Tell me about myself

Feng pushed,I've always wanted to say something.,Maybe I'm far from success.,It's still far from my dream.,But I still want to talk about the experiences and moods since the code word.。

Before the closure, I chatted with an author friend, he stayed on the hot list for three days last month, and his subscription was about the same as mine.......

The result is naturally not on,,Today he came over to comfort me,Said that there are many people who are not on the homepage,Let me not be discouraged...

I laughed with my phone and told him that I was fine, that I was a strong person, and that it wasn't a setback. As a result, my friend heard me say this, and felt that I was more psychologically uncomfortable than he thought, so he was ready to get me an alliance leader....

I want to say to my friend, thank you buddy, I really don't need to, I'm really strong......

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I'm a really strong person......

My family divorced when I was a child, and I followed my mother to a small town thousands of miles away from my hometown, where I have a new family.

In such a family, in the countryside in the 90s, children were always the target of ridicule and bullying, and I was no exception...... When I came home crying for the first time, my mother hugged me and cried once, telling me to be strong, I never shed a tear in front of anyone again, and I fought desperately with whoever bullied me, even though they were all big men of 1.5 meters, and I was only 1.3 meters......... Later, no one bullied me anymore.........

When I was young, I came to a strange place, with an unfamiliar accent, my grades changed from the original middle to the bottom, the teachers in the class ignored me, my classmates despised me, and my relatives ridiculed............. I didn't cry once. I studied until twelve o'clock every night, and half a year after a ten-year-old child ............., I won the first place in the first place of more than 140 people in three classes in the fifth grade in the small school where I attended together in five nearby villages............

From elementary school to middle school, I thought I would be admitted to a prestigious university, and with my own efforts, I would live a life that everyone else would envy, but the world is impermanent......... This blow made me confused for half a year, and I stayed in the room for half a year, but fortunately, I was strong. I survived!

After three years of heavy physical work in the village to cultivate kelp, I was unwilling to sink into it, so I joined the army in 06 and went to the snowfield...... I was not in good physical condition, and in the elite troops in the snowfield, I was very poor at the beginning......... Eight kilometers of fully armed, thirty-five recruits, I was the most embarrassed, and the platoon commander of the recruit asked me, is it a man? ................... three months later. I ranked fifth out of 35 in physical fitness and first in shooting.......

Later, when I ran for the special forces, although my physical fitness was not good, I was very good because of my shooting performance. was extra-included......... I remember that it was in Nyingchi, and those who successfully joined were able to get promoted. Since then, he has become the superior person in this society in one fell swoop, and in the face of this temptation, the remaining 39 people from the whole military region have tried their best after being eliminated layer by layer.............

Two days after the last. I remember that Nyingchi happened to go down to the rainstorm, and that day's assessment was exactly 75 kilometers of fixed-point beheading operations, my body was weaker than others, I happened to have a fever, in the face of the torrential rain, I carried a backpack and guns and ammunition weighing more than 50 pounds, in the Nyingchi Mountains of Tibet, the muddy water overflowed the knees of the mountains and ran desperately, the wind in the valley mixed with the torrential rain hit me on the head and face, my legs were weak, I don't know how many falls along the way, especially before climbing the cliff, the eagle saw me with a high fever and trembled, persuade me to give up, because more than a dozen people have fallen to their deaths and disabled here on the cliff.........

I didn't give up, and I made a heart, either die or succeed............... I worked hard and ran more than 100 miles in the mountains of Nyingchi that year, and finally ran to the sixteenth place, becoming one of the sixteen lucky winners.........

I succeeded, and I laughed, cried, and jumped in the muddy water of the rain with sixteen lucky and strong brothers, while the rest of us stared blankly...

I remember, but my heart hurts too, because that look is a look of despair...

However, I am glad that I am a lucky person who has since embarked on the road to the upper class......

Sixteen of us stood in the pouring rain in South Asia and listened to the words of the supreme commander, Lao Long: I know that you people did not come to join the special forces for any dream of defending the country and the motherland, but only hoping that through your efforts, you would gain a channel to a higher status! For this, I congratulate you, you have succeeded, but only half of it at the moment, because you can only get the rank of second lieutenant at most, and if you want to get a higher position and enjoy higher treatment, you can only train with your life, and when I throw you to the border, you can take out the Indo-Tibetan Company with the same purpose as you. Live and return home with your honor and hope for a higher life!

