Memories are like the colorful bubbles blown out by oneself when I was a child, which are real and dazzling in the sun, but after all, they are short-lived, and they are quickly powdered.

Song Ru: I understand very well that Ji Fan is no longer there. People are really strange creatures, and sometimes they have to be obsessed with people or things that they know no longer exist.

So living so hard, Song Ru smiled, turned off the family and so on, and fell into the darkness. That night, she didn't sleep well. In my dreams, I always remember some things that I should have forgotten in the morning.

Before the age of eighteen, Song Ru lived in the small town of Dongwu, although he was poor, but he was not lacking in happiness.

His father, Yuan Lang, is a math teacher who has been teaching in the town's primary school for more than 20 years, wearing heavy black-rimmed glasses all year round, and never quarreling with anyone or even arguing. Houses in the countryside are not as dense as in the city, and neighbors often have 'doors' to each other. Song Ru is a father and daughter in my family, and the neighbors can also help if they can help out.

Song Ru I have good grades, I have been beautiful since I was a child, and I am a well-known figure in high school, she is introverted and low-key, and she is liked by the teachers, and her father never argues with life after learning, so the little 'bastard' and 'bastard' outside the school want to trouble her, and the classmates in the class are protected.

At that time, Yuan Lang's salary had always been very low, and he was a stuffy gourd, teaching and educating people diligently for so many years, and he never asked for a salary.

The father and daughter have always lived a life of food and clothing, but Song Ru and I have always been very satisfied, and I have never asked for so much. However, the father and daughter have always lived a peaceful and ordinary life.

Until one day, Song Ru and I came home from school and saw my father, who was supposed to be grading homework, tinkering in his locker.

There were two people in the house, and when Yuan Lang saw Song Ru and me coming home, he immediately greeted her with a smile: "Little me!" Come on, this is Uncle Li, Dad's old classmate, and this is Uncle Li's son, Mu Bai. ”

Song Ru hurriedly greeted me: "Hello Uncle Li, hello Mubai." ”

After Yuan Lang finished introducing, he finally took out the two fishing rods from the storage room. Song Ru I rarely saw his happy look, he greeted his old friend with a smile: "Ah Yu, let's go, let's go fishing." ”

Yuan Lang's only hobby is fishing, and the small ditch at the entrance of the 'door' and the small ditch at the neighbor's house are his battlefields. Sometimes a fishing day is a whole day, and Yuan Lang, who goes out in the morning and comes back at night, can always bring home a few fresh fish that are jumping around. Real wild fish, used to make soup, so fresh that the eyebrows and 'hairs' can fall off.

"Then I'll play with Mu Bai for a while. Uncle and your dad go out for a while to survey the terrain and come back right away. ”

Uncle Li smiled gently at Song Rume, and Song Ru and I immediately nodded and agreed, "Okay." ”

The two old classmates had just left, and Li Mubai, who had been on the side without speaking, sighed: "When do you guess they will come back?" ”

"Didn't you say you'd be back in a while......"

"Cut ......" The young man Li Mubai bared his teeth, 'exposed' a row of neat and snow-white teeth, he looked at Song Ru with a really innocent look and said to Song Ru: "The two old men have been rubbing their hands for a long time, and it is estimated that they will not come back until night." ”

"No......" Song Ru I don't believe it, my father Yuan Lang has always been strict and serious, or he will not be so impertinent.

Li Mubai picked his thick black eyebrows, looking like you were waiting to see.

It was the hottest summer of the year, and the fiery sunset was rolling down from the sky, the sunset was gone, and the last light said goodbye from the horizon. Li Mubai was very familiar, lying on the rattan recliner in Song Ru's house, blowing the wind in the courtyard loudly, until it was completely dark, he beckoned Song Ru and me casually: "Oh, who is that, I said it." ”

The boy was dressed in casual clothes, and on his feet were a pair of cowhide sandals that seemed to have appeared in some magazine. For this distinguished guest, Song Ru I didn't know how to arrange him for a while.

She turned on the light on the eaves, and in the dim light, Song Ru and I hesitated in front of him, thought for a while and said, "I'll do what you want for dinner." ”

The high-spirited young man decided that it would not be difficult for the good-looking soil bun in front of him, so he said, "Do you know how to cook noodles?" Just cook some noodles, young master Ben doesn't pick them. ”

Song Ru and I immediately nodded: "I will, I will." With that, he immediately went into the kitchen, put on his apron, and was about to get to work.

Li Mubai stared at Song's back like my little daughter-in-law in the countryside, and suddenly grinned.

The noodles were quickly ready, and they looked full of vegetables, ham sausages, and poached eggs. Li Mubai tasted it, and the taste was surprisingly good. The little daughter-in-law sat across from him and had already started eating quietly.

Seventeen-year-old Song Rume, Song Rume in the young 'female' period, the facial features are already deep and three-dimensional, the skin is so white that Li Mubai reminds Li Mubai of the fine white porcelain at home, and the long eyelashes on a pair of big eyes are like a small fan.

