Rongcheng is the administrative center of Sichuan Province, the southwest science and technology center, the southwest business and trade center, the southwest financial center, the western comprehensive transportation hub, the first pilot city in China to establish a socialist market economy system, a city open to the outside world, and a sub-provincial city.

Once known as "the most suitable city for home", wide streets, compact and orderly and advanced urban planning, developed transportation network, newly built subway lines, urban population of 10 million, in this ancient saying: "Shu road is difficult, difficult to go to the blue sky" of the land of Xishu, is undoubtedly rare, this city to many people feel undoubtedly beautiful.

The cold wind was whistling, and the crowd of people hurriedly walked through the streets in the depths of winter, lest a trace of cold wind stain the thick clothes!

The group of cars on the road also seemed to be infected by the dry and cold atmosphere, and the horsepower was galloping, and the exhaust was blown away as soon as it came out of the "exhaust pipe", and the continuous roar of the engine was one after another, in order to make the owner of the car feel more warm.

The doors and windows of the stores on both sides of the street are tightly closed, although the inside is still brightly lit, but few people care, and there is no difference between brand stores and miscellaneous stores in such weather, and the business is also bleak!

A few kilometers west of Rongcheng Railway Station, there is a large low-rent housing community, the rent is very cheap, only more than 1,000 yuan all year round, this price is undoubtedly very cheap for the wage level and consumption in 2012, after all, there are more Chengdu Development Zone, and there are more companies with higher technology content, as long as it is a college graduate of the general university, it is not very difficult to earn three or four thousand yuan a month, compared to the pressure of working in Beijing and other coastal cities, In the words of Chengdu locals, "life is still relatively comfortable"!

In such a beautiful city, in a planned very "humanized" low-rent housing community, in a small house of 90 square meters, the floor of the living room is covered with a thick layer of dust, wine bottles and cigarette butts are everywhere, making people look like a garbage dump, of course, it is not difficult to guess from these "garbage" that the owner of the house is not very good, look closely at the low-grade liquor bottles and two yuan a pack of cigarette butts at the front door, a middle-aged man in his forties in the living room is holding a bottle of two pots "happy." On a cold day, he was wearing only a light-blue T-shirt that was washed white, a pair of dark pants full of dust, and even more exaggerated was a pair of sandals on his feet......

"For what? ###…… What is this for? &&*…… Oh my God! What is the meaning of my life? ”

"Ahh I am the son of a municipal party secretary,...... How's that... Yes... This one... What does it look like? ”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... I shouldn't! Don't ......"

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The man continued to scold, to drink, and from time to time to beat his head with his hand, but those words came out of the mouth of a down-and-out man who was undoubtedly a beggar, and if it was heard by others, it would be absolutely astonishing, after all, these things came out of his mouth too rebellious.

The years have left a deep imprint on the man's body, the wisps of white between the temples, the clear wrinkles on the forehead, and the eyes full of vicissitudes all show that there is a sad and tortuous story in this man!

More than 20 years ago, the name Xue Fan was mentioned in Jiangnan Province, it was famous, and his father Xue Bing, as a member of the Standing Committee of the Provincial Party Committee of Jiangnan Province and Secretary of the Provincial Party Committee of Xingcheng City, the provincial capital, was in great power and had extremely strong means of governance. Many cadres are in awe, and they have the title of "Iron Mask Secretary" in Jiangnan officialdom.

Relying on his father's prestige, Xue Dashao was quite moisturized, tinkering here and teasing there on weekdays, showing his existence all the time, known as "the first young man in Star City"!

If he continues to develop according to this trajectory, Xue Fan will not say that he will become a high-ranking official like his father in the future, but he will not worry about eating and drinking, and he will be happy and happy, but his life will deviate from the trajectory, and something will happen, which is still a major event that changes Xue Fan's life!

The winter in Jiangnan Province is cold, more unpredictable than the harsh winter in the north, it comes so suddenly, the day before it was autumn, but the next day it was a cold winter.

As in the past, Xue Fan rode the imported Harley Prince motorcycle to the school, this car was bought back by his mother Zhang Yuyan from Jiangkou City, Nanyue Province, I heard that it cost a lot of money, and was scolded by Xue Bing at that time. Thinking of her mother, Xue Fan always felt that she was very mysterious, noble and graceful, with a kind of arrogance in her bones, and was willing to be a housewife at home, she rarely went out, she never participated in banquets or anything, compared with other high-ranking officials, it was low-key and could not be more low-key, Xue Fan's impression of her mother was mysterious and low-key, and there was another point that was "protecting the calf", what did she do, as long as she squeezed two tears in front of her, it was not only a matter of nothing, but also would not let her father beat and scold, Every time Xue Bing was depressed, he always said, "A loving mother is a loser"! But Xue Fan sometimes heard his mother crying in the room alone, and he once asked the reason, but his mother didn't say anything, and could only be stuffy in his heart.

