Chapter 258: You can't escape a fate word if you go around and around
In the quiet study, Qian sat on the chaise longue and watched Daddy Su find a book from the bottom of the drawer, and finally pulled out a photo from the mezzanine of the book, maybe it was the only one, because all the photos in the house were placed on the first floor of the bookcase where it was easiest to see.
"Your mother and I divorced twenty years ago, and I only have one photo here." Sitting in the rocking chair on the side, Su Baoyi handed over the photo in his hand, and when he recalled the past, he didn't have much regret on his face, but he was a little calm to see through everything.
"For what?" Looking down at the photo in her hand, when she saw the face that was five points similar to Mrs. Gu, she seemed to understand something, and raised her head to look at Father Su opposite, "Is it because of Mrs. Gu?" Is it because Mrs. Gu is the woman you really love? ”
Recalling the unbearable past, Su Baoyi smiled helplessly, "For so many years, I have only loved one woman, and that is your current godmother Xia Meiyun." She and I were classmates in high school, and later I tried to get into the same university as her in order to chase him. It's just that at that time, my family was poor and couldn't afford to send me to college, so I found a job near the school, and I studied while working. Those years were the happiest time in my life, and then she met Gu Zhengning, and the two fell in love and got married......"
Thinking of this, he couldn't help but smile bitterly, "After they got married, I moved back to F City." ”
Some regrets, after all, it has become a lifetime, and it does not belong to his happiness, he can only stand in his own world to bless and watch.
After all, they love deeply, so they are reluctant to break them up, and they are not willing to make her sad.
"......" lowered his head, Qiancheng looked at the photo in his hand, and looked at Father Su puzzled, "What about her?" You don't love her, why do you want to marry her? Is it just because she looks similar to Mrs. Gu? ”
"No, it's not! Marrying her was just due to family pressure, and I had no choice. She and Mei Yun are different, even if they look similar, different is different. When you really like someone, you will find that you will pay special attention to the slightest difference, and once the contrast gap is enlarged, then nothing will be different. If marrying her is just because of similarity, Mei Yun also has a twin sister who looks more like her, but the two of them have completely different personalities. ”
"Huh? Godmother even has a twin sister?! At first hearing this, Chiyana's eyes widened, "I haven't heard her mention it." ”
Her sister and she didn't live together until college, and they were usually separated from each other, with her sister being raised by her parents and her sister being sent to her grandmother's house, where she was raised. When I was in college, I was admitted to the same university, and at that time, they were recognized as the most beautiful school flowers in the whole school, and there were many people who pursued them. My sister is strong, my sister is gentle, there are still countless men who have broken through the threshold to pursue, Mei Yun finally chose Gu Zhengning, her sister also married in Beijing, and I was also ordered by my parents to marry a woman I don't love, the love of the old era is always with more or less regret and compromise, it is precisely because Dad had that past that I don't want you to repeat the mistakes of the past. ”
It's just that she still disappointed him, for him, for the sake of the company, she insisted on marrying a man who only had business interests in her eyes.
But his precious daughter is more stubborn than anyone else, and he doesn't know who Lu Dao looks like, even if he is a father's remorse and chagrin, it will not help.
Referring to his failed marriage, Qiancheng shrugged his shoulders in a chic manner, didn't seem to care, raised the photo in his hand, and asked, "What about her?" Does she know who the woman you love in your heart is? ”
"She didn't know what to do at first, and then she inadvertently turned to Mei Yun's photo, and ran away from home after a quarrel with me, I almost searched the entire F city, and I didn't find her, and it was at that time that I realized that she didn't marry me willingly, before marrying me, she had given birth to a daughter for another man. Half a month later, she came back, she came back and filed for divorce with me, I looked at the face that was completely different from Mei Yun, and then I realized how wrong I was, some things and some people are unique, after all, no one can be replaced, so I agreed to her request for divorce. ”
Slowly closing his eyes, Su Baoyi sighed helplessly, after all, after all, he still didn't have the courage to tell her her life experience, nor did he have the courage to tell her that she was not his biological daughter.
