The dinner that day was particularly sumptuous, Xiao San specially helped Qing Ling make rice, and made a few more dishes, saying that he hadn't drunk with Uncle Qing Feng for a long time, and he was a little greedy.

Halfway through the table, the wine has passed three rounds.

Xiao San, who was getting more and more drinking, also felt that he was about to get drunk if he drank it again, he pinched the full wine glass, hesitated for a long time, and finally lifted the glass of wine in his hand that seemed to be as heavy as everything with the strength of the wine, and said solemnly: "Uncle Qingfeng, Qingling, Qinger Woman, I salute your family with a glass, thank you for saving my life!"

Everyone responded with a smile, accustomed to someone's lyricism after being drunk.

After drinking it all, Xiao San raised another glass, "Second cup, thank you for taking me in, a thousand thanks are all in the wine!"

After drinking again, Xiao San slammed the wine glass on the table, looking a little struggling, when a trace of determination finally flashed in his drunken eyes, Xiao San finally reluctantly lifted the third cup, "This cup is to respect your family of three to always be healthy and happy." ”

Qingfeng's family didn't feel anything strange, most people who drank deep enough would more or less express their true emotions in their hearts, but when they heard this sentence, they felt that something was wrong with Xiao San today.

After drinking again, Xiao San suddenly smiled at the little girl Qingying: "Qinger Woman, thank you for not thinking that I have mediocre qualifications, and often teach me peerless swordsmanship, but I have never touched the threshold of martial arts, I don't blame you, blame me for being too stupid, I have been less than one-tenth of you for so long, I'm sorry I can't accompany you to birth and death in the future." I don't have anything to give you, just take this as a thought, I believe that you will definitely become a famous cultivator in the future. ”

After finishing speaking, Xiao San took off the old ring on his finger that was the only thing he had and pushed it in front of Qingying, he knew that this little heroine had always liked this ring, but because of her father Qingfeng's harsh eyes several times, the little girl never dared to mention it.

The little girl Qingying glanced at the ring and wanted to reach out for it, but the fool knew that the atmosphere was a little wrong at this time, and then looked at the cheap follower in front of her who was "fighting the sword world" with her, and couldn't say anything she wanted to say.

Qingfeng, who had already heard Xiao San's thoughts, finally spoke: "Has it been decided?"

"Well, it's decided, I want to get my memories back, I want to get my past back, and if I still have family, they must be worried. "Little three.

"When are you leaving?" Aomine asked.

Tomorrow morning. Xiao San replied.

"Men are ambitious in all directions, they should go out and see, the outside world is very big, and it is also very sinister, pay more attention in the future, if you have a bad time, you can come back, we welcome you at any time, this is like your home." Aomine said.

Xiao San looked at this middle-aged man who had never been good at words, and today he actually said such heart-wrenching words, and an irrepressible sourness rushed to his eyes, almost rolling out.

Xiao San, who had almost buried his head in his arms, looked at the "fourth child" who was looking at him under the table, as if it was also asking why Xiao San left.

Suddenly, those pictures of friendship between life and death came to his heart, the tears in his eyes could no longer be contained, the little three heads buried even lower, he couldn't bear this kind of picture to be seen by people he already regarded as relatives, he didn't want their family to know that they didn't want to leave at all, and wanted to stay here for the rest of their lives.

Especially the beautiful girl who made him feel almost something, although he knew that the girl was also hanging crystal tears at the moment, and he also knew that after getting along day and night for more than half a year, the girl's eyes on herself and others were already different. From time to time, I will find some strange reasons to invite myself to the field to see those crops, but every time it is blowing the wind, admiring the flowers, chatting, and when the two of them talk and laugh slowly, they find that there is a hunter who has been hunting home for a long time, and is sitting at home waiting for the meal with a resentful face, as for whether the crops are seen or not, it is estimated that neither of them knows.

"I promise you, I'll definitely come back to see you, definitely!" Xiao San choked in a low voice.

"Get out of here, whoever doesn't want you to come to see us, and who doesn't want your stinky things. The little girl Qingying threw the ring into Xiao San's arms, turned around and ran into the house, no one paid attention to this little girl who was usually stronger than a boy, and her eyes were already red at this time.

Qingling didn't say a word surprisingly, and when she packed up all the messes on the table and washed them in the kitchen, Xiao San vaguely heard the sound of ping-pong tableware, mixed with the sobbing of a young girl with a spring.

Sleepless nights.

The junior who was drunk and went to most of the time looked at this old house, this is his home, always so harmonious and warm, he didn't want to go, but he had to go, when he learned the truth about his unpopularity from the mouth of the silly young man, he had secretly decided to leave, and he didn't want to stay for a moment.

The silly boy said: "The adults say that they can't play with you, that you have an infectious disease, and if you get sick, you will eat people. ”

After hearing this, Xiao San was a little puzzled, it was a fact that he was injured, but when did he get an infectious disease again? As a result, before Xiao San could continue to ask anything, the doctor Qu Lao, who would come to the village every once in a while, had already come to the two of them.

