on writing these confession letters for seven years, four large boxes, not one thousand, but at least seven or eight hundred. According to this calculation, Cheng Youli will write more than 100 letters every year, that is, almost every three to four days, and this kind of persistence is for only one --- Zixi.

Every time she opened a letter, Zixi's hands trembled. He could feel from the letter that Sung Youli was deeply affectionate to him, even much earlier than Lee Hyo-ri had feelings for him. But Cheng Youli, who has always been introverted and shy, has never shown that even once in front of Zixi, and has written so many confession letters, but he has not sent them, or he does not have the courage to give them to Zixi.

Cheng Youli collected all his feelings in his heart, and hid all the grievances and all the bitterness to taste alone. It is conceivable that when she witnessed the man in her heart and Lee Hyo-ri dying in bed, her heart was probably broken. When the whole world was rumoring about the seven-year relationship between Zixi and Kim Tae-hee, she had stepped out of the cliff with one foot.

No one knows how painful she is in her heart, and every time she faces these nearly a thousand confession letters, Cheng Youli can only suppress and cry. When she found that the man in her heart was getting farther and farther away from her, she thought about completely forgetting it, thinking about starting over, and thinking about erasing the deep figure in her heart forever.

It's a pity that Cheng Youli can't do it, countless attempts, in exchange for more crying and pain. When he met Zixi in Milan, Cheng Youli's gradually cooling heart boiled again. But when she saw Zixi and Lee Hyo-ri in pairs, she had to remind herself that the man she liked could never be the only one. Is it worth it to continue to love him? Is there any value in one's own persistence and one's own waiting?

Cheng Youli took out the confession letters that had been put away from the corner again, opened them one by one again, her heart was opened again, and the dusty memories in the letters slowly filled her heart. I remember playing with Zixi, joking together, and bullying him with Lee Hyo-ri all vividly, as if it happened just yesterday.

If I had mustered up the courage to confess to Zixi seven years ago, what would have become of me now? This is the thought that has risen most in Cheng Youli's mind these days. If it hadn't happened, no one would have known the outcome, and naturally no one would have been able to give her an answer. Cheng Youli can only simulate the process and ending of things through imagination and fantasy.

But accidents often happen inadvertently, Cheng Youli never thought that Zixi would find his home, nor did he think that the two of them would drink in the room, let alone that he ran to take a bath in a daze because he drank too much, and Zixi who came back would see these confession letters by chance.

This may be a coincidence, or it may be the gods and Buddhas who are at work, or it may be fate, but it does not prevent Zixi from reading Cheng Youli's deep feelings for him for seven years in a confessional letter. may be no less than Kim Tae-hee's love for himself in this long-hidden relationship.

"What are you looking at?" Cheng Youli walked out with only a bath towel around his body, and saw Zixi sitting on the ground flipping through the pages of the stationery, his eyes suddenly widened, and he didn't care that he was still barefoot, he pounced on him, trying to stop Zixi, shouting: "Don't look at it, ah..." ”

"Be careful!"

With a scream, Cheng Youli, whose feet were drenched, slipped on the wooden floor, and the whole person rushed forward, not only touching the cardboard box that was placed aside, but also throwing all the unopened envelopes in the box to the side for a long time, and even the bath towel that was not too tightly wrapped was thrown aside.

"Bang", Cheng Youli fell to the ground, but she didn't have anything to do, but her eyes were a little confused. With her body lowered, Zixi lay on the ground horizontally, using her body as a cushion, so that Cheng Youli would not have intimate contact with the floor.

"Alas! It hurts! "Don't look at it as Youli, it's only about ninety pounds, but this kind of ruthless force is enough for Zixi to stand it. Especially the chest that was pressed by Cheng Youli, almost didn't let him get angry. Holding Cheng Youli's bare shoulders with both hands, his face was flushed, and he said, "Can you get up first?" It's mine....... ”

Zixi quieted down suddenly, he touched the fair, smooth and delicate skin with both hands, his nose smelled the fragrance with shower gel, his eyes were lowered, and the spring light on Cheng Youli's chest was fully revealed, and the two pink cherries came into view.