After more than 20 years of dependence, the relationship between him and her has been integrated into the blood and bones, if even she is not by his side anymore, then he is really alone.
Just this time, please forgive him for being selfish.
Qiancheng, who was fascinated by the hearing, didn't seem to feel his sadness, and blinked and asked, "Dad, mother abandoned her husband and children, don't you hate her?" ”
If it weren't for the fact that she was talking about divorce now, I'm afraid she wouldn't understand the grievances of the previous generation, because she didn't love each other, so she didn't want to continue the marriage without love, let go of the other party and let go of herself, this is the best choice.
It's just that Yan Zirao has never understood this truth.
"Girl, love and hate are often two sides of the same coin, where does hate come from without love? Because I didn't want to settle for another woman, I never remarried. Dad just feels sorry for you for leaving you without Mom for so many years. ”
"Dad, if it was before, when your daughter didn't know how to love, I might really blame you, but now that I'm sensible and married when I grow up, I can actually understand your feelings, so I don't blame you. It is precisely because of the deep love that I am unwilling to compromise, even if there is no mother, aren't our father and daughter also happy to come? So you don't have to feel guilty about yourself. ”
He doesn't hate it, so why should she be so persistent with a mother she has never met? Although she has been looking forward to having a mother to love her for so many years, she also understands that she can't ask for things that don't belong to her.
"It's also that Dad is too selfish and hasn't cared about your feelings, it's good if you don't blame Dad, and Dad also hopes that you don't resent your mother's choice back then......"
There are some things that still can't escape a fate word after going around and around.
"It's all in the past, what's there to complain about." With a chuckle, Qiancheng looked down at the photo in her hand, and looked at it carefully, it was the first time in more than 20 years that she had seen what her mother looked like like like this, and it was also the first time that she knew that she was also a child with a mother.
Although she abandoned her husband and children back then, leaving her and her father behind, but in that era, it really can't be said who is right and who is wrong, it can only be said that fate makes people.
Especially in the current modern society with such a high divorce rate, divorce seems to have become commonplace, if she still looks at the grievances of the previous generation with the old idea, then everything will not be able to get by.
All the resentment, all the hatred, seemed to disappear when I saw this photo.
"Dad, where is Mom now, have you inquired?" The only thing in her hand that had anything to do with her mother was heavy in her hand at the moment, and the feeling of surprise and strangeness filled her nerves, and she didn't even understand what she wanted at the moment.
After looking forward to it for so many years, thinking about it for so long, when the things you really want are brought to me, I find that some things don't seem to be as beautiful as I imagined.
"She is also in City A now, I heard that she is married to Qiao Hongtao, the vice president of Qiao's Group, but I also heard that the marriage is not happy after marriage, and the scandals between her and other men will not be less than that of your husband and wife, but the Qiao family loves face more, and the east wall is demolished to cover up everywhere to make up for the west wall. The reason why I didn't tell you was because I didn't want you to be implicated, lest you also be hurt, and I didn't want you to be ashamed of such a mother. ”
"Isn't this Qiao Hongtao the man she liked back then?" If he didn't say it, she probably wouldn't associate such a woman with the gentle woman in the photo.
"No, I only heard later that the man married another man and didn't marry her, so I don't know the specifics. If you want to see her, Dad can help you get in touch......"
"Well, I don't want to see you yet. Don't I still have a godmother now? I'm afraid that I will go to her rashly like this, she doesn't even know who I am, how lost will I be then? "I haven't seen each other for more than twenty years, and both she and she need time to accept each other's existence.
"Well, whatever you want, just be happy!" At the mention of Xia Meiyun, the expression on Su Baoyi's face softened a little, "Dad never thought that your godmother would be Meiyun, it's so unexpected......"
The world is so big, going around and around, as if it has returned to the original place, but time flies, and many things are no longer the same as they were back then.
"Dad, I think you're happy, right?" When he meets his first love again after more than 20 years, it is still in this way similar to his in-laws, how can he not make him happy?
