Chapter 192: Premarital phobia
There are two days left until the wedding.
Sitting in the office in early summer, my mind was in a trance.
After more than two months, she has adapted to life in 401, and it can even be said that she has some liking this life.
When she came to this era, at first, she was passive survival, and later, she tried to integrate in, but some ideas that belong to this era are difficult for her to truly understand no matter what.
In this era when relative freedom of speech is not allowed, she doesn't want to cause trouble for the family who loves her the most, so most of the time, whether she understands it or not, she is silent.
If it weren't for her appearance that couldn't be ignored, it is estimated that in the three months of Division A, no one else would feel her presence.
Yes, if she didn't have such a face, would Zhou Mikang take a fancy to her? Without Zhou Mikang's favor, would Zeng Meili treat her well? Even, without such a face, will Jing Zhe approve of her?
Or, her thoughts are a little extreme, but the reality is like this, a face like her is sometimes a curse and sometimes a blessing.
After coming to 401 and following Song Xiaoyu, she gradually developed something similar to a sense of belonging in her heart, because the life here is similar to her college life.
Song Xiaoyu is still not very close to her, but she is very attentive to her teaching, although Wang Jing is a little moody, but she does not embarrass her much.
I usually go back with Luo Xiaoqiong, Liu Meijun, and Qiao Ningyi, go to the canteen to eat together, go to the bathhouse to take a bath together, and walk around the yard together......
After opening the allowance, he sent the money to his father, and he said that they lived in a spacious house, and he said that they could be fed and clothed. She didn't have that much to worry about.
If all this, it has always been like this. How nice would it be?
After getting married, will her life still be like this?
For more than two months. She only went to Zhou's house once, and everyone else treated her very warmly, but Mrs. Zhou always had a cold face.
Seeing that she was uncomfortable at Zhou's house, Zhou Mikang talked to her once, to the effect that he usually doesn't go home often, since she doesn't like to go, let's be happy with her friends.
But, what about after marriage?
Don't you want to go?
It doesn't seem realistic.
But. She is really not the kind of person who is exquisite, she doesn't like to face too many people, but all this is a foregone conclusion, she can't always take what Zhou Mikang wants, and she doesn't pay.
"Distracted again!" Song Xiaoyu slapped Chu Xia's head with a "snap", "How many times have I said that the most taboo thing for a doctor is to be distracted!" ”
Chu Xia shrunk his neck in pain: "Teacher." I'm in a special case. ”
"If you want to be a doctor, you have to keep yourself in office hours, no special circumstances!"
"Yes!" replied yes in his mouth, but Chu Xia was a little unimpressed. She is a human, not a machine, how can she go to work. Don't have your own joys, sorrows, and sorrows?
Song Xiaoyu looked at Wang Jing: "Wang Jing, you get off work first." ”
"Yes. Teacher. Wang Jing responded, quickly packed up her things and left.
Song Xiaoyu closed the door to her office. sat opposite Chu Xia: "Lin Chu Xia, what I just said, you may not agree." However, I warn you that if you want to be a real doctor, you have to do this.
When the doctor goes to the operating table, what he holds in his hand is not a scalpel, but someone else's life. If your life is lost because your emotions affect your judgment, will you feel guilty? At the same time, what can guilt solve? ”
Hearing Song Xiaoyu say this, the disapproval in Chu Xia's heart was swept away: "Teacher, I'm sorry." ”
"It's hard for you to do this now, and I hope that you can really pay attention to the problem I said, so that you can meet the requirements earlier."
Chu Xia nodded solemnly: "Yes!" ”
"Tomorrow you will start your marriage leave, a major event in your life, I will not force you to spend all your energy on studying during your marriage leave, but I hope that when you come back, you can immediately devote yourself to studying, remember?"
"Yes!"
Song Xiaoyu rarely saw a smile on her face: "Lin Chuxia, do you know what I admire most about you?" ”
"I'm a fast learner."
"Hehe......" Song Xiaoyu laughed, "You are quite immodest, but although you are said to have a higher learning efficiency than others, what I appreciate most is not this, but your non-vanity."
It is the dream of many girls to be able to marry into the Zhou family, and you can choose to continue to study medicine in this situation, and not announce the marriage news, really, it's quite rare! ”
In the early summer, only Dean Xu and Song Xiaoyu knew that she was going to get married, and the official answer that the others got was that Lin Chuxia was seconded by the art troupe for a few days.
In the past two months of coming to 401, the head of the art troupe, Wang, has not given up, and even came to find Dean Xu in person, so many people in the courtyard know that the Lu Dao Art Troupe is interested in the early summer.
Of course, it is not impossible to say sour things, but the life circle of early summer is very simple, except for following Song Xiaoyu, even with Luo Xiaoqiong and others, no one really has the opportunity to run in front of her to disgust her.
This time she asked for marriage leave, she specially went to head Wang for help, and the other party really agreed because of his love for her.
Song Xiaoyu said that the reason for admiring her is that if ordinary girls have this kind of opportunity, I am afraid that their first reaction is to show off to the little sisters, how can they be like her, the first thing that comes to mind is how not to affect their studies.
After working in the hospital for so many years and bringing a lot of doctors and nurses, Song Xiaoyu knows too well that girls are jealous, and she can't protect her everywhere and all the time, so the safest way is to hide it first, and when she really has the strength, there is nowhere to do the slander of jealousy.
