From four o'clock in the afternoon of March 12th, Xiaohai has disappeared for a whole day and a half, all the calls that can be made, all the places that can be found, and there is still no news, I still have a glimmer of hope, but with the passage of time, I know that the hope of the road is getting slimmer and slimmer.

I was in a hurry in the office, but I was at a loss, Xiaohai went really resolutely this time, there was no sign, and there was no clue, he went to work normally, and took advantage of Damei's absence to send the motorcycle to him, and left quietly alone, and immediately turned off the phone after the last call, and never turned it on again.

I never gave up on his mobile phone, and I called it every once in a while, but it was always turned off.

I've been in a trance, and it feels like I'm in a dream. Sometimes I'm cooking, sometimes I'm walking on the road, and I can't help but pinch my wrist and think I'm still dreaming.

After work in the evening, I went back to my hometown with Damei, and I have been in a panic for the past two days.

I was worried that my brother-in-law would not be able to think about it and that my parents would not be able to bear the blow, and my father's weak voice on the phone kept worrying my heart.

Xiaohai's departure means that the sky at home has collapsed.

Seeing that Xiaohai usually doesn't pinch the grass at home, doesn't support the vertical grass, hangs his children, wanders around, plays cards and gambles, even when he encounters the autumn harvest and spring planting, he rarely interferes, but finally there is a man in the family, no matter if the life is good, he doesn't feel the bitterness.

But now that he shook his hand and left, he suddenly made people feel the misery of life: the two children had no father's protection, the elderly parents had no son by their side, and the young Xiao Yi was widowed•••••••••

How can orphans and widows survive these days?

As soon as I entered the door, the home was still that home, the courtyard was still the same courtyard, nothing had changed, but because of Xiaohai's departure, it was extremely desolate, I looked at the two nephews, the child was running around without knowing the taste, and a burst of sadness hit my heart: ignorant children, where do they know that the ruthless father has abandoned them, the future is wind or rain, hail or haze, no one can say, but one thing is certain, if Xiaohai really does not come back, the fate of these two children will definitely change qualitatively- Without father's love, how can their lives be fulfilled......

My sister-in-law Xiaoyi is really a strong woman, she endured the sadness in her heart, tried to squeeze out a faint smile on her face, pretended to be unintentional, busy with dinner, I became more and more sad to watch, how to comfort in a thousand words, a woman who can accept her man, the man she has always loved and ran away with another woman, without a word, no news from a left, the children and the elderly at home have a scarred heart and a long time to come, How can a woman's weak shoulders carry this mountain-like responsibility?

Dinner was as sumptuous as every time I went home, but who was in the mood to eat, I endured the sorrow in my heart, and pretended to be calm to comfort everyone to eat.

"Xiaohai is a big bastard, abandoning his wife and children, heinous, is it worth it to cry sadly without eating or drinking for this kind of person, this is because he ran away, even if he dies, we can't all accompany him, we won't live? Eat, drink, this day has to live, not for yourself but also for the two children, you see that they are still so young, they have been abandoned by their father, now we are their backers, who among you will fall again, this day is the collapse of the sky...... "I bitterly said, the heart is compared to the heart, it is better to persuade than to scold, the father reluctantly picked up the bowl, Xiao Yi buried her head deep in the bowl, and her big tears only dripped down.