Turned his head to look at her ill-intentioned smile, and corrected her messy thoughts angrily: "Dad is really happy, some things have passed, now I am your father, she is your godmother, she and I are still old classmates and old friends, that's all!" ”
"Well, I think so too, Dad, you think too much, but if you see my godmother in the future, I think you can be more natural, your performance today is like a flurry boy who doesn't know anything, and I don't know how to answer the phone when I see the woman I like!"
"Did you say that about Dad? Dad, I was so surprised, I hadn't seen her for too many years, and I didn't know what to say for a while. ”
"Okay!" Standing up lazily, Qiancheng leaned over and leaned over to his shoulder, and rubbed coquettishly, "Dad, in the future, our father and daughter will depend on each other, no matter what, you are my father!" ”
"Good ......" stretched out his hand, Su Baoyi gently stroked his baby daughter's head, and smiled with a look of relief.
"Well, I'll live at home today, can I keep this photo?" Raising his head, he looked at his father, who had added a lot of gray hair in front of him, and felt a sadness inexplicably.
"Okay, you can watch and deal with it yourself!" The photo was too old to do anything to him, and since she wanted it, it would be better for her to keep it.
"Uh-huh!" Nodding, Qiancheng looked at the photo in her hand, and was about to get up and go downstairs when the doorbell rang outside, and she couldn't help but be stunned, "It's so late, who will come to the house?" ”
"I don't know what to do, let's go, go down and have a look!"
Put away the photos, Qiancheng went downstairs in a beautiful way, and at first glance saw the uninvited guest standing on the entrance, she couldn't help but wring her eyebrows, isn't this the nominal husband she hasn't seen for a few days?
Today's entertainment newspaper also raised the scandal between him and his new love to the point of having a showdown with her, and she couldn't help laughing, if Yan Zirao was really willing to divorce, she would definitely give up her position as a real lady without hesitation.
Standing on the stairs, Qiancheng glanced at the man who was smiling at him on the edge of the entrance, and laughed playfully, "Yo, I haven't seen you for a few days, Yan Sishao is radiant!" Think it's a happy event? ”
Walking forward, she saw a man who looked radiant but actually looked tired, and the deep dark circles under his eyes didn't know if he had been fighting for a few days without sleeping, but this "fighting" was because of work or because of women, it can be imagined.
"Wife, why do I feel prickly when you say this?" With a chuckle, Yan Zirao restrained the haggard on his face, and stepped forward with a cynical smile casually, "I haven't seen you for a few days, I really miss you!" ”
"Really? Holding another woman in your arms, thinking about your wife at home? Fourth, your ability to use both hearts and minds is really admirable! ”
"Haven't you always cared about the drama outside?" With his hands in his pockets, Yan Zirao leaned over and looked at her with a smile, the smile on Jun's face was evil and lazy: "Are you jealous, wife?" ”
"Jealousy won't eat you!" Snorting lightly, Qiancheng turned his head to look at Father Su, who was looking at him with his head back, and glanced at Yan Zirao coldly, "Why did you come here this big night?" ”
"Girl, how do you talk, do you want to take people away before anyone sits down?" Su Baoyi glanced at his baby daughter helplessly, "Zirao, come in and sit!" ”
"That's good, Dad." After a pause, he turned his head to look at Su Baoyi, "Dad, is there anything to eat at home?" I didn't eat dinner, I'm starving! ”
I didn't eat at night, Su Baoyi wrung his eyebrows distressedly, "There are guests at home today, and now there are only some leftovers, but there are still fresh beef and noodles, how about I cook beef noodles for you?" ”
"Okay, just have something to eat!" Nodding, Yan Zirao watched Su Baoyi enter the kitchen, and then he turned his head to look at the woman in front of him who did not welcome him, and a faint smile appeared on Jun's face.
I haven't seen her for a few days, he really misses her, he originally thought that if he had a scandal, she would cooperate to catch or something, but he didn't expect that she didn't care at all.
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