What Chang Xi is most afraid of facing will come after all, she actually knows in her heart that Liu Ying will die, but she doesn't let herself accept the truth.

Because the weirdness is here, it is clear that she left the world one step ahead of Liu Ying, and she does not need to bear the pain of life and death, but in the end, she actually wants to watch Liu Ying go one step ahead of herself.

"You tell the queen that I will arrange everything and then enter the palace, and you also tell the queen that everything in the palace must be properly arranged."

"No."

The spring season is always very short, and soon in summer, I often sit on the swing in the yard with a fan, watching Grandma Wang recover a little hairpin in a daze.

Chang Xi didn't have the time to ask me about things recently, she lost her enthusiasm, it should be said that her heart is frozen now, she especially likes to lie on the window and be stunned, except for going to see Liu Zhang, she hardly talks to me.

And he always talks to himself, I really want to see a heavy snowfall. I always said this for a long, long time, and when I asked her what she was talking about, she kept silent.

Every time she faces the window sideways, she looks like a wife waiting for her husband's return, or a fairy who is struggling to keep her vows, looking through the autumn water.

Chang Xi will go to the palace about once every seven days, and after everyone in the house sleeps at night, Zhang Yan will arrange for a carriage to come and pick her up into the palace.

And when she came back every morning, her eyes were red and swollen, I didn't ask much, I don't know what Lu Dao is for, I always feel that deep in my heart, a little dull pain, as if I can experience a little Chang Xi's feeling.

The oath hall of Weiyang Palace lit a small candle, and it was still pitch black inside from the outside, which was enough to illuminate the faces of Chang Xi and Liu Ying, enough for them to see each other.

Chang Xi snuggled in Liu Ying's arms, just like the two of them liked to sit under the pear blossom tree like this, although she turned her back to Liu Ying, she could clearly feel Liu Ying's breath and breath, and the heat sprayed on her neck.

In this way, Chang Xi can feel the existence of Liu Ying's life, and she can feel more at ease.

"Wanwan, one day we can go under the pear blossom tree and see if they are still there."

"They're still there, I've seen them, and they're still beautiful."

Liu Ying coughed twice, and a smell of blood came up from his throat again, he just pressed down the blood, and the time for each meeting was very short, he didn't want Chang Xi to worry.

"Wanwan, how good do you say it would be if we were born in an ordinary family, we are just an ordinary couple, is God very unfair."

"Fool, if we were born in an ordinary family, where would we meet each other, there is no God in this world, otherwise ......"

Otherwise, they will end up in the current situation, and without doing anything wrong, they will break up their wives and tear them apart.

Every time Chang Xi left, Liu Ying's perseverance would collapse instantly, and blood would vomit all over the bed, Zhang Yan didn't say anything, just handed him cups of hot tea and patted Liu Ying on the back.

Zhang Yan didn't know what else she could do, and counted the days every day to see how long Liu Ying could stay in this world, and how long she could hear his voice.

"Uncle, the imperial doctor said that your complexion has improved recently, it seems that it is good for your condition that Sister Juan always comes to accompany you, maybe you will get better soon."

faced the official doctor shaking his head at Zhang Yan every time, but Zhang Yan would always follow Liu Ying like this.

Liu Ying knew that Zhang Yan was comforting him, but he was always inexplicably happy in his heart, and he still kept hope in his heart, even if he knew that he was about to die soon, maybe three months, maybe half a year, a little better, maybe he could see them for another year.

In the sixth year of Emperor Hui, in July.

In the middle of summer, all creatures in this season will grow wantonly, and of course, the diseases in Liu Ying's body are also the same. From Chang Xi's recent expression, it can be seen that Liu Ying's recent physical condition is very bad.

From my point of view, Liu Ying should be pneumonia, but the medical conditions in ancient times were poor, and the disease became a terminal illness after it dragged on like this, in fact, it is a miracle that Liu Ying has been able to survive until now, and part of the reason may be because of Chang Xi's spiritual support.

"Fleur...... I beg you, you can help me, I don't want to see him die before me, at least ...... At least two years from now, I beg you, you can take whatever you want from me! ”

I lowered my eyes to look at Chang Xi kneeling in front of me, she had never been so humble. I took her arm and shook my head at her: "Don't be stupid Changxi, you can't even save yourself, let alone him, I can't change history, this is the end of his fate." ”

"What history?"

"Everything is ...... by Heaven"

I held the hairpin and leaned on the swing in the yard, even if it was under the scorching sun, I still felt that my palms were cold, Chang Xi looked at me with a pale face, we were silent with each other, everything was silent.

"Tell me, how much longer?"

"One Hundred Days ......"

It was one of Chang Xi's rare cries, she curled up in the corner with her head in her hands, the hoarse roar coming from her throat, like the cry of a female ghost crawling out of the graveyard at night.

