Chapter 14 It's a hug again!
[2015 is here, I wish you all a happy New Year's Day! In the past 15 years, everything has gone well, and all wishes have come true! The first two more will be served! γ
The sky outside the balcony was blue and blue. Rain City is like this, when there is no rain, the sky looks exceptionally beautiful. Most of the time, this beauty is interrupted by sudden raindrops, which seems extraordinarily short, but this afternoon, it has been sunny.
The sun was slanting in the west, shining into the living room through the glass of the balcony, shining on Tian Lele's face, dyeing Tian Lele's eyelashes with a layer of colored light. The tears on Qiao's face had dried, the color trembled, turning into a haze, and Tian Lele opened his eyes.
Tian Lele hopes to be held like this and warm all the time. But the sunlight that shone obliquely on his face told SΓΉ Tian Lele that the two of them had been like this for too long, and it was time to be content. Tian Lele was afraid that waiting until Huang Bai took the initiative to say something, or simply pushed it away - that would destroy the beauty that Tian Lele cherished the most in his heart.
"I'm sorry, me"
Tian Lele gently pushed the cork, then sat up straight and said "I'm sorry", but he didn't know what to say again.
"It's okay" Huang Bai's mind was a mess, and he didn't know what to say.
At first, he just watched Tian Lele cry, a little distressed, and wanted to give Tian Lele a hug and comfort. What is a hug? That is, hugging Tian Lele, gently patting Tian Lele's back, comforting two words, and then parting.
But after hugging Tian Lele, every qiΔ exceeded Huang Bai's imagination and expectations. Tian Lele's soft body made him feel even more pity, and he was even reluctant to let go of his arms. There is also a faint fragrance lingering on the tip of the nose. It was like a chain, burrowing into his heart, tightly locking his heart.
At this time, Huang Bai's heartbeat was much faster than usual, but he couldn't jump out of the entanglement of the chains. He thought he knew Tian Lele's many secrets, and he could easily control it when facing Tian Lele, but when he held Tian Lele, he couldn't help but feel tense all over his body. It was as if he was holding not a person, but the legendary Pandora's box.
I know that it will bring endless temporary difficulties, but I can't resist the temptation to open it.
Contradictions, tangled. Pain and joy. Self-inflicted, reluctant to let go, these can be used to describe the feelings of cork before. This feeling is more complicated than ever for Cork. It's also more profound than ever. Maybe. I will never forget it.
And when he and Tian Lele separated, the previous feelings were reversed. It's a contradictory feeling, and it's still contradictory when it's turned around. It's just that the previous one can't be let go. It is reluctant to become what it is now; The happiness of the past has become the pain of the present.
Therefore, Cork's mind is messed up, and his heart is also messed up.
Taking a deep breath and calming down slightly, Huang Bai looked at the time on his mobile phone, and couldn't help but feel his heart beat - he didn't feel much, he actually hugged Tian Lele for more than three hours!
The taste in Huang Bai's heart is more complicated.
Tian Lele secretly glanced at Huang Bai, and saw that his expression was complicated, and the sunny smile that had been left in the corner of his mouth was gone, so he couldn't help but feel nervous, and blurted out and asked, "Are you okay?" β
Tian Lele's question made Huang Bai come back to his senses, glanced at Tian Lele and immediately said: "It's not too early, let's talk about it today, I'll go back." β
After speaking, Huang Bai didn't wait for Tian Lele to respond, got up and ran away.
Looking at Huang Bai's hurried back, Tian Lele's heart hurt again, and he couldn't help but feel sentimental - he must have regretted hugging me before, right? He must be really scared of me now, probably, never again, right?
Isn't that what I'm for?
Tian Lele sighed lightly, lowered his head slightly, and a smile appeared at the corner of his mouth, pale as autumn frost and dim as the sunset.
Huang Bai came to the door and opened the door, and suddenly remembered that the first time he came, he seemed to have fled like this. So, Huang Bai paused and turned around.
"Tian Lele!" The corners of Huang Bai's mouth showed a sunny smile as usual, looking at Tian Lele, who raised his head in astonishment, and said very seriously: "Don't worry, I won't tell others about your affairs casually." Also, take care of yourself! β
After listening to Huang Bai's words, the smile on the corner of Tian Lele's mouth bloomed, and he said, "Thank you." β
"Goodbye."
finally said hello again, and Huang Bai seemed to leave calmly.
Listening to the sound of "bang" closing the door echoing in his ears, Tian Lele waved his hand lightly at the dark door, and also said: "Goodbye"
Goodbye? Or never again?