"Whew... Call... Whew..."Zixi's breathing became short, and he couldn't help but exert himself when he held Cheng Youli's shoulders with both hands. He is not Yanashita Hui, let alone a righteous gentleman, and he is currently beautiful, don't expect him to sit still.

"It hurts you to catch me." Cheng Youli didn't realize that he was in a good spring, so he reached out and hit Zixi, glared at him, and wanted to stand up.

But Cheng Youli soon noticed that something was wrong, Zixi's arm that grabbed his shoulder was unusually hard, not only was he short of breath, his eyes also became red, and he stared at his chest tightly.

"Ah......h The most common way for women to protect themselves is to cover their important parts with their hands, but Cheng Youli forgot that he was falling on Zixi, covering his chest with both hands, and the person fell back on Zixi again.

But this kind of stumble didn't wake Zixi up, but he couldn't bear it like this anymore. Sideways, he pressed Cheng Youli under his body, lowered his head to seal Cheng Youli's small mouth, and stroked her back and forth with both hands on her body. Cheng Youli's wet body in his arms is a different feeling, the clothes on Zixi's body are completely soaked by the water droplets on Cheng Youli's body, and the touch of a thin layer of wet cloth between the flesh and the flesh makes people feel even more connected, because that layer of cloth is not only connected to the man's body, but also to the woman's body.

"Hmmmm" Cheng Youli's eyes widened, staring at Zixi's red eyes. His hands were vigorously supporting Zixi's chest, wanting to break away from the close contact between the two.

It's a pity that everything is useless, Zixi not only did not let go, but kissed tighter and pressed more closely. Cheng Youli's almost resistant, almost moaning voice ignited the lust in Zixi's heart. He hugged Cheng Youli's head with his hand and sucked her ruddy little mouth affectionately. When Zixi's tongue was pried open into Youli's white silver teeth, her delicate little tongue took the initiative to send it into Zixi's mouth after dodging for a while, allowing him to take advantage of her sweet juice. And the hands that turned out to resist also slowly hugged Zixi's neck, and even his legs were already wrapped around Zixi's waist.

With a coquettish hum, Zixi, who had already met Cheng Youli naked, hugged the delicate woman to bed. Cheng Youli couldn't help but groan, turned over, and pressed on Zixi. It turned out that under the teasing of Zixi's bad hands, she had already reached the verge of erotic collapse, and the woman's reserve slowly disappeared without a trace.

Now, Cheng Youli, who was already emotional, no longer concealed her feelings, I saw her lying on Zixi's body, and the little red tongue from Zixi's face, facial features, neck, chest, lower abdomen... Keep licking and teasing. Zixi rubbed Cheng Youli's hair with both hands, enjoying the excitement and pleasure brought by below.

Cheng Youli's eyes were blurred, and Sakura lips took the initiative to stick to Zixi's lips, kissing back awkwardly, and spit out his fragrant tongue into Zixi's mouth for him to suck. The aroma exhaled from her nostrils, and the woman's body fragrance emanating from her body, like bursts of hollow valley orchid incense, inhaled into Zixi's nose, intoxicating, and made Zixi even more crazy with Cheng Youli's unskilled tongue. A hand kneaded her plumpness, and then moved down, stroking her thin waist, hips, and finally broke through her mysterious little triangle, grabbed a few handfuls of thickness, stroked like a steamed bun, a hot and hot hard stretch huge, tightly pressed against Cheng Youli's soft lower abdomen.

"Ah......h Cheng Youli was struck by great pain, a large amount of tears mixed with sweat soaked the sheets under his head, and his pointed nails pierced into the pillow. From Joan's nose came a muffled hum like pain, the two tongues were busy intertwining and sucking each other, hugging, kissing, and caressing each other, and their eyes stared at each other affectionately, hugging, caressing, and kissing again and again, "Mmmmmmmm And just like that, it happened as it soothed, and everything seemed so natural.