No one can change the entire compass of fate, it is quietly turning, fair, ruthless, with the passage of time.

The candles in the Hall of Oaths flickered, and the breeze came through the window, instantly blowing out the only candles. Chang Xi didn't hold the lamp again, she just felt Liu Ying's breathing in the dark.

Liu Ying gradually no longer had the strength to hold Chang Xi and sit on the bed, he lay flat, Chang Xi would sleep next to him, hugging Liu Ying's shoulder with one hand, and rubbing his cheek against his drug-smelling clothes.

Liu Ying moved, he raised his arm and stuffed a cold thing in Chang Xi's hand.

Chang Xi spread out his palms: "What is this?" ”

"Zishu jade, there is only this piece of jade in the world, I originally wanted to give it to you after you gave birth to Gong'er, legend has it that only a woman who is the mother of man can wear it to live a safe life, but it seems that I am indeed too late. Later, this piece of jade was taken by the queen mother, and I only asked for it back two days ago, and now, it is yours. ”

This jade is no more than the size of an earring, with a faint snow blue color, transparent and bright.

Chang Xi carefully put it away and said thank you in a low voice.

But the irony is that it is useless for Chang Xi to ask for it, a person who has already died, what can he hope for peace.

"Wanwan, is Liu Zhang good to you?"

Chang Xi raised his head in surprise, Liu Ying's eyes narrowed slightly, he asked lightly, but his eyes couldn't deceive himself.

"What are you asking for?"

She has been trying to avoid Liu Zhang all these days, because even if she closes her heart, it is impossible to be indifferent to Liu Zhang. She just hopes that she can accompany Liu Ying well in the last days of his life.

Liu Ying laughed softly, her chest rising and falling: "He is the man who wants to accompany you for a lifetime, of course I have to care about it." ”

After hearing this, Chang Xi pulled out and sat up from the bed, she kicked Liu Ying with red eyes: "I don't allow you to say that!" ”

Liu Ying smiled bitterly: "I am serious. ”

Chang Xi knew that he was serious, and her heart was even more twisted, she held her head in her hands and shouted: "I don't allow you to say that!" Don't say that!! ”

Liu Ying barely supported himself, he held Chang Xi's cold and trembling hand, and put it to his lips: "Wanwan, forget about hatred, live a good life with him." ”

"Don't say these things anymore, you can't do it, and I can't do it."

Chang Xi was holding Zishu jade in her hand, she hugged Liu Ying and kissed him on the lips, unwilling to listen to Liu Ying say more about Liu Zhang.

The tears dripping down Changxi's eyelashes rolled into Liu Ying's open eyes, he closed them gently, flowing out of the corners of his eyes, I don't know if it was his tears or Changxi's tears......

When Chang Xi put the broken hairpin and the purple jade together, she was like a person with a soul out of her shell, looking into the distance without blinking.

She didn't expect Liu Ying to send her into the arms of other men, Liu Ying knew that Chang Xi would stumble because of hatred, but what he didn't know was that Chang Xi was a dead person, and the only purpose of her resurrection was revenge.

Chang Xi and Liu Ying's road has come to an end, but her and Liu Zhang's road will never end.

"In this life, Jun's grace is not exhausted, and I hope that there will be a biochemical spring mud ...... in the future"

She owes two people a lifetime of kindness, and she doesn't know if Lu Dao will forget them in the next life. Will you remember to repay the favor?

I said to Chang Xi: "Don't be stupid, do you really believe in the legend of Meng Po Tang in the past life and the next life? Even if you can't repay the kindness in the next life, so what should you do, you still do it in this life. ”

Chang Xi has not forgotten her mission at all, in addition to thinking about Liu Ying every day and praying that Liu Ying can stay in the world for one more day, she also has to face Liu Zhang with a smile, and rack her brains to inquire about political affairs.

Chang Xi held a bamboo slip in his hand, sat next to Liu Zhang, and helped him sort out some documents that had been processed.

She held the lamp for Liu Zhang again and again, basically without saying a word, it was inconvenient for her to take the initiative to give Liu Zhang some hints, and every time she waited for Liu Zhang to speak first.

"Xi'er, what do you think of Master Chen, what kind of person is he?"

Chang Xi sank his eyes, put the bamboo slips aside, began to grind, and pondered for a few moments before he said, "Is Master Hou talking about Lord Chen Ping, the prime minister of Zuo?" Are you a guest at the house today? ”

"Yes, tell me your impressions."

"Master Hou is embarrassed for me, I just saw him in the interval between serving tea, but I didn't observe him carefully. However, Chen Ping is Lang Zhongling in the early spring, and now he has been worshiped as the prime minister of Zuo, but he did not forget to chat with Hou Ye and play against him, he came alone with only a fast horse, no shelf, and he was not arrogant and arrogant, he was a steady person. ”