Chapter Eighty-Three: Past and Present Lives

Memory is the thing that carries a human being, and if there is no memory, then the person will also lose a qiē. A person can live without wealth, without rights, or even without life, but he cannot live without memories. If you don't have a memory, you don't even know if you've saved it.

Rengar stared blankly at the soup bowl in front of him, although the bowl was only a shallow bowl of soup, but it was the whole world. Slowly raised his head, and said to the woman in Tsing Yi in front of him very resolutely: "I won't drink this bowl of soup." ”

There seemed to be a thick mist in front of the face of the woman in Tsing Yi, and her voice said without any waves: "The mortal world is just a dream, the fate of the previous life, the future life, in the endless reincarnation, a lifetime is just a drop in the ocean." In this life, even if you have someone who is difficult to let go, you will forget it in the next life. No matter whether you were rich or poor in your previous life, it will eventually pass, and a lifetime will be just a dream after all. ”

"I really can't bear to tell you, this world is just a dream. The children you have been obsessed with all your life are just one of your fates. The family you can't let go of in your life is just a station in your life. The affection and fame you are chasing are just a phantom of self-consciousness. When I woke up, it was empty. The whole world is yours, and the whole world is empty. ”

"The world is just a dream, would you believe it? Maybe the old people or the people who are facing the moment of death will believe it. I can't bear to tell you that this world is just a dream; I can't bear to tell you that this world is not real; I can't bear to tell you that this life is very impermanent; I can't bear to sue you. This family is a temporary reunion of karma. ”

"When you have been silent all your life, for decades, and have no regrets for the whole family, when you are heartbroken for your children, when you have a nervous breakdown and insomnia day and night because of your unfilial son."

"I would love to sue you. This world is fake, don't be too attached. But if you don't believe it, you won't be able to reach the level of your knowledge that will make you believe and be free from your troubles. So, I won't say it, I won't persuade you, watch you struggle and rise and fall in the sea of bitterness from the shore. Perhaps, in your heart, you think I am ruthless. In fact, I feel all your pain, but I can't do anything about it. There is only an attitude of silent observance. ”

"I don't think most people have the good fortune to hear the Dharma or the wisdom to comprehend emptiness, so they interpret their lives in this unreal world, with joys and sorrows, life and death, love and hatred. Why should I say more? She has her attachments. She has her knowing, she has her dreams and pursuits, she has her concept of world and happiness. ”

"I really can't bear to tell her, this world is just a dream. The children you have been obsessed with all your life are just one of your fates; The family you can't let go of in your life is just a station in your life; The affection and fame you are chasing are just a phantom of self-consciousness. When you wake up, it's empty, the whole world is you, and the whole world is empty. When you wake up from a dream, you will brutally face the six realms of reincarnation. Few people can bear and believe in the moment, and would rather choose to continue to be lost in their dreams. ”

"If. One day you know that you are about to die, and when you look back at this life, what is your feeling? Perhaps, this time you really believe that the Buddha said, "A qiē has a way to be, like a dream bubble, like dew and electricity, and should be viewed as such." "Life is like a movie, there are ups and downs, there are calm waves, there are sunshine, there are storms and storms and our hearts also give rise to love, hatred, joy and anger, born with the situation, and destroyed with the situation. In the end, I stupidly found out that we have been actors all our lives, acting with the plot, and have never been the real me. ”

"If, at this moment, you finally understand what is the real me, then you will still be so persistent? You must have your child do the best in the test and learn the best; You must do your best and perform the best; You must live more upscale than others, dress more beautifully than others, eat more than others, and travel more luxuriously than others; When someone hurts you, you must return a tooth for a tooth and finally understand that those are not the most important, cling to them for a lifetime, they will torture you all your life, your lifelong pursuit is nothing more than that, you can't take anything away, but you are tired and suffer yourself for a lifetime. Even the people you love the most, you can't take them with you. ”

"Only with fate, it should be like a pure heart, should not live in the color of the heart, should not live in the sound, fragrance and touch of the Dharma to give birth to the heart, should not live in the heart of nothing. Today, the people and circumstances who love you, love you, hate you, hurt you, resent, and torture you, let them come when they should come, and let them go when they should go. Don't be clinging, don't worry, calm your mind, you know that you are still you, you are not led by them, so that you can be a real you again. ”

"Such a life will have no regrets, such a life will have no regrets. Even at the last moment, death is a kind of realm for you, go with the flow, go with peace of mind. But can you really get it? Can you put it down if you understand? Or is it too late by the time you understand? ”

Every sentence is like a sledgehammer smashing into Rengar's heart, hitting Rengar's view of the world. Unconsciously, Reyngar's eyes had become confused, not knowing what to do, not knowing what to do. Slowly raised the soup bowl and slowly brought it to his mouth, the soup in the bowl had already wet his lips, as long as he raised it slightly, the soup would enter Rengar's mouth, washing away all memories.