How she looks like a doll. Li Mubai was stunned for a while, until Song Ru and I looked up inexplicably and asked him, "What's wrong?" Isn't it delicious? ”

Li Mubai hurriedly lowered his head, took a big sip, and wiped his mouth: "Is there anything else in the pot?" ”

Song Ru sneered: "Eat slowly, and there is more." ”

Li Mubai ran to the kitchen as soon as he slipped away, and after a while, he thought, Damn, why is this little daughter-in-law so beautiful, and she killed the school 'flower' that his school called. The cooking is so delicious, it's unreasonable.

Finally finished dinner, Song Ru and I brought Li Mubai fruit again. There was no air conditioning in the countryside that year, although the heat during the day had subsided, but the temperature was still high, the young master of the city Li Mubai was obviously not suitable for this life, and at night the mosquitoes attacked again, he sighed, pulled Song Rume and said: "Talk to me, distract yourself." ”

He was still talking while eating grapes, and asked slowly, "How are your grades?" ”

"Okay."

"How many places can you usually take the test?"

Song Ru smiled shyly: "Probably the top three." ”

The top three in the class, that's not bad. Li Mubai thought about it and suddenly sat up, and asked very seriously: "Isn't it the bottom three in the class?" ”

Song Ru hurriedly waved his hand: "No, no, I can probably be the first in the class, and I can generally be in the top three in the school." ”

Li Mubai "swished" and lay back on the rattan chair, muttering, still so smart. He coughed: "Which university do you want to go to in the future?" ”

"Hmm...... University of Boussan. ”

"Why?" Li Mubai asked her like an examiner.

Song Ru smiled: "Because my father also graduated from that university." ”

Li Mubai's eyes darkened, and when Song Ru laughed, his big eyes were bent into crescents, and he looked ...... It's so cute. He suddenly had some intention of playing tricks on her, and said seriously: "Well, do you know that I am a baby kiss with you?" ”

"You say...... What ......" Song Ru, I obviously don't believe it.

Li Mubai bared his teeth: "You don't know? My dad and your dad were college classmates, it is said that they made an appointment to be in-laws when they were in college. I came with my dad this time to recognize me. When we reach legal age, we have to get married. ”

"Hmm...... You are now my fiancée. ”

Song Ru and I immediately stood up, her face was flushed, even if she hung her face, Li Mubai could see her red earlobes dripping with blood. The little daughter-in-law ran away, her voice as small as a mosquito: "I'll wash the dishes." ”

Until the two unreliable fathers came back, Song Ru didn't wash my dishes well.

Yuan Lang and his old friend were holding a flashlight in their hands, and as soon as they came back, Yuan Lang shouted: "Little me, come out quickly and look at the fish that Dad caught home today." ”

And Li Mubai had long been gathered next to the back basket to observe a few fresh fish fluttering from time to time. As soon as Song Ru and I came out, he beckoned her: "Come and take a look." ”

Song Ru looked at Li Mubai's ill-intentioned smile and hesitated.

Yuan Lang took a large basin of water and put all the fish he caught in it, Li Mubai grabbed Song Rume, and sprinkled the water in his hand on her. Song Ru I was tricked, and his face was flushed. Because of my father and Uncle Li who came from afar, Song Ru and I can't do it, so I can only stay away from Li Mubai.

It was the first time they had met, and Li Yu returned to Bussang after three days. And Song Ru, the next time I saw Li Mubai was at the funeral of my father Yuan Lang.

During the summer vacation, Yuan Lang found a part-time job in an educational institution in Nanmu in order to save his college tuition for Song Rume. Dongwu is a small county town below Nanmu, and Yuan Lang has to rush to the city by car every morning, going out early and returning late all day, and people are very tired.

At that time, Yuan Lang's health was not very good, and after staying up late for a long time, he died suddenly on the car back one day. At that time, Song Ru and I had just entered my third year of high school.

However, a few months ago, Yuan Lang was so happy to go out fishing with his old friends, and a few months later he went to another world. Li Yu brought Li Mubai to attend the funeral, and many students who had taught by Yuan Lang also came to mourn.

It was also at that time that Song Ru and I met the legendary aunt Yuan Min for the first time.

Song Ru stood in front of my father's coffin and bowed to everyone who came to mourn, and the thin little girl cried so that her eyes were swollen. After the funeral, Yuan Min hugged her and said to her, "Follow my aunt in the future." ”

The lonely Song Ru nodded, at that time, Song Ru I didn't know what an important decision she made in her life, and even for many years to come, she was paying for this decision.

Many years later, at night, she would still have this dream, back and forth countless times of the exact same dream.

In the eighteenth-story bachelor apartment, she finally woke up at half past three in the morning with a headache. If she says "no" at that time, then she won't be born at all?

Song Ru I hung my head and smiled bitterly in the silent night-27761+dsuaahhh+24o41836->