Chapter 98: The most disturbing
"In the girl's opinion, how do people who believe in Buddhism usually behave?"
"Someone who believes in Buddhism?" Immediately, I remembered Mrs. Xu's in the county guard's mansion. Mrs. Lifo, she is very familiar.
"A Buddhist hall needs to be set up at home for shrines to invite Bodhisattvas. Morning classes are held every morning, and incense burns in the Buddhist hall all year round. On the first and fifteenth day of the new year, I always have to go to the temple, in addition to donating sesame oil money, I also have to go to the palace of the king of heaven to listen to the abbot's lectures. When it comes to the Buddha Bathing Festival in a year, you need to be vegetarian for half a month in advance. He wears beeswax Buddha beads on his hands, and twists them when he is empty. There is a faint scent of sandalwood on the clothes, and every time I smell it, I can't help but think of the Buddhist temple in the middle of the mountain that is wrapped in green smoke. ”
Guan Xu bowed his head, knocked the folding fan on his knees, dragged a long tone, and his words carried a lot of feelings. "The girl knows, the son of the world, is also a person who believes in Buddhism." A pair of eyes were fixed on her, and she smiled slightly, and the fine lines at the corners of her eyes were squeezed together. does not look old, but only feels that the elders in front of him are very kind.
"The prince does not recite scriptures, but he can silently write down several great collections. "Huayan Sutra", "Lotus Sutra" and "Amitayus Sutra", almost all of them can be silently written seven or eight. Except for the first pillar of incense of the new year, I rarely go to the temple to pray for blessings. The beads of beeswax are never worn. The presiding officer of Wanguo Temple once had a discussion with the prince. On the occasion of parting, the master folded his hands and only sighed that the son of the world was due to the Buddha nature, and the wisdom root was attainable. ”
How could that man be silent about so many collections? Isn't the Lotus Sutra the Myoho-renge-kyo that he gave her? Suddenly, I remembered that he came and knocked on the door that night, only to ask her for a scripture. Even if you can be silent, what is the use of the scriptures?
I still remember that night she was frightened by the green fu, she tossed and turned, and in the end, it was the man who stayed outside on the grounds of chanting the scriptures, so that she could sleep peacefully.
A lot of things are separated by such a thin layer of window paper. is pierced, and the hidden truth is about to come out.
She was anxious, pinching her skirt with both hands, and the words of the Guan were slowly spoken in her ears.
"If the son of the world does not understand, the girl may perceive that one is a believer? Even in Yanjing, except for the Guogong Mansion itself, few people know about it. ”
Can you detect it? No, I can't. If he hadn't given her the books, it would have been hard for her to think of this. His body is always spotless, and the cold plum fragrance is not the same smell as his wife at all. He has that kind of temperament, and to put it assertively, it is not a smear. The first major precept of Buddhism, the precept of killing. And he is in that position, and the human lives on his hands will only be counted in the future.
Seeing that she frowned slightly, she obviously listened and was pondering. Guan Xu didn't bother, just fanned on the side, waiting for the girl to figure it out.
The seventh girl lowered her eyes, and after a while, she gradually raised her eyes, "Therefore, the adults are asking me to do so, in terms of studies, the son of the world has never had any teachings, not necessarily not optimistic, so let it go." Or maybe there is something else, but what I say today is chilling. ”
The more I got to know that person, the more I felt that he was full of contradictions, and it was really difficult to see clearly. He did not abstain from killing, but he was never seen drinking and having fun. believes in Buddhism, and his temperament is full of determination to kill, which is extremely ruthless. The wisdom of Buddha nature, the goodness of Buddhism, where is the embodiment in the end, she didn't see it.
So I can only think like this: The son of the world has his own reasons for doing things. Most of what you see on the surface is not counted. In other words, that person's city is too deep, which is inconsistent with what she thought before, but it is very consistent.
