Chapter Ninety-Seven: Thoughts

In life, in fact, there are not many people who can remember. Except for friends and family, those you love, and those you hate.

In the short period of more than 20 years of Yang Zixi's last life, her relatives have long since passed away, and few friends have not been left behind, so there are not many people she needs to remember.

But that person accompanied her to study together, from the Celestial Empire to country M, and from country M to the border of Pakistan and X, and even stayed there for five years, she can't forget it.

In fact, she knew that he was not suitable there, he was not used to eating the food there, he was not used to drinking the water full of bleach, and he had not even learned much of the local dialect in the past five years. However, he still stayed for five years, just because she Yang Zixi wanted to stay.

A person should not force himself to love another person, because reluctance is temporary and cannot be a lifelong thing.

So she finally chose to break up, although she still had feelings and love for him in her heart, she would rather let him go than let him go than let him suffer and entanglement by her side.

However, to her surprise, before she could leave, he died in her arms.

If he hadn't stayed with her, if she had let him go earlier, if she hadn't insisted any longer, maybe the outcome would have been different, right?

After being reincarnated as a human, she also asked herself many times.

didn't agree, because there is no such thing as an if in this world.

Maybe her love is not as deep as his, but just because of that last moment, Yu Hai is enough to become someone she will never forget.

The same eyebrows, the same thin cheeks, the same body shape. Same sound...... That familiar feeling came to his face, and Yang Zixi didn't even notice that the chopsticks had fallen to the ground.

She stared straight at the man who had walked upstairs. Tears gradually filled up in his eyes.

Everyone noticed her strange appearance, but they didn't understand why. Wang Xiaoshi wanted to ask but didn't dare to ask, and the rest of the others were even more difficult to speak. Only Zi Du was stunned and stood up.

He looked at the man who went upstairs, and then at Yang Zixi, who suddenly lost his temper, and finally pursed the corners of his mouth and did not say anything.

Probably sensing Yang Zixi's abnormality, the young man who led the way in front of the man said in surprise: "Master, there is a little girl among the ugly people at that table, she is staring at you!" It looks like I'm going to cry. Is it possible to recognize you? ”

The man turned his face, his gaze met Yang Zixi's, he stared expressionlessly for a moment, and said lightly: "I don't know, I've never seen her." ”

The two of them spoke in a loud voice, and they didn't seem to deliberately avoid anyone.

When Yang Zixi heard this, he came back to his senses.

She couldn't help but smile bitterly, yes, she had changed her skin now. Who knows whom?

She blinked, suppressed the tears that were about to burst out of her eyes, slowly sat down, and said to everyone: "It's okay." Let's continue to eat. ”

Wang Xiaoshi opened his mouth, and suddenly saw Zidui's expression, and his heart moved. He also heard what the man who had just gone upstairs said. Judging from the appearance of Yang Zixi's sister and brother, they must know each other. I'm afraid there is some misunderstanding in this?

In any case, it is all a matter of the Yang family's sisters and brothers. He is an outsider, so it's not good to ask too much.

The rest of the people saw that the masters were silent, and they didn't dare to speak, so they all continued to eat, but the atmosphere at the dinner table was not as lively as it was at the beginning.

Zhu Chenyun chose a window position to sit down, and the little maid Dongzai was busy wiping the table and wiping the bench. His gaze involuntarily deviated in the direction of the person at the table, probably because of the seat, the girl was blocked by someone, and she couldn't see her figure.

He thought to himself for a while, and once again confirmed that he didn't know the girl, but for some reason, the moment he looked at her, he couldn't help but have a throbbing in his heart, maybe it was because the girl's tears were too clear, right? He shook his head secretly, took the tea that Dong Tsai had poured and took a sip.

There are so many things to worry about nowadays, where can I take care of these little things? The second brother in Beijing died, and no one cleaned up the mess he threw down, and the little emperor who succeeded to the throne was just a ten-year-old doll. I'm afraid! ’。

The Manchu Dynasty was very dissatisfied with this, the emperor's great companion, the eunuch Xu Yongzhi was just a eunuch, but he could influence the meaning of the little emperor, and the literati and important ministers who read poetry and books and entered the imperial examination were faintly suppressed by a eunuch, how can this convince people? In the long run, the country will not be a country!

