Chapter Twenty-Five: Telling Love Words to Each Other, But Hearts Belong to Others
In the dormitory, Qin Yuan and Qing Cang have taken off their coats, lying on the bed with their arms in their arms, Aunt Lan asked someone to light more stoves, the dormitory became warm, Qin Yuan was in Qing Cang's arms, and tonight's events lingered in his mind.
The eyes were slightly closed, the long eyelashes trembled slightly, the bridge of the delicate nose and lips were like rouge, Qing Cang looked at the beauty in his arms, and raised a soft smile, "Is Yuan'er sleeping?" Qin Yuan slowly opened her eyes, raised her eyes and glanced at Qing Cang tenderly, and smiled warmly, "No." ”
"But you're still thinking about Fang Cai?"
Qin Yuan accepted the smile and nodded indifferently, "Well, the concubine is thinking that if Zhang Dehai didn't mention the concubine at that time, would the concubine be ...... at this moment?"
"Don't talk nonsense!" , Before Qin Yuan finished speaking, Qing Cang stroked Qin Yuan's lips and interrupted Qin Yuan's words, Qing Cang said softly, "It's not easy to find a caring person, how can I be willing to let you leave like this?" After hearing this, a tender smile flashed on Qin Yuan's face, and she reached out to hold Qing Cang's neck and put her head on Qing Cang's chest.
Qing Cang tightened his arms around Qin Yuan, "Yuan'er regrets entering this deep palace?" Qin Yuan raised her lips and smiled, and slowly shook her head, "The concubine doesn't regret it, the concubine entered the palace because she loves the emperor, and she wants to be with the emperor in this life." ”
Qing Cang instantly showed a smile, "Yuan'er, you are a white lotus in this palace, mature and pure, elegant and beautiful. ”
"The emperor really raised his concubines, and the beauties around the emperor are like clouds, which one is not delicate and colorful?"
"Even if there are thousands of delicate and varied, what is the use of not having a heart in me? Pleasing me and tending to serve me is just for the sake of the status of the powerful, even if you are initially devoted to me, you will be worn away by this deep palace of detachment from virtue for a long time. ”
Qin Yuan listened to Qing Cang's voice sadly, although her heart was not a taste, and she said lightly, "The concubine has lost her mother since she was a child, although her father cares about the concubine, but she is busy with the government all day long and does not have too much time, and the world in the mansion is hot and cold, and the concubine also has a deep understanding, so she can understand the emperor's mood." ”
Hearing this, the corners of Qingcang's mouth raised a bright arc slightly, recalling the scene of the first encounter with Qin Yuan, "Before Yuan'er entered the palace, I heard that the concubine of the Xue Mansion was a famous beauty in the capital, and many famous children came to the door to ask for marriage and were rejected one by one, I thought that this daughter of the Xue Mansion must be a lonely and proud woman, but it happened that day that the Imperial Garden met you by chance, and your crystal clear eyes did not know how charming they were, and at that moment, it broke my opinion of you. ”
When Qin Yuan heard this, she couldn't help but smile softly, "The man who came to the mansion to ask for a kiss either took a fancy to the appearance of the concubine, or the status of the concubine's father, the concubine just wanted to stay with the person she loved until she grew old, if the heart is not together, how can you talk about being with each other for a lifetime?" To tell the truth, the concubine met the emperor for the first time in the imperial garden that day, and she didn't really fall in love with the emperor? ”
After hearing this, Qing Cang smiled and said, "Oh? When did Yuan'er have a crush on me? ”
"Does the emperor remember Concubine Wan's birthday? At that time, it was autumn, but the emperor planted a pond full of lotuses, just because of Concubine Wan's words, 'The cool autumn is getting deeper and the wind is coming, and the lotus flowers in half a pond are withering.' sighed that Jun didn't know, and was even more sorry for Dongjun, ', although the concubine was just passing by, but when she saw the emperor's tender look towards Concubine Wan at that moment, she didn't know why she had a trace of envy. ”
"That's why Yuan'er fell in love with me because of this?"