Tian Lele was not sure.
However, thinking of what Huang Bai said when he left, Tian Lele was in a much better mood. The autumn frost seems to dissolve, and the sunset rises again.
Looking at the time, it was almost five o'clock, and Tian Lele began to pack up. I told Ji Qing before that I would go to him for dinner in the evening.
After cleaning up, Tian Lele half lay on the sofa to rest. It was dangerous to face Ji Qing at night, and Tian Lele didn't want to accidentally show anything and ruin the plan.
When it was almost six o'clock, Ji Qing called Tian Lele.
"Huanhuan, where are you? Shall I pick you up? There was always a sense of impatience in Ji Qing's words.
"No, I'll just wait for you at the gate of your community." Tian Lele replied.
"Okay, tell me when you arrive, I'll go back after I finish shopping."
"Hmm."
Tian Lele answered lightly and hung up the phone.
In the past, Tian Huanhuan and Ji Qing were like this, Ji Qing got off work early, would buy vegetables and go home to wait for Tian Huanhuan, and Tian Huanhuan would cook for Ji Qing after he went home. After eating, Tian Huanhuan will clean up the house. After taking a bath, the two watched movies, TV, listened to songs, or chatted, and when they were sleepy, they hugged each other and slept infinitely better.
Tian Lele can see the window of Ji Qing's house on the balcony, the two communities are naturally not far apart, Tian Lele came out of Xuanyuan and walked for seven or eight minutes. However, Tian Lele waited for nearly twenty minutes before sending a message to Ji Qing.
Ji Qing received the message and replied with a smile and "will be there soon".
Tian Lele waited for another seven or eight minutes, and sure enough, he saw Ji Qing coming back on an electric car and buying a lot of vegetables.
"Sit down." Ji Qing parked the car next to Tian Lele and said with a smile.
"Hmm." Tian Lele sat up, thought about it for a while, stretched out his arm and gently wrapped his arms around Ji Qing's waist.
The smile on Ji Qing's face became even brighter, and he rode downstairs for a while. Park the car, and the two of them carried the food upstairs together.
"It's been a long time since I've eaten your cooking, so you can cook a few more tonight, so I can have a good memory." Before opening the door, Ji Qing said with a smile.
"Okay, I'm afraid you won't be able to finish it, and then waste it." Seeing Ji Qing so happy, Tian Lele was also very happy, smiling like a flower.
Speaking of cooking, in fact, Tian Lele was still a little apprehensive in his heart. Tian Lele can cook, but he is not as good as Tian Huanhuan, although he has been practicing deliberately since he arrived in Yucheng, but there is still a little gap compared with Tian Huanhuan. However, Tian Lele has already figured out how to explain this.
After the door opened, Tian Lele walked in and glanced at it, stunned in place.
This house is completely different from what Tian Lele imagined. According to the information obtained from Tian Huanhuan's diary, when Ji Qing and Tian Huanhuan **, they rarely cleaned up the house, although they were not sloppy, they were not very organized, and Tian Huanhuan always had to clean up at home to keep them tidy. But now, the qiΔ in front of Tian Lele was obviously cleaned up, just like when Tian Lele was there.
Ji Qing put the dishes on the side of the kitchen, turned around and saw Tian Lele's stunned appearance, and said with a slight smile: "Do you remember, you specially cleaned up the house for me before you left." I know that my life is not very organized, and I am afraid that after you leave, I will make the whole house so that I will never see a trace of you again, so I almost immediately changed my habits, and every day I do what I did when you were there. β
Speaking of which, Ji Qing came to Tian Lele, and when Tian Lele was caught off guard, he stretched out his arm and hugged Tian Lele's slender waist, and then buried his head in Tian Lele's jade neck, his arm retracted, and he hugged Tian Lele tighter and tighter, as if he wanted to put Tian Lele into his body.
"Huanhuan, do you know, I really miss you, I think about you every day and every night. I stay here and keep it as it is, just hoping to recall your appearance, your smile and figure every day. I hate myself for not being able to keep you, I can only miss you day by day. β
When Ji Qing spoke, he spit out a scorching breath, like a blazing snake, all of which got into Tian Lele's body. This made Tian Lele extremely nervous, and his whole body tensed, as if his body was about to become out of his control in the next second.
[Friends, woo is back, let's cheer together! ] (To be continued......)
PS: 2015 is here, I wish you all a happy New Year's Day! When I just came back from the class reunion in the evening, I was very envious when I saw others in pairs and successful careers. Woo will try. Let's do it together! In the new year, all wishes come true, smooth sailing!