So the advisers of his Yu Wangfu began to move, and some people persuaded him to enter the king of Jingqin, saying that the first emperor went suddenly, and did not leave an edict, according to the reason, the young lord is difficult to establish, and it should be regent by the vassal king.

In fact, to put it bluntly, what King Qin, it's just to provoke him to rebel, and they can't openly announce it, so they play such a pretense.

But they don't want to think about it, is it so easy to rebel? Although the little emperor in Beijing is just a child who doesn't know anything, when the first emperor was alive, he has always been on guard against him and strictly controlled, so that for so many years, he has no more than 1,000 soldiers in the palace of King Yu, and there is not much surplus in the granary, let alone weapons and equipment. No matter how good the opportunity is, if you are not prepared enough, it will not be successful.

Isn't he impressed? In fact, he is also excited! When a man is in the world, who doesn't look forward to a grand plan to dominate the industry? Who doesn't want the location of the Golden Luang Palace? To put it bluntly, the position of the first emperor is not justified, the eldest brother King Qi is the boss, if the eldest brother did not take the initiative to withdraw from the competition for the throne, it would not be the turn of the second brother to succeed to the throne, and now more people in the court are afraid that they all support the return of King Qi, right? After all, a thirty-year-old emperor is much more reliable than a ten-year-old doll.

And as the third child, he is not yet weak, and I am afraid that he has not been taken seriously by those people at all.

It may not be possible to say that he has no chance at all, I heard news from the north, there is civil strife in the palace of the king of Qi, I don't know what happened to the road, my sister-in-law has been lost, and I haven't found it for more than half a year, so I can't say that I have already lost my life. This commotion, where does the eldest brother still have thoughts about the throne? He is a person who is indifferent to fame and fortune, and he is such a son, I really don't know what Lu Dao is in a hurry.

When he got the news, he prepared to meet with his eldest brother to find out the truth. Because of the rules of the vassal king's refusal to leave the fiefdom, he was inevitably startled, so he deliberately dressed lightly and only brought a few people with him.

When they arrived at the Qi Palace, the two brothers had to talk openly and honestly, if the eldest brother really didn't mean that, was it possible to help him?

Looking at the bustling streets outside the window, Zhu Chenyun's mind drifted thousands of miles away. Yuzhou was the last stop to arrive at the fiefdom of King Qi, and with another three days' trip, he could arrive at King Qi's mansion. I don't know what the eldest brother has become of Lu Dao who hasn't seen him for more than ten years......

Yang Zixi's mind has been surging since Zhu Chen entered the restaurant. Two voices were constantly playing in his head, and one voice shouted: Hurry up and make your words clear! Ask him if it's Yu Hai! There is a vast sea of people, if you miss this opportunity, I am afraid that it will be difficult to see each other again in your life! Another voice said: It's better to see each other than not to see each other, isn't it bad enough for Yu Hai to be killed by her in the previous life? Even if it is confirmed, she Yang Zixi is no longer the original Yang Zixi.

After hesitating, she drank a plate of aged vinegar as tea, and dipped the crab roe bun in the chili pepper and bit it in her mouth......

A table of people was eating quietly, peeking at her, and whenever she looked up, everyone was busy turning their eyes or chewing wildly.

The strange atmosphere continued until the end of the meal, and everyone was so strong that they couldn't walk, so it could be seen that Yang Zixi had not come back to his senses and had no intention of leaving, so he could only insist on continuing...... Eat.

Twilight saw everything in her eyes, and a strange emotion flooded her heart. Flustered, confused, and as if something was blocking his throat, he could barely breathe.

He hated Yang Zixi's look at the man's eyes! I hate her gaffe at the moment! It was as if there was a fire boiling in his chest, roasting his internal organs.

He wanted to grab Yang Zixi's shirt and shake it to make her sober up, the body is just a skin, no matter how exactly the same it is, it is not the soul, the person she knows is dead! It's out of breath! It was his own hands......

But he didn't say anything, he couldn't say anything, he couldn't even show that he knew the man, because he was a boy, an ordinary mortal...... (To be continued......)

PS: One more arrives.