I know that the road ahead will be very cruel, but I tell you that today's China belongs to the world of more cruel people, and without hard work, there will be no dignified future................

I remember that it was a very heavy rain that day, and the thunder was rumbling one after another, but the shock that the old dragon spoke to me was louder than the thunder, which is really a saying!!!

At that time, I clenched my fists and silently swore in my heart: I chose this path, no matter how many bumps in the road there are, how many setbacks there are, I will never be angry! No matter how hard it is, how tired it is! Even if you climb, you have to climb out of your own way!?

At that time, I was so happy, I thought that from then on, I finally got rid of the life of an inferior person, and finally could return to my hometown in fine clothes, so that those relatives could take a look, and I was the existence that made them look up......

It's just that life is far more tortuous and dramatic than fiction......

Joining the special forces, I have to go through layers of physical examinations and screenings, although my body has a little problem, but with the support of many advantages, it is not a big problem, but ..................

After the selection, all of us rested for three days, and on the fourth day, those of us who could finally be called rookies, trained on the base training ground, while the eliminated brothers silently packed up their things and prepared to return to their respective units...

We were training slowly outside, while discussing to give them some wine to see them off at the end of the night, although they were all competitors before, but after all, they trained together for more than two months, during which from the three hundred people in the primary selection, to the thirty-nine students later, three died and five were disabled! Now only sixteen remained, and fifteen were eliminated, and the sad atmosphere lingered in everyone's hearts.........

In order to ensure that the special forces can escape by helicopter after being surrounded, everyone must be able to climb the helicopter by themselves through the rope after a long-distance transfer.........

The ghost weather in Tibet, the sun is very poisonous in winter, I was sweating on the first trip, and on the third trip, I already felt exhausted and had a sore back! When I climbed halfway, I suddenly felt dizzy, and I couldn't help but look up, a drop of sweat seeped into my eyes, and my hand could no longer grasp the rappelling cable! Falling from a two-story building.......

…… After the examination of the military doctor, my waist has a lumbar muscle injury caused by heavy physical labor, and because it is an injury in the developmental stage, it has formed a bone rough change! In other words, it cannot be treated, and my waist will never be able to withstand the tremendous charge and impact of the parachute! When the military doctor said this, he said with great emotion that it was the first time he saw someone like me who could still go to the bottom of his body...

A person who cannot parachute cannot become a special soldier......... I remember that the last night we left the man was on duty, and there were bullets in the gun.................. The eagle said to me: If you are a man, don't lose your face..........

Hehe, when I wrote this, I couldn't help but burst into a foul language: Fuck your fate.............

Later, I calmly returned to the old army, and after a series of events, I went through a series of things in Tibet in 08...... Went home calmly, and once again started the old business of raising kelp, always smiling and humorous on weekdays, and gradually cooling in my heart.......

Later, it was time to write a book, despite the setbacks, although the road ahead was very bumpy, but I would tell myself that my heart has never really cooled, and I will always try to prove myself, rather than let fate sink...

I once remembered seeing the news of the death of the author of "Wubu World", and I was shocked at the time, and I had relatives in my heart, so I deliberately ran over to subscribe to it like everyone else......... Thinking about myself sitting in front of the computer every day, I can't help but feel sad......

But that's really nothing to me.........

I will try, even though she made me work too early, made me miss out on joining the special forces, and made me unforgettable for the first time... Lost forever, but I still want her to live with dignity and let others respect her.............

Life is a wine, which is sour, bitter, astringent, and sweet, which needs to be constantly ups and downs, fermented, and precipitated over the years in order to taste the sweetness and mellow aroma......

"Dreams on the Ridge" tells us that there is a future with dreams, and in the middle of the night, I move forward alone like the future

Rory said a lot, the emotions in his heart calmed down, and he calmed down a lot in the face of everything, everyone has the ability, I have a cheeky face, please give a reward, I can only subscribe to the brother, I am equally grateful, thank you, thank you.........

I'm not going to get angry just because I don't make the overall best-selling list, it's nothing to me, so just do whatever you want, and one day I'll grow from a small grass that has been trampled on by people to a towering tree!!!

By the way, I just want to talk about my own affairs, I really don't deliberately cheat tears for the sake of asking for a reward, how to say, the writer is also a little proud, you can work hard yourself, but you will never pretend to be pitiful!!

As an aside, can such a dramatic experience be adapted into a novel if it is exaggerated? (To be continued......)