155. Chapter 153
On the fifteenth day of the first month, a month has passed since the day of the annihilation of Dongli, in the palace full of lights, gloomy and deserted, this year's New Year everything is simple, the cumbersome etiquette of the past has been saved in the province, Qingcang since Dongli came back, he has been depressed all day long, and the feelings of longing and melancholy have increased day by day, so that the cough disease has worsened, and he stayed in the Fengzhu Palace all night, in the bleak dormitory, he stayed up alone from dark night to dawn, and it is still the same tonight.
Qing Cang sat alone on the soft couch, the candles in the hall were lit more than ten lights, illuminating the dormitory, Qing Cang's life painter painted a portrait of Qin Yuan, this portrait is lifelike, it is exactly the same as Qin Yuan, Qin Yuan on the painting, the smile on the lips is slightly raised, quiet and soft, just like when he just entered the palace, Qing Cang slowly brushed the face on the portrait, smiled bitterly, the smile was even sadder than crying.
At this time, I saw a man in black walking in from outside the hall, stepped forward and bowed to the handrail and said, "Your Majesty." ”
Qing Cang still sat quietly in the distance, without any movement, and said in a flat tone, "But what is the news?" ”
"Your Majesty, your subordinates have carefully checked every corner of the Dongli Palace, and they have not found any news about Concubine Hui."
Qing Cang's eyes showed a little disappointment, and he ordered lightly, "Keep checking!" The man in black was a little embarrassed for a while, he sent someone to check it several times, and it can even be said that he turned the Dongli Palace upside down, but there was indeed no news from Qin Yuan, at this time, the man in black cautiously tested Qing Cang, and said in a low voice carefully, "Your Majesty, Concubine Hui should be buried in the sea of fire with Emperor Dongli, you have to look away." ”
The words of the man in black made Qing Cang's face change suddenly, and he instantly turned around and shouted angrily, "Nonsense! When the fire was extinguished, there was no corpse of Qin Yuan at all, and I wanted to see the corpse of the dead alive! It's been a month and there is no definite news, what's the use of raising you? If you can't get a result, come back next time! ”
The man in black suddenly showed a little panic, hurriedly answered the armrest, and instantly turned around and trotted out.
Zhou Ruiqing, who was standing on the side, looked at such a sad Qingcang, shook his head helplessly for a while, and then said slowly, "Your Majesty, you want to mourn, the slave knows that you don't like to hear this, but the slave sees the emperor so depressed every day, and the slave is heartbroken, the emperor, Concubine Hui is really afraid that this time it will be more auspicious." ”
Qing Cang was instantly eclipsed, turned his head to look at Qin Yuan's portrait, and said slowly with a little bitterness, "Zhou Ruiqing, even you think so?" I am not reconciled, since Qin Yuan was plundered by Dongli, there was reliable news that Qin Yuan died, but I didn't believe it, I led my troops to recapture Qin Yuan, but I only glanced at it, and then lost Qin Yuan again, I am the king of a country, but it is really useless! At the end of the words, Qing Cang clenched his fists unwillingly.
Zhou Ruiqing stood aside and showed a little sourness, "Your Majesty, since you ascended the throne, the servants have served on your side, and the servants can see that you like Concubine Hui in your heart, but now, you will finally be relieved, you have just calmed down Dongli, and now the people of Li are panicking, and the court still needs you." ”
Qing Cang slowly shook his head, "I don't believe that Qin Yuan is dead, every time I walk into this Fengzhu Palace, I can feel Qin Yuan's breath, as if Qin Yuan is still alive, I and Qin Yuan have only known each other for a year, and I have lost her, this time is too short." ”
"Your Majesty, the slave is still the same sentence, you must mourn, you can't eat and sleep well this month, and now you have a cough and are still intermittently sick, and then your body can't bear it, since you remember Concubine Hui, then you should think about the four princes."
Zhou Ruiqing mentioned Mu Xuan for a while, which made Qing Cang even more worried, Zhou Ruiqing was right, now that Qin Yuan is gone, Mu Xuan is a child without a mother, and now the concubines in the palace have learned the news of the death of Concubine Hui, although they are all regretful on the surface, but there are countless people who are proud in their hearts, if the four princes lose Qin Yuan's protection, it will be difficult in the future.
Thinking of this, Qing Cang couldn't help but clench his fists, even if he was for Qin Yuan, he had to take good care of Mu Xuan, Qing Cang then slowly put away Qin Yuan's portrait, and said to Zhou Ruiqing beside him, "Go and prepare some supper, I'm hungry." ”
Zhou Ruiqing smiled for a while, and hurriedly went out to instruct his subordinates to prepare, and when the subordinates presented the nourishing supper, Zhou Ruiqing found that the emperor had already slept, Zhou Ruiqing waved his hand and motioned to his subordinates to remove the supper, and then shook his head helplessly, and sighed softly, "Hey, when will this day be a head......
At this time, in the princess's bedroom in King Mu's mansion, Qin Yuan suddenly woke up from her sleep, looked around in a panic, and saw the bright candles around, only to know that it was a nightmare, Qin Yuan slowly wiped off the cold sweat on her forehead, put on a cloak and got up and went to the ground.