From Qu Lao's mouth, Xiao San finally learned the truth, his infectious disease refers to the dark substance he was contaminated in the dark forest, which was discovered by Qu Lao when he first saw his illness, according to the convention, this must be informed to the village, and once someone is found to be contaminated with this substance, it must be expelled or sent to a specific place, a few years ago, a nearby village did not send a person contaminated with dark substances away in time because of a moment of soft-heartedness, and the final result was that nine out of ten people in the village were killed。

It's no wonder that every time Uncle Qingfeng is called by the village chief, he will come back with a black face, thinking that it must be to protect himself from being expelled, which has caused the village to begin to alienate their family now.

Elder Qu also said that for thousands of years, no one has been able to escape the erosion of dark matter, not even those cultivators with vast magical powers in the outside world, and the final outcome is to kill all the species of life around him, including his closest relatives.

All this is true, in the past half a year, in fact, there are several times in the dead of night, Xiao San will wake up inexplicably, looking at the darkness in front of him, his heart will be extremely violent, there is an urge to destroy everything, but every now and then, that magical text and chant will appear, to help him suppress this violent mood.

But as time passed, Xiao San felt that that kind of violent and murderous intent was no longer limited to the night, and sometimes it would appear inexplicably during the day, especially when someone behaved impolitely to him.

It's just that this emotion can be easily suppressed compared to the night, so he never talks about it to others.

In the past, he thought that this might be a disease left by the trauma of his soul, and it would slowly get better. Through Qu Lao's explanation at this time and combined with his own experience in the dark forest, he has already understood that this is not a disease at all, but a substance that is almost a curse is eroding his human nature, once this emotion can not be controlled, he will definitely do some terrible things, he does not dare to think about the worst, and he will not gamble with the life of his life-saving benefactor's family in order to stay.

Nothing happened overnight.

In the early morning, when the sky was white, and the plants were still covered with crystal dewdrops, a handsome young man dressed in black stood in front of the wooden house, just as he had been carrying when he came, but at that time he was being carried.

The middle-aged man Qingfeng stood in front of him, handed him some hunting tools, and told the young man in front of him what he needed to pay attention to if he wanted to get out of the barren forest.

After everything was explained, the young man in black looked at the wooden house with some hesitation, and in one of the rooms, there were two sisters who were sleeping soundly.

After hesitating for a moment, the young man in black gritted his teeth after all, bowed to Qingfeng, the only one who saw him off, and then strode towards Qingfeng in the direction he pointed out.

Xiao San kept walking, without looking back, tears were flowing silently in his eyes, and he couldn't even distinguish the narrow paths that had been artificially stepped on under his feet.

After walking a long way, the young man in black who walked to the middle of the mountain looked back at this short and warm home, after this mountain, maybe he will never see him again in this life, and he will never see the girl he likes, tears can't stop flowing, Xiao San can't wait for time to freeze, he can always watch them here.

No matter how long the road is, after all, you still have to go on, no matter how hard life is, as long as you have faith, you can go on, Xiao San wiped the tears on his face, turned his head and stopped crying, in his heart, his departure is the best explanation for this family.

Without these psychological burdens, Xiao San's steps are faster, the road ahead is long, when will there be the next foothold, he doesn't know at all, and he doesn't care, even if he dies in a corner of the jungle, it no longer matters to him.

"Just leave, without leaving a word?" a hoarse woman's voice came from the side of the path that Xiao San must pass.

Xiao Sanmu stopped suddenly, not daring to look at the source of the sound, that was the voice he was most looking forward to, and it was also the voice he was most afraid of at this time, he was afraid to see the owner of the voice with a haggard appearance, and he was even more afraid to see her crying for himself all night, what if he couldn't bear it and was reluctant to leave?

Xiao San didn't move, and when the loud woman walked behind him, he still didn't make any response.

"I'll just ask you, if your answer satisfies me, I won't stop you!" Saying this, the woman took another step closer, and Xiao San's back could even feel the other party's rapid breathing.

"Qingling, why do you bother..."

"You just need to answer yes and no!" Before Xiao San could finish speaking, Qingling had already interrupted.

Xiao San still didn't dare to turn around, took a deep breath, and said helplessly: "Okay, you say." ”

"The real reason why you left is really to find your past?" Qing Ling asked slowly, looking at the familiar back that was close at hand.

"Yes!" replied the mistress crisply.

He knows that if he is soft-hearted now, everything will be wasted, he knows too well what kind of girl Qingling is, treats people on weekdays, never talks with anyone with a red face, sometimes even if he would rather suffer a small loss than have a stiff relationship with others, so she has an excellent reputation in the village, and many people like her very much, but after Xiaosan and her deep friendship, she found that in fact, under Qingling's seemingly weak appearance, there is a proud and persistent soul, once she decides that the right thing, she will not hesitate to choose to believe, but she didn't expect that she would appear here and now。

From the moment she appeared, Xiao San knew how determined she was, so the next simple answer of yes or no may determine the future life trajectory of the two.

If he leaves today, he can't say that in the future, there will be someone who can give him more happiness and will treat her well for the rest of his life, and he will not have to take any risks.

If the answer is no, Qingling will definitely be entangled, and if she leaves at that time, I am afraid that with her character, she will be able to do it with her elopement.

Therefore, Xiao San did not hesitate to choose the former, even if both parties would be sad for a long time, it was better than letting his favorite girl and benefactor love someone who would become a devil at any time.