"How can I take a seat." Bi Xia hurriedly got up and pulled Qin Lan to sit down: "Xiaoyu, help me make a cup of tea!" ”

"If you don't go, tell me to go!" Hu Yu got up unwillingly, she was a loyal fan of Qin Lan, she finally saw the real person, she couldn't wait to root her feet here, when she heard Bi Xia's instructions, her heart was full of unhappiness, but she still got up obediently, of course, this was not because Bi Xia commanded, but for her idol.

"You're nice to your assistant." Qin Lan heard Hu Yu's muttering, and she didn't feel angry or disgusted when she looked at Bi Xia again, she was very curious.

"There's nothing good about it, we get along very happily, and we're good friends." Bi Xia smiled and said flatly. Bi Xia and Hu Yu, Huang Xiaoyong are not much different in age, they get along day and night every day, and naturally become good friends, Bi Xia's personality has always been kind to others, kind and easy-going and very likable.

The agents or assistants of the artists are generally their own cronies, and these agents or assistants who are relative day and night know much more about the lives of artists than ordinary people, if they have two hearts and break the news with the media, the reputation of this artist is almost over, and it is definitely an unimaginable disaster.

There are also occasional examples of betrayal by agents or assistants in the entertainment industry, in this case, artists usually suffer a huge blow, and they will fall into a trough in an instant.

"Natsu is a good boy." Qin Lan reached out and touched Bi Xia's head, and pinched Bi Xia's face, looking very motherly.

"Ugh!" Bi Xia was dumbfounded, Hu Yu was also dumbfounded, Huang Xiaoyong pushed his glasses to hide his surprise, "Sister Lan, I'm not small!" ”

"Hehe, in my sister's eyes, you are a child, do you have an opinion?" Qin Lan also felt that her movements were a little abrupt. She really thinks that looking at Bi Xia is particularly eye-catching, Qin Lan has a younger brother who died a few years ago, she looks at Bi Xia as if she is her own brother, and this action is naturally done.

"No, absolutely not, how can I have an opinion." Bi Xia shook his head like a rattle, he could tell the difference between good and bad, and the kindness in Qin Lan's eyes was very natural, although he was puzzled. But happy, he grew up listening to Qin Lan's songs, and he has a natural closeness.

"By the way, Sister Lan, I wrote you a few songs last time, and you happen to be here today, why don't you listen to it, are you satisfied?" Bi Xia patted his head and suddenly thought that he had been very busy recently. But what Qin Lan told him at the film festival last time, he has always remembered, and he also recorded a few samples by himself during this time, and he originally wanted to be busy and give it to Qin Lan. Today is just in time. Bi Xia hurriedly took it out as if offering a treasure, this is a very wonderful psychology, writing songs for her idol and listening to her sing. Listening to her praise, it seems that a certain wish has been fulfilled.

"Oh, our great talent moves so fast. Listen to that, sister. Qin Lan is also very interested, Bi Xia is known as the "new generation of music masters", the name is very loud, his works Qin Lan also likes it very much, and he has long had the idea of inviting Bi Xia to sing, I mentioned it last time, I didn't expect Bi Xia to have works come out so soon. This time she didn't come to urge the song, but to visit her little brother, and the college student film festival hit Bi Xia very hard.

"Good!" Bi Xia got up, took out the CD that had been recorded, and put it into the machine, Huayi's recording studio was very professional, the sound quality was very good, and after a while, the music filled the entire space.

"Lock the door, turn off the light, I'm the only one left alone in the dark, and I don't care what the person with the same name and surname as me does during the day......"

This song "I Hear My Heart Crying" accompanied Bi Xia through countless watery nights. In the dark, unloading the strength of the day's disguise, letting the sorrow unscrupulously vent under the cover of twilight, the sad and deep song is like heaven, hitting the heart!

This Cai Qin's song, among her many songs, is not very famous, but it makes Bi Xia fascinated. During his three years in the army, every night, Bi Xia recalled the song repeatedly in his mind, a low, vicissitudes, and full of charm mezzo-soprano gently floating in the silent air of midnight.

Bi Xia lowered his voice, and the rich breath made his mid-bass extraordinarily clear, penetrating the soul, and taking everyone into this story, this time.

"I hear my heart crying, so far away but so clear, I hear my heart crying, helpless like a child......"

Maybe this song was not intended to write about Bi Xia's ambivalence at that time, but Bi Xia gave such a proposition.

"The world of people is busy and blind, with the ups and downs in the crowd, everyone is panicked and hurried, who can say that they care"

Each song tells a story, evokes a memory, sweet or sentimental, and is fascinated. Like a good wine brewed in a jar, the longer it ages, the more mellow it is, and the more intoxicating it is.

"Good!" The quiet small space came back to her senses with Qin Lan's "good", Hu Yu looked at Bi Xia with rare pity, and Huang Xiaoyong's eyes were also very complicated.

Bi Xia has been gone for three years, these three years have gone very untimely, in the days when his father died, Zang's mother and Bi Chang were orphaned and widowed, helpless, but Bi Xia disappeared without a trace. Although he confessed in front of the national audience, it was great courage, and it could not hide his irresponsibility in the past three years.

Maybe he has a big reason, his life experience was revealed, it was a big blow to Bi Xia back then, and the death of his father made it even worse for him, he wanted to escape from this environment, but a mistake is a mistake, even if he left reasonably, no matter how well he made up for it, he was wrong.

Bi Xia is not unfilial, which is recognized by the people of the whole country, but the departure of those three years is extremely irresponsible, which is also the common opinion of everyone, and now some people who do not like Bi Xia are also very much because of this.

Many people who rejected Bi Xia have been attacking Bi Xia because of this, saying that he is not filial, and even inferior to beasts, Bi Xia is very depressed in his heart, but he can't explain it, because it is his fault, he has done it, he must admit it, and he must bear it.

He can only be doubly good to his mother and Bi Chang, because he hurt them!

There is no responsibility for speaking on the Internet, and many people don't care how much their words affect Bixia, they put themselves on the moral high ground to criticize others. But in reality, how many people can give up the championship and future like Bi Xia.

I remember that there are always artists in the entertainment industry who said in interviews that they were filming when their family died, and they didn't see the back side, which was very painful, and many peers expressed regret for this, but praised their professionalism.

From the perspective of work, I am dedicated, but what about from the perspective of being a son of man and a daughter? Is it filial piety or unfilial piety?

People say that "the prodigal son will not change his money when he returns his money", and criminals should be tolerated when they are released from prison. As for Bi Xia, he has been making amends, regretting all the time, blaming himself all the time, and living in pain and depression.

In the past three years, Bi Xia has suffered a lot, and his songs also express that kind of despair, helplessness, and ambivalence. Today's song "I Hear My Heart Crying" fully and directly reflects Bi Xia's feelings of remorse, loneliness and longing at that time.

Only Bi Xia's closest people know how deep guilt is hidden behind Bi Xia's gentleness and cheerfulness! (To be continued......)

PS: I've always liked the kind of singing that is a little slower, a little slower. The people and characters around you are so anxious, either to die for love or to live for you. Where is there so much to die or live? It's lighter, it's not very good, just like Cai Qin's song, the singing voice and the mood in the song are not fast, so intense, like a glass of old wine, mellow, you need to taste it carefully.

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