"Haruka, don't walk in front of me, I don't want you to see my face now." Tears kept rolling down her eyes, and her face was covered with tears.

Even she couldn't remember how long it had been since she had cried, but now, she was crying so badly, and tears were falling so much.

It was her order, and he knew he should obey it. But when his ears kept hearing her cry, his hand had already automatically pulled her over and pressed her head into his arms, "In this case, I can't see the face of the little sister." "It was the first time he had disobeyed her orders.

Her face was buried in his arms, and the tears seemed to be absorbed by the fabric of his clothes.

No one saw her face, so she could cry as much as she wanted. And he will be with her, and he will be with her until the moment of death......

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Jun Haixin didn't expect her daughter to go home with red and swollen eyes, since she was a child, her daughter rarely cried, and she was calmer and stronger than ordinary children.

But no matter how strong a child is, there are times when he is sad. Seeing his daughter's appearance, Jun Haixin's heart couldn't help but rise, "Didn't you go to Chu Lu's birthday banquet today?" Was something unhappy happening at the banquet? ”

Bai Yueran shook his head, and the banquet ...... By the time she went, the banquet had already ended.

"Then tell Mommy, why are you crying? Mommy knows that you won't cry for no reason. Jun Haixin continued.

Bai Yueran was silent.

Seeing that her daughter didn't mean to say it, Jun Haixin said to Cang Yao, who was standing behind Bai Yueran, "Xiao Yao, come to me, what happened." ”

"Don't say it!" Bai Yueran said suddenly.

Jun Haixin was slightly surprised, and Cang Yao said lightly, "I know the truth." Immediately, he closed his lips and said nothing.

Obviously, Cang Yao's words were answering Bai Yueran, and he showed with his actions that the master he thought was only Bai Yueran. Therefore, when the two have the same order, Bai Yueran's order, he puts it first.

Jun Haixin's heart is full of loss, is it because his daughter is older? So I won't be so clingy to myself like I was when I was a child, and I will tell her all my feelings.

It's just that Bai Yueran's words followed closely, but Jun Haixin's sense of loss dissipated.

"I'll talk to Mommy myself, so I don't have to say anything about Haruka!" Bai Yueran said, and then came to the study with Jun Haixin.

Yesterday, in this study, she saw her father sitting alone, but today, she and her mother are sitting on this sofa.

"Am I the child that Mommy conceived after being raped by Daddy?" Bai Yueran didn't use any tactful words, and directly said what she minded the most.

Jun Haixin was stunned, "Why are you ......" because she was so shocked that her voice was a little out of tune. This kind of thing, although the adults of the Jun family all know the way, but they are all tacitly hidden from the younger generation. Naturally, my daughter should not know anything.

"I overheard Daddy and Mommy chatting this morning, and Mommy didn't really want to give birth to me at all, did she? And to Daddy, I'm just a tool, a tool for him to marry Mommy! Bai Yueran continued, lowering her head, her voice a little hoarse because of the previous cry.

Jun Hai was frightened, at that time, was his daughter standing outside the door? Because I heard those words, I ......

"Mommy...... I never wanted to give birth to you. Jun Haixin's hand gently placed on the top of Bai Yueran's head and stroked it gently, "Although I was shocked and disbelieving that I was pregnant with you at the beginning, as long as I thought of strangling you in my stomach, just thinking about it makes me feel very uncomfortable." ”

"Because I'm Mommy's lifeline?" She spoke low.

"No, because you are my daughter, the continuation of my life, and the proof that I live in this world." Jun Hai said in his heart, "Destiny is a fact that I only understood when I saw you at first sight when I gave birth to you. But when you weren't born yet, I thought that I must work hard to give birth to you, teach you everything I will, love you hard, and make your life happy even if your body hurts. At that time, I just wanted to be your mother. And her daughter will be her life, which is another kind of happiness.

"But I'm obviously daddy like that to Mommy's child, shouldn't Mommy be very annoying?" Pregnant with a child who is not a man she loves or likes, any woman will not be able to stand it.

"I ...... Never hated it. Jun Haixin replied leisurely, recalling the scene again and again in his mind. At that time, she had contradictions, struggles, and more thoughts about giving birth to a child, as well as the mood for Bai Zhuyun that even she said clearly, "At that time, Mommy used to hate your daddy, because he did something that I couldn't forgive, but at the same time, I would sympathize with him and have a feeling of pity for him, I think I actually liked him a little at that time." ”

Yes, even if she didn't want to admit it at that time, her heart had already begun to lean towards the man who was willing to give everything for her, and when she looked at the pain he couldn't ask for, sometimes she felt like she was looking at herself.

Is that so? Her birth, Mommy doesn't hate it?! Bai Yueran thought that the uncertain heart had a little stability because of her mother's words.

"And for your daddy, you're not a tool, but a hope." Jun Haixin continued.

"Hope?" Bai Yueran raised her head and looked at her mother with a snort.

"Yes, it was hope in despair, and Daddy wanted to be with Mommy at that time, so you were the only hope for him at that time. So Ran Ran ......" Jun Haixin paused, and hugged his daughter with open hands, "You are not only your father's hope, but also my hope." It is you who allow Mommy to form a family with Daddy, so that Mommy can face her feelings more frankly, and let Daddy get up from despair. ”

Jun Haixin's words made Bai Yueran's heart gradually settle down. She wanted to believe her mother's words, and she wanted to believe that she was a hopeful being.

"Mommy, have you reconciled with Daddy?" Bai Yueran asked suddenly.

Jun Haixin smiled slightly, "Mommy will soon reconcile with Daddy." "Yes, the previous Zhuyun had already experienced a desperate time, if it wasn't for the peak of despair, he wouldn't have used such extreme means to get her pregnant.

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