In the room where there was not much smell of disinfectant water, Su Yifan woke up and opened his eyes.

The line of sight slowly changes from blur to clear, the focus is accurate, and everything in front of you is fed back in the brain to get information.

Su Yifan felt like a computer that had been restarted, and after a restart, the whole system had a new feeling.

The first message to get feedback in the brain is "Su Xiaoqing".

This time it's right, whether it's his eyes, his appearance, or the aura emanating from his body, there is no doubt that Su Xiaoqing is there.

determined who the person in front of him was, and Su Yifan's heart was overflowing with all kinds of emotions for a while. Whether he is moved or missing, ashamed or blamed, happy or melancholy, he always wants to shout the name and title he is familiar with first.

So Su Yifan tried to open his mouth and shout out.

“…… Small light. ”

Su Xiao smiled slightly, his smile was full of relief.

"Yes, my head didn't break, I thought you were going to call me 'Sister Light' again."

Su Yifan also smiled hard, he felt that the wound on his body seemed to be slightly painful, and he felt his muscles ache even when he smiled.

"Even if I forget myself, I won't forget this."

Su Xiaoqing wanted to continue to smile, but looking at Su Yifan, tears couldn't help but fall and fell on the snow-white silk quilt.

"Sweet Mouth, the Fastest Progress......"

Seeing Su Xiaoqing crying, Su Yifan panicked instantly, he stretched out an arm from the quilt, wanting to wipe the tears on Su Xiaoqing's face.

The red marks on his wrists are gone, but Su Yifan can still feel the burning pain in the place where the plastic buckle has been tied, and these swelling and pains will not disappear until tomorrow, but he doesn't care anymore.

There is nothing more important than Su Xiaoqing's tears, Su Yifan's fingers crossed the hanging green silks, and his fingertips slowly touched Su Xiaoqing's cheeks.

"Little Light ......"

Su Yifan, who had just been praised and said that he had a sweet mouth, couldn't say anything at this moment, so he could only try to wipe away Su Xiaoqing's tears.

Wiping away a girl's tears is one of the most important tasks in a boy's life. Su Yifan did it very clumsily, but he also worked hard.

Su Xiaoqing's tears were not much, every drop was crystal full, and Su Yifan also wiped it very hard.

This is a mode of getting along that the two have never had, Su Yifan is not very familiar with it, and he doesn't want to be familiar with it.

If Su Xiaoqing is willing to cry for herself, at least this is something to be happy about. But Su Yifan couldn't be happy no matter what, he just felt sad.

Su Xiaoqing's tears went quickly, and after a few drops, he returned to his usual expression, grabbed Su Yifan's fingers rubbing against his face with both hands, and held them very hard.

"Fool."

When Su Xiaoqing said this, a smile finally flashed on his face.

Su Yifan scratched his head embarrassedly, he hadn't done this action for a long time.

"I'm sorry, little light ......"

"Don't apologize." Su Xiaoqing gently helped Su Yifan put his hand back into the quilt, the temperature of the air conditioner in the room was just right, and the sunlight shone in through the gaps in the curtains, making it look clear. Even when he was recuperating, Su Xiaoqing could easily create a separate space that only belonged to two people. This simple and intimate atmosphere is Su Yifan's favorite, and he can't wait to jump up from the bed to hug Su Xiaoqing.

"The gunshot wound is not serious, but it is necessary to rest for at least five days to a week." Su Xiaoqing gently helped Su Yifan sort out the messy hair in front of his forehead, "Don't go anywhere during this time, stay here to recuperate, okay?" ”

Even at this time, Su Xiaoqing still asked for Su Yifan's opinion in an inquiring tone, which was completely different from the one who made judgments immediately many times.

Su Yifan didn't have any opinions: "Okay...... I don't want my dad and mom to know about it. ”

"No one knows what to do." Su Xiaoqing said, "Cheng Shuixin guessed part of the facts, and I don't know what happened to them, do you want to tell them that you can decide for yourself." ”

Su Yifan looked at Su Xiaoqing, his heart was at peace, and his previous emotions of fear of death and anger at himself slowly calmed down. When he opened his eyes again and looked at this world, Su Yifan didn't have much joy for the rest of his life, he just felt that his responsibility was heavier, and he couldn't be so willful in the future.

The two men easily reached a consensus on such an issue, and then began to make up nonsense about each other's confessions. It's not too pleasant, but it's still fun overall. Su Xiaoqing helped Su Yifan add a lot of details about the so-called trip, and then the expressions of the two of them were not as serious and dignified as just now.

After discussing how to lie, Su Yifan thought of the key point he should pay attention to: "Xiaoqing, what about Neil?" ”

Su Xiao shrugged his shoulders lightly, and the smile on his face narrowed down a little.

Su Yifan easily understood the meaning of this action.

"Sure enough...... Gone again? ”

Su Xiaoqing nodded and said, "She has her own way to go, I think you can understand her." ”

Su Yifan sighed in disappointment, he knew that there was another reason why Donier didn't want to face himself and Su Xiaoqing. The stubbornness in her bones made Neil unwilling to embarrass Su Yifan, she must have felt that she and Su Xiaoqing did not need Su Yifan's involvement. In a way, Neil is also a little girl who doesn't like to cause trouble.