Now Qin Yuan, the scar on her face is almost better, and the injury on her hand has healed, but her freedom is restricted, she was imprisoned in Mu Wangfu by Qingyu, and stayed in the princess palace where the princess of the main family is qualified to live in, she is only allowed to walk around at will in this Mu Wangfu, but she is not allowed to step out of Mu Wangfu for half a step, Qin Yuan has been in this Mu Wangfu without any cronies, and there is nothing to be done for a month.
Qin Yuan slowly walked to the wooden chair next to the round table and sat down, picked up the teacup on the side and slowly tasted it, the entrance of the tea, Fang Cai's panic calmed down a lot, and then only heard the door of the dormitory being pushed open, only to see Qingyu walk in from the door, and smiled at Qin Yuan, "Haven't you slept so late?" ”
Qin Yuan's face showed a little displeasure, turned his head and ignored it, Qingyu was not angry, sat down opposite Qin Yuan leisurely, and said slowly, "What?" Are you still mad at me? Qin Yuan raised her head slowly, her eyes showed a bit of determination, and she said in an indifferent tone, "How can you let me go back to the palace?" ”
Qingyu suddenly smiled playfully, "What if I said that I would never let you enter the palace again?" Qin Yuan's eyes showed a little indifference, and said disdainfully, "I really don't understand why you want to do this." Qingyu said without hesitation, "Because I love you." ”
Qin Yuan suddenly smiled, "Love me? If you love me, then you should choose to let go and fulfill me now. ”
Qingyu suddenly put away his smile and said resolutely, "Qin Yuan, why are you so persistent? Can't you just go back to me? You know how much I love you. ”
"Qingyu, you have to be clear, I am not only someone else's woman now, but also a mother, no matter where I am in this life, my heart is in the palace, there are people I love, there are my children, and there is my home."
Qingyu instantly got up excitedly, and said with a little indignation, "You said that the palace is your home?" Oh, it's ridiculous, he has thousands of women, is he worthy of you? I really regret that I chose to forbear at that time, if I didn't allow you to enter the palace at that time, then everything would be different now! ”
Not to be outdone for a while, Qin Yuan suddenly got up and said resolutely, "Qingyu, do you really understand love?" True love is to know how to cherish when you can love, and know how to let go when you can't love! ”
"Let go? Then I'll tell you, I can't do it! I don't want you to marry in this life! I, the princess of King Mu's palace, only allow you, a woman, to stay! And what about him, if he really loves you, then the person who lives in Fengxiang Palace now should be you, not someone else, and he will even abolish the queen for you and make you the queen! He has thousands of women, but he keeps saying that he loves you, is he worthy? Unworthy! ”
"I'm not rare! I agree to live in the Fengzhu Palace in the side hall of the palace, and I don't want to live in your princess palace, Qingyu, do you understand or not, no matter what you do now, no matter how good you are to me, I can't change my mind again, we are destined to miss this! ”
Qingyu stood silently for a while, looking at Qin Yuan puzzled, and after a while, he slowly opened his mouth, "Qin Yuan, you have changed"
Qin Yuan smiled indifferently, "Maybe." ”
"Qin Yuan, since you entered the palace, I have been thinking about how to take you outside the palace all the time, and I have been thinking about how to spend the rest of my life with you all the time, for you I can not want this prince and magnates, for you I can not do anything at all costs, but in the end, in exchange for your words, how can you make me embarrassed?"
"Qingyu, we have sworn an alliance before, I also thought that you are the only one in my life, but now I no longer love you, you say that I am ruthless or affectionate, but this is an indelible fact, since you can't have it, and the sorrow can't be eliminated, the only way is to send me away, hide this love, don't let others know the Tao, if you can, it's best not to let yourself know the Tao, forget that it is the best medicine to treat pain, hide this heart in your heart, you can continue to like it, But if you go on, you can't even like it, so why do you make yourself so hard. ”
Qingyu decisively shook his sleeves and refuted, "Don't tell me this, I don't understand!" I don't want to understand either! I've wasted so many twists and turns, and finally got you again, I won't let you go so easily, one day, you will change your mind! ”
Qin Yuan suddenly shook her head helplessly, slowly sat down and said desolately, "It's really rotten wood that can't be carved, it seems that you and I can't make sense anymore, you go, it's late at night, I'm going to rest." ”
Qingyu Mu looked at Qin Yuan sharply, the lock between his eyebrows represented the melancholy at the moment, and he turned around lightly and threw his sleeves and pushed the door away.
The cold wind blew in with the gap between the opening of the door, and the broken hair in front of Qin Yuan's forehead fluttered, as the door of the dormitory closed heavily, Qin Yuan sighed heavily, and finally escaped from Su Lingche's claws, but she was trapped in this Mu Wangfu and could not withdraw, she knew that she could no longer sit still, but now it was really hopeless to rely on herself, what should she do?
Qin Yuan's eyebrows furrowed slightly, and her distressed appearance showed a little sadness, adding a sadness to the originally festive fifteenth festival......