Chapter 474: You Are My Only Light (I)
I can't remember when my first consciousness was born, but I remember that since I was born, I have an adult mind, and unlike other tyrants who advocate violence and destruction, I only like to study all kinds of things, and I have a strong interest in invention and creation.
Because of this hobby, it is too strange in the race of tyrants, who have a huge majority of muscular sticks, and when I joke in private, other tyrants jokingly call me 'doctor', which is a bit excessive, and pretends to sigh: Ah, among our tyrants, there is finally a cultural person!
I didn't care, and let them give me nicknames, because I shouted too much of my own race, and over time, even myself, forgetting what I used to call myself, began to call myself Dr. Tyrant.
Now that he has called himself a doctor, he has to do some of the things that a doctor should do, so as not to be sorry for this sacred title. As a result, I completely abandoned the exercise of the body and instead specialized in various technical studies.
In the beginning, I had to research and hunt with the tyrant's army, and because I didn't make any outstanding contributions, I was given very limited food rations every day. But this small difficulty did not dampen my enthusiasm for research in the slightest.
I use all the time I can to enrich myself:
For example, like a high school student, when running and exercising with the tyrant team in the morning, he used a small notebook to review old knowledge;
In the course of the hunt, whenever I stopped to rest, the other tyrants fell asleep, but I took out a small notebook and greedily absorbed knowledge;
At the end of the hunt in the evening, I would find a corner to concentrate, and even the barbecue grill, the roasted hands coated with honey and grease, and the aroma of roasting people's hearts, could not make me turn back from the bitter sea of knowledge.
Sometimes, when the tyrants of whom I knew each other looked at me pitifully, they would throw sweet roasted eyeballs to my mouth, and I would always push them away:
Get lost!
Learning makes me happy! Learning makes me fulfilling!
Compared with spiritual satisfaction, physical satisfaction is insignificant, don't bother Lao Tzu to study!
Kindness is like a donkey's liver and lungs, and after such a big grievance, a few tyrants who care about me can't get angry, and they don't bother to pay attention to me anymore. From then on, I gradually began to be ostracized by the tyrant group and became a real loner. But I don't mind, the vast majority of life forms are just doing nothing, so on the road to success, it is just a matter of life.
Presumably, the previous owner of this body had an excellent foundation, and in most cases, I absorbed knowledge very quickly and without forgetting it. When I want to use any knowledge, this knowledge will automatically come to my mind, and I can easily understand the meaning as if I have really integrated it. Relying on this kind of ability, I easily advanced my technology and invented all kinds of practical gadgets:
What is the armpit odor that can make the zombie's mouth stink, the mouth storage box that can make the licker's long tongue easy to store, the shower gel that can make the plague crow white, the sucker that can make the ghost stuck in the wall pick it out, the external armor that can make the tyrant's arms the same weight so that he can't walk smoothly, etc. These things are effective in solving the common difficulties of predation or life of various necromantic creatures in Raccoon City, which makes me very popular among them.
The invention that has established me the most is my contribution to our group of tyrants. We tyrants have too much power at the core, so the heart leaks directly out of the chest cavity and is exposed on the outside of the left chest, which is one of the biggest weaknesses of our race.
I don't know if the researchers who designed our bodies back then had their brains in their and actually adopted this kind of flawed template, which caused our tyrant to be easily hit by people when he went out hunting, thus inducing all kinds of heart diseases. And I, in response to this phenomenon, invented an external pacemaker!
As long as the tyrants feel that their hearts are not comfortable, beating slowly, stuck, and not meeting the requirements, they can put this egg-shaped pacemaker on the heart, and after pressing it, it will be activated, driving the exposed heart to continue to beat.
This invention has greatly alleviated the situation that our tyrants have suffered more myocardial infarctions due to external forces, and many tyrants have been grateful to me. Since then, I have been fed by my people for good food and drink, and I no longer have to hunt on my own, and I no longer have to waste precious time on things that are meaningless.
Focusing on experiments, my technical skills naturally improved by leaps and bounds, and I became more lonely when I didn't hunt or participate in group activities. Occasionally, in the middle of the experiment, in the dead of night, when everything is silent, I will flash in my mind some boring and lonely thoughts such as 'I am really me like this, or am I set up by others', but I quickly left it behind-
Because I know deep down that when you are dissatisfied with what God has given you, the devil will silently approach and open his mouth wide and wait for your desperate soul to fall into your mouth.
Later, my technical prowess grew and my fame grew, so much so that the mysterious city core of Raccoon City noticed me. After watching me carefully for a while, it suddenly appeared in front of me and asked me if I would like to join the institute it opened.
Ha, it scared Lao Tzu, it turns out that the core of the city of Raccoon City is a crab that looks like a spider......! Although it claims to be a crab, I'm not really sure if it's a spider or a crab, because behind it, there are always countless white threads that stretch out like a spider's web, extending five meters and then disappearing, hanging in the air, as if connected with something I don't know how far away.
Now that I think about it, how arrogant I was at that time, I actually thought that Lao Tzu was the best in the world at first, and I didn't want to agree to the core of the city. But this good-natured crab didn't care, and continued to tell me bitterly that its laboratory has top-notch equipment, the best materials to splurge, and the best colleagues and the best team to help each other. Join its organization, and at the same time, you can immediately fight for the greatest cause of biology (interjection, I love the ZGGC Party).
I have to admit that, apart from the last sentence, all the other conditions appealed to me.
So I walked into the designated laboratory in the core of the city with my head held high. When I first entered, I was about to point out a few words, but I didn't expect the scene to almost startle my jaw of this dirt bun-
There are only a few experiments that I can understand!
