This is probably another old story.

I looked at Sun Chenchen.

I'm just thinking back to what I thought and what I did later.

Zhilu said that he asked too much, and he kept asking for it. Knowing that he shouldn't have too many extravagant expectations, he is always dissatisfied with his life.

That's what I've done.

And the girl in front of me, who was crying and trembling with her shoulders trembling, also made the same mistake as me, so she ended up today.

As everyone knows, she once dumped me because she hated this mistake that I was annoying.

At this time, I don't know what to say.

Put your hand on his shoulder, rubbed her nose against her forehead, comforted her, and said don't cry, isn't there still me, we can start over, I won't mind your past, I want you just you, I just want you, I just want to be with you, oh, I love you, let's go together, right?

Shit, it's really disgusting, you've watched too many Taiwanese pheasant TV series.

Either way, one thing is for sure.

Hearing her say this, Yang Guoying sat on the big boss in about three years (hehe, I couldn't help but sneer in my heart), it should have been almost two years, and Chenchen found out that he was infertile......

What about five years to come? What has happened in these five years?

I don't know what to do.

I don't want to know about it for the time being. Because I need enough information.

I cleared my throat and turned around to face Chenchen.

Perhaps the innocence on Chenchen's body has long been washed away by time, but at least now, the woman sitting in front of me still has a little bit of ice and jade.

"Do you know what I am doing now, do I sit next to you and talk to you?"

Chenchen was still sobbing, and his shoulders were heaving very much.

For a second I felt the urge to put my arms around my shoulders, but the ridiculous thought quickly faded away.

I sighed, "Or, let's ask, do you know what it is that has kept me sitting here talking to you today?" "

She just continued to shrug her shoulders and didn't answer what I meant.

It's all because of you.

I can't say this sentence, although it is extremely ironic and extremely vulgar, but I cannot deny that it is true.

Ten years ago, the day Chenchen and I broke up, just downstairs in their dormitory, I had a lot of quarrels with her, and suddenly two men came out of the side of the road, who seemed to be classmates in Chenchen's class.

Because I walked between the two people and saw that Chenchen, who was standing a few steps away, was holding his arms and standing expressionlessly, not speaking, not dissuading, not expressing his position, the whole pokerface.

I didn't resist, I didn't fight back, I was beaten and I fell to my knees with my hands on the ground.

After more than a minute, Chenchen's gentle words were enough, and the two of them instantly stopped obediently and stepped aside. At that time, the scene was like a big lady with a thug to teach a disobedient subordinate.

Chenchen walked up to me and whispered softly into my ear, does it hurt?

I was trembling all over, trying not to shove my fist in her face.

Chenchen stood up without waiting for me to answer, dropped a sentence of "If it hurts, don't ask a woman like me who will make you hurt to be your girlfriend", and left with the two men.

The farther and farther you go.

The farther you go, the farther you go.

The world always entrusts us with the most cruel task, the most arduous journey.

I've understood this since that day, and I understand it thoroughly.

I don't think it's surprising if I slapped Chenchen two days ago in the face of a lot of slaps in the morning, and she was beaten inexplicably in broad daylight in front of passers-by.

Because ten years ago, when I knelt on that solid ground, I had already made a promise.

Sun Chenchen, you remember it for me, I will let you repay the shame just now.

It's not that just because you're a woman that I'm soft-handed.

But I will not trample on your self-esteem and humiliate your soul in broad daylight.

Even if I hate you again, I will only choose a time when there is no one around and pay you back alone.

I did it.

It wasn't until Chenchen's shoulders were getting less and less heaving that I began to talk about my thoughts. My true thoughts.

I'm not a strong person, but that unforgettable experience of falling out of love is enough to become my motivation to move forward and become the source of my efforts.

I remember that at that time, I wrote this paragraph in my diary: As a man, what does it mean to be successful? If in the future, a few years later, every one of your ex-girlfriends, pay attention, is every one, because they regret leaving your second regretful scratching of their livers and lungs, they all beat the wall and cry bitterly, and they all feel that what they have done to you is the most terrible mistake in the whole world...... Then you're really successful enough.

In retrospect, such an idea is undoubtedly naïve. However, I still feel sorry for my ex-girlfriend because she was unwise enough to give up the opportunity to be the happiest woman in the world.

If there is no regret, it is not called youth, but being forced to lose and giving up voluntarily are two different concepts.

Maybe Sun Chenchen will never understand this in his life.

She finally looked up at me, her face confused and her eyes full of confusion.

Besides, things are man-made, and I can't judge myself in vain about this unpredictable world.

Maybe that's the crux of the matter?

"Do you know the way? If you don't leave me, I won't be strong and work hard just to trample you and Yang Guoying under my feet in the future, and I won't have the life I have today," I looked at Chenchen, "I won't have the opportunity to be sent this time, let alone meet you." Do you understand? "

Chenchen blinked and didn't speak.

He was probably thinking in his heart, never discriminate against crazy people, they are just different from your view of the world.

I shook my head and stopped looking at Chenchen's face. "I just want to ask you, when did you start doing this?" In the middle of the night, Chenchen's voice came, "...... Last month......" I then closed my eyes and said coldly, "I want to warn you not to try to tell me a lie, at least you can't do anything more stupid than this at the moment." "

Chenchen's answer sounded a little resentful, "If you don't believe me, you can ask Yang Guoying without asking me?" "

"Yang Guoying? He said, "Are you doing this here?" "My eyes are still closed.

Chenchen's voice was low, but it was powerful. "Anyway, even if I tell you that he doesn't know the truth, you won't believe it, so why do you need to ask me."

I was silent.

Subjectively, if you put a hat on a person, then no matter what he says or does, you will come to the same conclusion.