Guan Xu stroked his palms and sighed. She was going to say that, but she wasn't wrong. It's a pity that it didn't go as he wanted. This girl is too sincere, not as good as the noble girl next to her, she has more calculations and a big heart. Elsewhere, this down-to-earth is really commendable. But when he comes to him, he will not please the son of the world.
Fortunately, the seventh girl is not arrogant, a mistake is a mistake, reflecting on her own mistakes, it is very neat. I want to say more about the temperament of the son of the world and know it to her, so that I can have fewer stumbles in the future. Out of the corner of his eye, he caught a glimpse of a dark figure outside the door. Looking at it, Guan Xu immediately straightened his complexion, got up and bowed. Seeing that the calm face, he raised his hand and flicked his sleeve robe, bowed his head in understanding, and retreated silently.
Suddenly, seeing the man leaning against the door with his arms crossed, the seventh girl quickly stood up, her expression slightly cramped. As soon as he met his deep eyes, he was frightened and hurriedly turned his gaze away.
It is not only guilty, but also contains some other meanings. Her mind was in turmoil.
Before today, she was allowed to pretend to be stupid, but despite the deep meaning of the adult's words, she could force herself to calm down on her face and pretend not to understand. But it is clear that the clouds have been cleared in my heart, how can I deceive myself?
She was vaguely aware of it before, but she always found a lot of excuses, and pressed back the signs that appeared in her heart so hard. just blindly grasped the "young age", covered it up for him, and covered it for himself.
What's the good thing when things are broken? He treats her differently, Lu Fu said, Yin Mi said, Ran Qing said, even Jiang Yu, he wanted to talk a few times and stopped, why didn't he mean that?
She felt a little sour in her heart, and she didn't know how to face him. Therefore, he buried his head deeply, his eyelids drooped, and he hid the complex emotions in his eyes. I simply don't look at it and don't care.
He stared at her and looked at her from head to toe. She looked uncomfortable, and he could see it all.
He was interested in her, and he never hid it. She can see it or not. I saw it and pretended not to understand, and it was up to her. That's what he wants, no matter how awkward his temperament is, he will also accept it.
"I'm in the house, what do you say?"
She clenched the gauze skirt tightly, too hard, and her knuckles were a little white. The words circled in his throat, but after all, he still spoke. "You told me to stand under the building." The voice became more and more muffled, and his back stiffened timidly.
It turned out that this man was stern, and there was no sand in his eyes. It's that he treats her differently and doesn't show mercy as usual.
Fang Cai invited her to speak, she was anxious to ask for an idea, and she was far less afraid of him than she was at the beginning, so she was always on guard, so she naturally took the opportunity to be lazy and didn't take his words to heart.
Now that he asks for sin, her face is full of shame and cowardice.
"Go and stand in the corner." He pointed her to a shady place, looked at her deeply, and turned into the house with his sleeves brushed up.
She watched his back and couldn't see him anymore, her nose twitched, her fists clenched, and she slid down the corridor. Stand straight with your back against the blue brick and stone wall. It's been a long time, and I haven't felt so uncomfortable in my heart again.
finally understood the difference between him and Jiang Yu.
When it comes to teaching people, both of them are the same fierce words. The words are ruthless, where do you still take care of the girl's thin skin.
If you really want to punish people, the difference will be great. In front of the second brother, she pretended to be aggrieved, pitiful and wrapped in tears, Jiang Yu had a dark face, knowing that she denied it, and she could only sneer lightly and give up coldly.
The son of the world is different. If she was wrong, she had to admit punishment. has the affection of an adult, and that person will not tolerate it at all.
The seventh girl's eyes were fixed on the bottom of her skirt, slightly revealing her toes. At this time, she was standing safely, but she had a big deal in her heart, and she couldn't breathe anymore.
It was quiet under the porch, and no one came. The cicadas in the distant mountains sang through the courtyard wall and reached her ears. Zizi's voice disturbed her and made her unable to find peace.
was stunned, but in fact, he understood it in his heart. Where disturbed her was the cicada chirping, it was clearly the figure who brushed his sleeves away......