When Xue Fan went out, he was forced by his mother to put a thick cotton coat on his body, saying that it was cold, don't freeze, which made Xue Shaona depressed for a while, and scolded this ghost weather while riding the car, saying that it affected the image of this handsome pot.

Until the end of school at noon that day, the sky was overcast and there was a little rain, Xue Fan was originally going to deal with a meal in the school cafeteria, the weather was bad and he was too lazy to enter the restaurant with a group of high-ranking cadres as usual, he was not picky about eating, otherwise I am afraid that he would not be able to grow to the height of more than one meter and seven now, but he couldn't stand the coaxing of saying that a certain brother who usually plays well is holding a birthday banquet in the hotel, and invites Xue Shao to be there, Xue Fan thinks that he has no bad feelings towards that brother, he has always been righteous, and it doesn't hurt to go.

When the other high-ranking cadres were still riding in the carport, Xue Fan was already wearing a helmet and galloping towards a hotel regardless of the rain on the seat! Yes, this guy usually parks his car directly under the teaching building.

The road is a little slippery, but who is Xue Fan, that is a bull who can ride a motorcycle as an airplane, this situation is still not difficult, while humming a minor key while maintaining a speed of 90 yards, just when he was about to reach his destination, there was a turn in front of him, he did not slow down, just rode all the way.

Things in the world are always so mysterious, and there is no doubt that there is no warning of a catastrophe from heaven, otherwise it would not be a catastrophe.

Suddenly......

Xue Fan seemed to see a figure at the turn, a pink figure, and before he could react, he only heard a "bang", and his body had already flown to the flowers on the side of the road, and then his eyes turned black and his consciousness became confused.

It felt like a century had passed, and it seemed that only a few dozen seconds had passed, Xue Fan opened his eyes in a daze, his left eye was filled with blood, and he saw that the sky above was blood-red and blood-red, and his whole body seemed to be prostration, and he was in pain everywhere, so he supported himself with his elbows and looked at the road ahead of him that his motorcycle was lying not far away, and there was a person lying in the middle of the road five or six meters away from the car, with blood all over his body.

Xue Fan trembled all over, his consciousness instantly sobered up, and he hit someone? Realizing this, he immediately endured the pain and got up, walked quickly to the man, and what appeared in front of him was a girl with long hair, wearing a pink coat, with bright red blood on her body, blood on her legs, chest, and head, and a crimson liquid flowing from her mouth!

Looking at this girl, a fear emanated from the depths of Xue Fan's soul, which instantly invaded his brain, and his whole body trembled, and he was afraid!! Extreme Fear!!

At this moment, Xue Fan has no pride when he was called Xue Shao, and he does not have the chic after winning in drag racing. A sense of impending disaster filled his nerves!

Not only because of the collision, but also the identity of the girl............

Seeing that people were slowly surrounding not far away, Xue Fan ran to his motorcycle like crazy, held the car, endured the severe pain all over his body, started the car, and quickly rushed to the direction of home!!

December 20th, this day Xue Fan will never forget, every year on this day he will be drunk, this day is deeply engraved in his soul, more than 20 years ago on this day, Xue Fan was covered in blood, crazy ran home, at that time his mother Zhang Yuyan was cooking lunch at home, saw him frightened, the cooking spatula fell to the ground with a "bell", hurriedly hugged Xue Fan, and Xue Fan hid in his mother's arms and kept crying, trembling to tell the whole story and the identity of the girl, Although Zhang Yuyan was also taken aback when she heard the identity of the girl, she quickly calmed down, and at that moment, her mother said a word in a firm tone, which Xue Fan will never forget for the rest of his life......

"Xiaofan, be good, don't cry, as long as your mother is here, I'll give you a top when the sky falls!"

After a short period of calm contemplation, the mother made a decision!

More than ten hours later, his mother drove Xue Fan to her best sister Liu Mei, and hurriedly rushed back after a few words. Since then, he has never seen his mother, and his mother Zhang Yuyan collided with a large truck on the way back to Star City because of physical and mental exhaustion, and the car was destroyed and killed! From now on, heaven and man will be separated forever!