Suddenly, Rengar's body slammed suddenly, and he slowly raised his head to look at the woman in Tsing Yi in front of him and said, "If this world is really just a dream, then why are you standing here?" Why do you save all the undead, but you can't save yourself? ”

A gust of wind blew, and the face of the woman in Tsing Yi became clear for the first time. A face that was enough to turn all beings upside down appeared in front of Rengar's eyes, and that eye, that eyebrow, was the most beautiful existence in the world! The woman in Tsing Yi glanced at Rengar and said: "Because I don't want to forget Jì, for countless years, I have been waiting here, I don't want to forget Jì, I don't want to forget Jì, I don't want to forget Jì, and I won't forget Jì!" ”

When Rengar heard the words of the woman in Tsing Yi, he suddenly laughed, and as soon as he raised his hand, the bowl of soup mixed with oblivion was thrown out of Rengar's hand, flew down from the bridge and smashed into the water, and disappeared without a trace after being rolled by Lethe River: "I don't want to forget jì either!" If this world is really a dream, then isn't endless reincarnation just countless dreams? According to what you say, then I am on this bridge, I have no memory, I am real? What's the point of the real me? ”

"I save zài because of my obsession. I have people I can't forget, I have things I want to do, these things are my obsessions, I'd rather die than forget! Even if I suffer from the eighteen peaks, even if I have climbed this bridge for countless years, I am willing to be like you and not forget! There is a qiē of mine in my dreams, and if I wake up just to forget my dreams, then I would rather not wake up! After all, there is a person in this world, and there are some things that are more important than yourself! ”

"Smack!"

With a crisp sound, Rengar's eyes suddenly opened, and in front of Rengar's eyes, there was no Lethe, no bridge, no flowers, no Meng Po, and it seemed to be a dream, and when he woke up, he disappeared. Reingar stared blankly at the light in front of him, a qiē in the dream had disappeared in an instant, the dream is like this, when you wake up, it will be gone.

In the dream, whether you are a hegemon with boundless power, or a beautiful beauty, no matter if you have a deep hatred, no matter if you have a three-life relationship, as long as you wake up, then you will forget jì in an instant, maybe there is a little memory, but it is just a laugh. Dreams are dreams after all, and they can't become reality, so sober people don't think carefully about what happened in the dream, what happened, what they experienced, after all, dreams are just dreams.

But is a dream really a dream? That may be a fragment of countless reincarnations, in the dream you chase the light of your previous life is the love of your previous life, the cliff you jump off may be for love martyrdom, you look at the moon, maybe that Chang'e is the woman in your dream, you fly, maybe because in that life you are the supreme overlord ....... But no matter who you were in your previous life, this life is just a dream.

Step on that bridge, wade across that river, pick that flower, drink that bowl of soup! The fate of the previous life, the dream of the past, the one qiē, really becomes a dream. On the top of those eighteen peaks, I don't know how many people don't want to forget, they are struggling, suffering in an infinite loop, just not forgetting. Don't forget the person in your dreams, don't open the door to the next world, go through thousands of catastrophes, for whom? Maybe the person in your dream doesn't remember you at all, and what you do is just wishful thinking on your part, but it's just your own constant forgetfulness, but after all, some people don't want to forget it.

Rengar stood up from the ground in confusion and walked slowly towards the light in front of him. Maybe it was because he walked from the brink of death once, or maybe it was because of the experience in a dream, Rengar suddenly felt as if his body had endless power!

In the dark, the woman in Tsing Yi slowly raised the soup bowl in her hand, picked up the soup leisurely, put down the soup leisurely, and countless people on the bridge were still walking slowly. The woman in Tsing Yi did not give Rengar any strength, all she did was to concentrate the power of Rengar's countless previous lives and present lives in this life, and if she lost, her soul was scattered, and there was no possibility of winning. Because at this time, for Rengar, he has jumped out of the dream, and this life is reality.

The woman in Tsing Yi stood at the head of the bridge, stared towards Lechuan, looked down at the bowl of soup that belonged to her, and leisurely sprinkled it into Lechuan: "Even if you smile a thousand times, it is not for me to ...... after all." ”

A song with a unique melody was slowly sung on the Nai He Bridge: "Lianlian, you and I have agreed for a hundred years." If anyone dies at the age of ninety-seven, he will wait for three years on the bridge ....... (To be continued......)