Chapter 254: I can't help myself
Ling Shuiyao clenched her fists nervously, turned her eyes to look at the unconscious Su Lianrong, gritted her teeth and whispered, "Princess, let's talk in another place." ”
After that, he turned around and walked to the outer room, and instructed the palace maids guarding the sides: "Take good care of Su Jieyu, I will leave with the princess for a while." ”
"Yes, Ling Jieyu." The palace ladies put their hands on their right sides and answered respectfully.
Shen Yunxi looked at Ling Shuiyao's graceful figure leaving, raised his eyebrows slightly, and then followed her out of the city.
Every place in this Zhong'an Palace shows the identity and status of the master who lives there, and she Su Lianrong is Feng Linye's most favored concubine after all.
On the atrium path, the two stood facing each other, surrounded by flowers, fragrant and fragrant.
Shen Yunxi glanced at it, the corners of her lips hooked slightly, although the flowers in Zhong'an Palace are not as diverse as those in the back garden, they are also vibrant, and there is quite a grand occasion, but Su Lianrong wants to ask Ling Shuiyao to go to the back garden with a big belly, either her spiritual head is too full, or her head is filled with water.
Although Ling Shuiyao was born into a small official family, being able to stay in this complex palace for so long is enough to show that she is extraordinary.
Shen Yunxi glanced at it just now, she didn't miss it at all, the corner of her lips smiled, but this smile was cold, she said: "Princess Rui, I don't have to beat around the bush in front of you, I just have something to say." What do you know? ”
"Those who should know the Tao know the Tao, and those who should not know the Tao also know the Tao." Shen Yunxi said softly, the answer seemed vague and clear.
Ling Shuiyao frowned, as if she was a little dissatisfied with Shen Yunxi's words, but as long as she thought of what she said in the hall, she knew that her words had clearly explained everything.
She took a deep breath and said, "Princess Rui, since you know everything about us, you should know who she is and how hateful she is!" I'll do it, but it's just a bit of a pain for her. ”
Shen Yunxi looked at Ling Shuiyao's tense side face, and her heart loosened slightly, she was just a poor person in this palace, and then, she asked, "If the matter is revealed, do you know what your guilt will be?" ”
Ling Shuiyao glanced at her sideways, nodded with a wry smile and said, "Zhilu Dao." After a pause, she asked her again, "But do you know what she will do to me if I don't move her?" ”
But she didn't wait for Shen Yunxi to answer, she shook her head lightly and said in a low voice, "You don't know what to do." How do you know the Tao? But you should understand the difficulty of living in the palace, compared to the ministers of the court, my father's official position is low, and he is an honest official, so our family is not rich, but even so, the night before I entered the palace, my mother still gave me a silver ticket of five thousand taels.
Five thousand taels is just a small amount of money for other powerful families, but it is a huge number for us.
Five thousand taels, a few thin pieces of paper, but in my hands I feel that a thousand gold is heavy, although my mother didn't say anything, but I know that those silver tickets are not easy to come by, that is the mother sold all her jewelry and savings to raise. It's just that after I enter the palace, I can have silver in my hand to make dots. But do you know how complicated my feelings were when I watched my mother's hair bun with only a simple wooden hairpin and watched her send me to the sedan chair in pain?
People like us actually don't want to enter a complicated place like the palace, but the emperor's fate is difficult to do. Therefore, for the sake of my mother and father, and for them to no longer suffer so much, I know that I must stay in the palace and become the emperor's concubine.
Maybe it was the blessing of my ancestors, or maybe it was my luck, I was selected by the emperor smoothly, and I was canonized as a concubine of my nobleman. I was so excited that I didn't sleep all night, but I knew I couldn't be satisfied with the status quo and had to climb up. Acquaintance with Su Lianrong can be said to be accidental and inevitable. She is arrogant and narrow-minded, and basically looks down on people like us who are civilians. But God gave me a chance to rescue her from the lotus pond. It was cold winter at that time, so after I rescued her, I was in a coma for three days because of a high fever, but I also felt that it was worth it because of Su Lianrong.
At the beginning, she was very good to me, and she could even say that her love was as deep as the sea, but after the most lucrative, she exposed her true nature, and once she was in a bad mood, she lost her temper at me, and sometimes even threw her fist directly at me, even if she was hurt because of this, I had to endure it, and I couldn't say a word to anyone, because I knew that my life might be even worse if I was separated from her.
In order to stand by her side smoothly in the palace, I admit some grievances. But I didn't expect that this time she actually drugged me and put me in another man's bed! You know what it means for her to do this?! A woman can only have one husband in her life, even if she can't wait for him night and night, she can't breed others and bury morality, this is the duty that a woman should stick to, and it is my bottom line! ”
Shen Yunxi quietly listened to Ling Shuiyao tell her story, from her expression and her words, she read her bitterness and her helplessness.
Being within this red tile wall, how can you gain a foothold without certain rights and financial resources?
Her wish, her mother's wish, is not her original intention.
However, things are business as usual, and there are often things that make people feel uncomfortable.
Therefore, all I can do is to try my best to protect myself and not let my family worry.
She is in Ruiwang's Mansion these days, doesn't she also have the same situation as Ling Shuiyao? The difference is that she has more means and abilities than she does.
If she was still the original Shen Yunxi, maybe she would have died in the hands of Ye Mingxuan or Feng Qingchen on the night she entered the Rui Wang's Mansion. How could I have the opportunity to stand in front of her and listen to her tell her about the joys and sorrows of this?
Speaking of this, Ling Shuiyao turned to the side, looked at Shen Yunxi, and said, "Maybe you think that I am to blame for all this, if it weren't for my heart being higher than the sky, I wouldn't have suffered these things." But people are sometimes contradictory, on the one hand, they want to be rich, but on the other hand, they don't want to suffer too much. However, how can there be such a beautiful thing in the world?
You may not like to hear what I said, or you won't have any thoughts after hearing it, but I still want to tell you that if I don't deal with her this time, she will find a way to get rid of me, and in that case, I won't even have a chance to go out of the palace to see my father and my mother. So, I can't let her get away with it, I have to do something to her before I do it.
The child is now her biggest dependence, but it is also her biggest death hole, once she has no children, she will become a bird with broken wings, and she can't fly if she wants to. ”