It seems that a technician is much better than himself, not to mention those experts with names and surnames! Even the front desk in the hall on the first floor, the old man sweeping the floor on the stairs on the second floor, and the rice lady in the cafeteria can all say that they are ugly and ugly about some esoteric technical problems! At that moment, I felt that the sky had fallen, and my former self-confidence was shattered, and I had to clamp my tail and shrink my neck, and began the road of humble learning.
It soon became clear to me that my efforts had been in vain.
There is a huge gap between me from a wild road and these researchers from a professional class, and the breadth and depth of the other party's knowledge, the correlation between knowledge, and the overall cognitive framework have completely crushed me! So I worked harder, spent all my time walking and eating studying, and asked everyone possible for advice, but I didn't have the slightest feeling of catching up with those people——
Because the other party is also working as hard as me, what can I do when I meet these guys who have a higher starting point than me, are smarter than me, and work as hard as me, or even harder than me? I am also very helpless! It was only at this time that I finally deeply understood a sentence:
Sometimes, if you don't push yourself, you don't know how desperate the world really is!
It took nearly fifty years, and I still couldn't look at those people, and rumors gradually appeared in the laboratory that I was not even as good as a dog, and I was ashamed and angry, angry, and angry, and wanted to rush up and reason with those people. The sweeping uncle grabbed me and enlightened me:
Young man, you have not wasted your time, you have never been lazy, you have devoted all your time to endless research, and you still can't catch up with others, what is there to be ashamed of? You should feel calm, and use this calmness to face everyone who laughs at you!
These words...... Just when I was thinking about it and feeling a little loose, the sweeping uncle lit a cigarette and talked about the past:
In the past, when I first came, I was just as angry as you, dreaming of becoming the boss of the experimental group, but later I found out that I wasn't even a fart, so I didn't bother to go up again. Not to mention, once you give up your efforts, life is simply very comfortable, and every day you see those researchers busy like dogs, but you can walk and drink a little wine, and there is a rush of joy in my heart. Slowly, I figured out a truth from this wine-
If a person doesn't have dreams, what is the difference between being carefree and carefree?
Haha, when you think about it, does your failed life become great? Young man, I am here to share this truth with you, hoping that you can inherit my clothes...... Poof!
Before the sweeping uncle finished speaking, he was knocked down by me with a punch, I thought I had met a master, but I didn't expect him to say such a crooked reason, wasting my time, trying to guide me into a salted fish!
The long-suppressed anger made me punch fast and hard, and hit the head of the sweeping uncle at once, and in a few strokes, he actually beat him to the point that his eyes were cracked, and the black beads burst out, and it was like opening a colorful silk shop, and the red, black, and purple ones were about to bloom out, and the whole head exploded, and I was directly killed!
It's over! I haven't fought for a long time, I forgot that my body is a tyrant, the most advanced evolution among zombies, and I have an overwhelming strength advantage over other zombies, and I accidentally kill my colleague! Although this colleague is just a sweeper, my status in the laboratory is not much higher than his, should I be expelled from the laboratory because of such a trivial matter?!
There are too many high-tech equipment in the experimental group, which allows me to verify my original conjecture, and all kinds of materials and consumables are also readily available, so I don't have to look around for the tedious and burdensome. Out of this environment, how can my research be carried out, don't!
Thinking of this, looking at the corpse of the sweeping uncle on the ground, I was angry from my heart, and the evil was born to the side of the gall, in order not to be discovered by others, I simply didn't do two endlessly, and ate the sweeping uncle directly!
My eyes were scattered, and while eating, I was thinking about what to do in the future, eating and eating, and I suddenly found that there was a thread-bound ancient book slowly emerging in my mind, and on the dark blue cover, there were four simple and vigorous characters printed on it-
"Star Absorbing Dafa"!
Then the ancient book automatically turned the pages, and the 'exercises' contained in it were deeply engraved into my soul, making it run as naturally as eating, drinking, and breathing! The corpse that I ate also turned into an extremely strange, but very warm 'substance' that flowed into my body, which made me improve my energy and physique, and at the same time, I also obtained part of the memory of the sweeping uncle, and obtained some of his knowledge and experience!
This "Star Absorbing Dafa" is so special!!
At this moment, I felt that my mind had become clearer than ever, and many things that I had not understood before suddenly became clearer and more integrated, and I immediately had new ideas for the topic! I rushed into the laboratory like a whirlwind, worked like crazy for 71 hours, and finally came up with the first serious, detailed, and innovative paper in decades.
"On the Shallow Crossover Law of Genetic Material When T Virus Divides"!
The leader of the experimental team read this paper and praised it for its epoch-making significance, opening up a small piece of unknown fog for the specific evolutionary direction of the zombie species! He will ask for credit for me, apply for an independent desk and bench for me, and report it to the city core and Master Meng Po at the same time! I grinned, and those colleagues who looked down on me in the past cast envious and jealous glances one by one, saying sour compliments, which made me feel like stepping on the clouds, and I didn't know where I was!
What, you ask the one who disappeared and sweeps the floor? Who cares! Sweep the floor, just let the technician at the bottom of the ranking take on the job!
With this experience, when I looked at those colleagues, I no longer felt like I was in the same race, but my eyes lit green, and I felt that they were all my prey, my treasure......
My Precious!
I have to find a way to eat all these guys who are better than me slowly, one by one, and without even noticing! When the time comes, I will have the experience, thinking, knowledge, and strength of all of them, and I will not become the best genius in the world?!
Hey, hahaha, hahahaha——!!