Qin Yuan slowly shook her head and said, "At that time, the concubine thought, such an ordinary woman as a concubine, the emperor is the son of heaven, the difference is too great, but in the future, the emperor felt cold, the queen mother was extremely worried, and ordered the concubine to go to the imperial study to send medicinal food to the emperor every day, and after a long time, it was difficult to extricate herself, and the concubine knew that if she entered the palace as a concubine, she would not be able to be favored in this life, but the concubine still made a choice, if she failed to spend this life with the emperor, what kind of regret should she be? ”
Qing Cang's eyes showed a hint of affection, and he turned over and pecked a kiss on Qin Yuan's forehead, "I think accepting you as a concubine is the most correct decision for me." Qin Yuan smiled happily, "The beauties around the emperor are like clouds, so there is no one who loves him?" ”
Qing Cang's eyes suddenly turned indifferent, Concubine Wan's face flashed in his mind, he took a heavy breath, and said in a deep voice, "When I was young, I once fell in love with a woman, but it has become a thing of the past. Although Qin Yuan didn't show any look on her face, she couldn't help but chuckle in her heart, two people who each had a deep love in their hearts, but they both became pillow people, saying love words against their hearts to each other, it was really desolate......
Seeing that Qin Yuan was silent, Qing Cang said softly, "Why didn't Yuan'er speak?" ”
"The concubine is thinking about what kind of woman the emperor's beloved is, which must be beyond the reach of all women in the world. Why didn't the emperor stay with her? ”
Qing Cang nodded slightly, the corners of his mouth were slightly curved, although he smiled softly, but his eyes were full of desolation, Qin Yuan then asked, "The emperor is the king of a country and has supreme rights, how can he not get a woman?" ”
"It is because I have the supreme right that I have lost her, although she is alive, although she is by my side, she is no longer the beautiful woman she was back then."
Hearing this, Qin Yuan suddenly became suspicious in her heart, staying by Qing Cang's side? Could it be the concubines in the palace? Who could it be? suddenly thought about what Concubine Yi had said to her when she first entered the palace, Concubine Wan was the person in the emperor's heart.
Qing Cang saw Qin Yuan's suspicions, and said with a smile, "Yuan'er doesn't ask who I am?" ”
Qin Yuan shook her head slowly, "Although the concubine is curious, she doesn't want to know the Dao, and if she knows the Dao, she will feel sad." Qingcang said with deep meaning, "Yuan'er, now that I have you, the past is a thing of the past." ”
Qin Yuan couldn't help but smile indifferently, she also loved, she had also sworn an alliance with someone, how could she believe such a fake love? If it was so easy to turn into a passing cloud, then she didn't have to be so entangled and regretful now.
Qin Yuan stepped on the cold in her heart, looked at Qingcang's chest, and said lightly as if she was thoughtless, "Raise your eyes day and night to look forward to Junlang, and the snow in front of the courtyard is boundless." Guarding the window and looking forward to the moon, I know that the beauty lives in the heart. ”
After hearing this, Qing Cang's face suddenly pale, and he hurriedly raised his hand to pick up Qin Yuan's chin, his brows furrowed tightly, "Yuan'er, but you think about it too much?" ”
Qin Yuan just curled the corners of her mouth, reached out to hold Qing Cang's hand holding her chin, and said softly, "The emperor doesn't need to worry too much, Qin Yuan is willing to listen to the emperor's heart, let it pass, it's late at night, the emperor should rest early." Bi Qinyuan closed her eyes heavily.
Qing Cang was a little remorseful at the moment, knowing that he shouldn't say this to the concubines beside him, Qing Cang's weekday restraint system is extremely high, but what's wrong tonight? He looked at the Yiren in his arms, he recognized Qin Yuan's beauty, recognized Qin Yuan's virtue, but he couldn't love after all, his love words were given to countless women, and countless women fell for it, but somehow, Qing Cang always felt that Qin Yuan tonight was not as tender and lovely as in the past, and he could always see the indifference in Qin Yuan's eyes, even if he said intoxicating love words, Qin Yuan was still as calm as water, could it be that he went to Concubine Ru this afternoon, and Concubine Ru told Qin Yuan the truth?
Qing Cang's heart was a little uneasy, and he suddenly remembered the matter of Xiang Gui Concubine tonight, and couldn't help but be a little suspicious.