My father was also implicated because of himself, and was isolated and examined, although the investigation could not be completed after the most investigation, but the pain of losing his wife was so painful, he was depressed all day long, and soon he was transferred from his original position because of the "route problem", and died of a heart attack in less than a year.

The girl died of excessive blood loss because she was sent to the hospital too late, her ribs pierced her internal organs, and Liu Mei told herself, it was two years after her father Xue Bing's death!

For more than 20 years, Xue Fan has been incognito and hiding in Tibet, Aunt Liu first arranged for Xue Fan to stay in Jiangkou City for two years, and then Xue Fan secretly left Liu Mei's sight, went to the capital, went to Mingzhu City, stayed in northern Shaanxi, there are his footprints in Tibet, and most places in China have traces of him, but there is one place he has never been to again, that is Jiangnan Province, where he has too many regrets, too many guilt, and deep remorse!

Over the past 20 years, Xue Fan has constantly changed jobs, working as a waiter, porter, tour guide, financial planner, personal bodyguard, entertainment venue manager, bartender, and bar DJ. Seventy-two lines have done seventy lines, every day is like a year, every day is a finger to live, and he has suffered a lot, but none of these are the bitterness in his heart!

Every time I can't bear the inner torture and want to die, I don't have the courage, I remember that Aunt Liu told herself that her father let her live well before he died, and he still survived tragically!

But today, maybe it was arranged by God, and it happened that I received a letter from Aunt Liu through some means, a letter that was almost twenty years late, which was a letter left to him by his father Xue Bing before he died, and the funny thing is that he always thought that he had avoided Aunt Liu's sight, and it turned out that she had been silently paying attention to herself.

Xue Fan was in tears as he looked at the letter............

Xue Fanwuer:

When you read this letter, Dad may have left you, you are still so young, you have lost your parents, Dad doesn't know what will happen to you in the future?

Son, live well, you are still young!

Dad has never blamed you, I only blame myself for not being able to teach you well since I was a child, failing to let you know the meaning of the word "responsibility", failing to teach you the truth of being a good person, and failing to take more time to accompany you............

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Son, Dad can't bear you, I really want to watch you marry a wife and have children, but unfortunately Dad can't wait for that day, I'm going to see your mother, I miss her, I have dreamed recently that she said that she was alone down there, let me accompany her!

Fan'er, if you really can't bear it one day, don't be afraid, you also have a grandfather, his name is Zhang Ke!

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Dad really misses you, I really want to hug you like you did when you were a child, Dad is gone, if there is a next life, I hope to be a father and son with you!

Father Xue Bingliu

Looking at his father's familiar pen words, feeling the strong fatherly love between the lines, Xue Fan cried, his father never blamed him, some only blamed himself deeply, blaming himself for not fulfilling his father's responsibilities and not teaching him well since he was a child.

Xue Fan is extremely remorseful, how many years have he been, thinking that he had ruined his family and killed people in the last place, a flower-like girl who had been killed because of himself had died in vain, because he had destroyed his mother's car, and because he had made his father depressed!

Hate! It's all because of myself, I don't fight, I'm afraid of responsibility, I'm afraid of going to jail.

Thinking of this, Xue Fan picked up a bottle of Erguotou and poured a bottle directly, just because of his selfishness, he got into this situation.

The guilt of the girl who is like a flower, the guilt of her parents wells up in my heart, if I am given another chance, I will be a good person, if I am given another chance, I will face it calmly, if ......

It's just that there are not so many ifs, the dead are gone forever, and there is no regret medicine in the world.

Xue Fan rushed to the balcony with a wine bottle and yelled hoarsely:

"In the next life, I will marry you as my wife, give you a lifetime of happiness, and give you a lifetime of happiness! Give you back your life in this life!

Mom and Dad, I will be your son in the next life, so that you don't have to worry about me anymore!

Brothers and sisters who have taken care of me in this life, if you have the opportunity, I will give you a lifetime of glory and wealth in the next life!

Haha If I am a dragon in the next life, I want the Yangtze River to flow backwards! If I am a tiger in the next life, I will stain half the sky with blood!

If I am a human being in the next life, I will be a human being, and I will reach the top of the world!

With deep guilt and regret, with that resentment that rushed straight to the sky, Xue Fan jumped from the sixth floor! At the same time, a cloud vortex suddenly appeared in the sky, and a beam of white light shot out of it, mixed with a few white light points quickly entered Xue Fan's brain, and he saw the memories of several people's lives, which can really be described as the officialdom shopping mall is very exciting, and at the same time, he finally remembered who his grandfather Zhang Ke was, and that name was Megatron Huaxia!