"Xie Lu, Mr. Xie's understanding." Chu Xia sincerely bowed to Song Xiaoyu, "It's really my luck to be your student." ”
"No......" Song Xiaoyu waved her hand, "If it weren't for your mother-in-law and Xiaomi begging me, I wouldn't have accepted you as my apprentice, to be honest, when I saw you for the first time." I regret that I promised them.
But after this period of time, I am glad that I agreed to them in the first place. I also feel that they are genuinely thinking about you.
If you follow Jing Zhe. No matter how well you learn, there will inevitably be some gossip, Lin Chuxia, you should understand what I mean, right? ”
"Teacher, I understand, in fact, when I was in my hometown, my father and mother were always worried about me......" Chu Xia smiled bitterly and spread her hands, "After all, my appearance is too non-mainstream." ”
"Non-mainstream?" Ponder for a moment. Song Xiaoyu smiled dumbly, "This analogy is not bad, it is both image and arrogance, not bad!" ”
"Teacher, thank you!" Chu Xia bowed solemnly again, how could she not see that Song Xiaoyu stayed in order to alleviate her fear of marriage.
The way she looks now reveals her anxiety about getting married. And Song Xiaoyu, who has a good relationship with Lin Yanqiu, thinks that she also knows the attitude of Mrs. Zhou towards her, so she deliberately stayed to talk to her today. The purpose is self-evident.
She said that everything she did today was arranged by her mother-in-law and Zhou Mikang, and she also said what they thought about her, so she naturally wanted her to understand. She is valued by the Zhou family, so. There's nothing to be afraid of marrying.
She affirmed that she would let her devote herself to learning as soon as she came back, and she was also telling her in disguise. Don't be afraid of what this marriage will make you lose, what you want, will not change!
Or, as she said, it would be most appropriate for her to be her apprentice!
In an instant, the haze buried in my heart disappeared, isn't it just getting married? Anyway, sooner or later, what is she afraid of?
said goodbye to Song Xiaoyu and returned to the dormitory, Luo Xiaoqiong and Liu Meijun had already helped her bring back the meal, and Qiao Ningyi was on the night shift and was not there.
"Early summer, let's eat, it's going to be cold." Luo Xiaoqiong opened the lunch box and pushed it in front of Chu Xia as she spoke, "Bang! With a bang, the lunch box fell under the table and fell upside down on the ground......
"What the hell are you panicking about?" Liu Meijun hurriedly found a dustpan over, swept the food that had been detained into the dustpan, and rushed to the helpless stall in early summer, "She came back in such a trance, I asked her what happened, and she said that there was nothing wrong." ”
In early summer, of course, I knew that Luo Xiaoqiong was in a trance.
She wants to get married, and she has always wanted to tell Liu Meijun, but she can't always find the opportunity to speak, so at this time, she can't comfort Luo Xiaoqiong in front of Liu Meijun.
"Let's eat less in the evening, two servings are barely enough." Liu Meijun pushed her lunch box to the middle as she spoke, Luo Xiaoqiong came back to her senses at this time, and she also looked uncomfortable, "Otherwise, I'll go get another one." ”
"No need." Chu Xia held her down, "There is no food at this time, I still have some snacks there, so let's make do with it." ”
"In early summer, I heard that you were temporarily seconded by the Art Troupe?" Liu Meijun asked while eating.
Luo Xiaoqiong's chopsticks froze, and she lowered her head and continued to pick up rice.
"No, I'm getting married, that's just an excuse." After hesitating, Chu Xia still decided to tell Liu Meijun about the marriage, since they met, the other party has been very sincere to her, so now, since she has said this, she doesn't want to hide it from her anymore.
"Knot...... Tie the knot? Liu Meijun looked at Chu Xia in disbelief, "You mean, you want to get married?" It's you...... Want to get married? ”
Chu Xia nodded: "Yes, it's me who wants to get married." ”
Liu Meijun looked at Luo Xiaoqiong: "What is wrong with you today is also because of this?" ”
Luo Xiaoqiong nodded, she didn't squeak, and she didn't know what Lu Dao was for, she wanted to cry when she thought of getting married in early summer......
"Early Summer......" Liu Meijun hugged early summer and began to shed tears, "No wonder you have been depressed, this matter, let me, I am not happy." ”
“……”
In early summer, I didn't know how to answer Lu Dao, so I had to be silent, but her silence made Liu Meijun even more misunderstood: "In early summer, you are a soldier, be brave, if you are really unhappy, you will withdraw from the marriage!"
"I can't retreat." Early summer had to say.
"Can't you retreat?" Thinking of Chu Xia's father's illness last time, Liu Meijun immediately made up the truth in her own brain, and in line with the principle of not picking up people's scars and making people more painful, she quickly changed the topic, "When will you get married?" ”
"The day after tomorrow."
"Early summer, safe journey, I'm waiting for you to come back." Liu Meijun quickly cut through the chaos and ended this "sad" conversation.
When she said this, it was not easy to go on in detail in early summer, so she had to respond: "Well, I'll be back sooner." ”
Luo Xiaoqiong, who was originally depressed over there, listened to the conversation between the two and ran farther and farther on the road of misunderstanding, and suddenly felt happy...... (To be continued......)