Even though he had already guessed that Neil would choose to leave again, it was still a little sad to really put the result in front of him. Su Yifan wanted to say goodbye to Neil, wanted to hug Neil again, and wanted to tell her that he wanted to listen to her guide him in the future. Just woke up as if it was too late.

Not being able to say goodbye in life is as regretful as not being able to have fun, and Su Yifan doesn't know if he is qualified to make up for this regret.

Su Xiaoqing saw that Su Yifan was depressed, smiled and patted his hand and said, "By the way, Neil asked me to leave you a word." ”

Su Yifan raised his head: "What words?" ”

Su Xiao smiled and recounted: "She said that the next time I see you, I will definitely not let you go." ”

Su Yifan's face, which was originally pale from blood loss, quickly turned red, the meaning of this sentence may not be clear to others, can he still not be clear?

"Neil...... Didn't you say anything else? ”

"Didn't say anything else." Su Xiaoqing seemed to like seeing Su Yifan's blushing face, looked at him carefully with a smile, and said, "In short, you can recuperate your injuries with peace of mind first, and talk about other problems when your injuries are healed." ”

Su Yifan took a little time to digest the news of Niel's departure, even if he had thought about it before and was mentally prepared, when it really happened, it would still be shocking. Su Xiaoqing, who was sitting next to him, saw that Su Yifan didn't speak, so he quietly accompanied him, letting the most precious time for him pass slowly, and he didn't feel annoyed at all.

After being silent for a while, Su Yifan asked Su Xiaoqing: "Xiaoqing, what is Neil going to do?"

Su Xiaoqing thought for a moment and replied, "Maybe it's looking for an answer about herself." ”

"But do you know that the answer is correct?"

"Of course I know." Su Xiao chuckled and said, "I'm going to tell her too, she doesn't want to hear it." ”

Su Yifan nodded and said, "I can understand her...... Like you said, a child can only become a warrior if he walks the path he should take. The answers that others give themselves are very boring. ”

Su Xiao chuckled a little helplessly: "Don't you always understand people like this, okay......"

Su Yifan coughed to hide his embarrassment.

"I'm with Neil these days, I'm sorry I didn't contact you."

Su Xiao squinted her eyes lightly, and the tears on her face could still be faintly visible, and her smile was still elegant and beautiful: "Don't say that, you have your own life and your own decisions." It's just a few days of you playing together, and it's not a big deal. ”

"But it's still a lot of trouble for you." Su Yifan was still distressed when he talked about this, "If it weren't for me, you and Neil would have been easier no matter what we did, right?" ”

"But if it weren't for you, Neil and I wouldn't have done these things, would we?" Su Xiaoqing comforted, "At least you see that we get along well, all because of you." ”

Su Xiaoqing, who spoke like this, returned to her usual she, elegant and simple, so simple that people couldn't see through it. The truth of simplicity is quite vividly reflected in Su Xiaoqing, she always has no desires, and she doesn't have too many thoughts, but everyone can't see through her thinking, and they can't understand her mood.

Su Yifan glanced down at his hands, Su Xiaoqing's snow-white palms were against the backs of his hands, and the skin of the two of them was closed without gaps, looking full of plainness and tranquility.

The time when the two of them sat together like this had not passed for Su Yifan for a long time, his chaotic mind slowly calmed down in an instant, and then he began to try to enjoy such a quiet time.

"Do you regret it?" Su Xiaoqing asked Su Yifan, "So many things are all because of me and Neil." ”

Su Yifan looked at Su Xiaoqing and shook his head firmly.

"Of course not."

"Really?"

"Really." Su Yifan replied seriously, "Actually, I have thought about this occasionally, especially when I was rescued by Neil that day. ”

Su Xiaoqing looked at Su Yifan, and there was a little bit of a flickering star in his eyes, probably touching the mood of hearing that Su Yifan almost died that day.

Su Yifan felt this change in emotion, he squeezed Su Xiaoqing's hand hard, and continued: "At that time, that woman's knife was about to fall, I was quite desperate, I felt that my life was not wonderful and it was over, and I would never see you again, and I would never see my friends again...... Then Neil showed up and killed two people in front of me. ”

Su Xiaoqing whispered: "Good killing, if I do, I will kill them too." ”

Su Yifan smiled and said, "But then I thought, if it weren't for you, not because of Niel, not because of Cai Yan or anyone else." I may still be the obedient Su Yifan, no one cares or notices, and now I am still hiding in the corner and secretly liking Cheng Shuixin, I don't have such a wonderful life now. ”

Staring at Su Xiaoqing's eyes, Su Yifan summed up sincerely: "Compared to what I get, these things are nothing. Every student around me is longing for an extraordinary life, and they may not have thought about the price of living an extraordinary life, but I think I have figured it out now. ”

The room was quiet, only Su Yifan's voice was echoing. Su Xiaoqing looked at the young man's smile that had returned to his former appearance, and felt a burst of excitement in his heart.

Maybe this is the real Su Yifan, the boy he once predicted and evolved.