114, back to Qingcheng
Aunt Lu really hated her to death, she even let the dog bite her, it was clear that she was bullying her, and when she was angry, she didn't care about the identity of her elders or anything. It was also her junior who made a fuss first, since they all made a fuss, what else could she take into account?
Xin Yi was angry, tears rolled down uncontrollably, turned around and rushed into her mother's room and shouted:
"Mom, Mom, Mom, they bullied me......"
Fools generally stand at the door, where is there still the shadow of the mother in the house? The bed was cleaned up, even the mat was burned, and the mother's clothes, shoes, dishes, chopsticks, combs and mirrors were all put into the tomb. There was nothing in the house, it was empty.
Xin Yi was suddenly frightened at this moment, and only then did she realize that she had no relatives, and she had no one to rely on.
This room, the mother will not come back to live. In the kitchen, there will never be a busy mother again, no one will bring fragrant meals to the table, and then shout "Yiyi, eat" at the door of her room......
Never again, never, never again......
Xin Yi suddenly squatted on the ground, hugged her head and cried, why was she so cruel, why did she take her mother away?
She wasn't ready to live alone, what was she going to do?
"Mom, Mom, Mom, I miss you......" Xin Yi cried silently, tears rolled to the ground, her mood was sad, and the feeling of desolation that was contrary to the world was helpless and terrifying.
Everyone sat around the table to eat, but she was holding yesterday's leftovers to satisfy her hunger, tears falling down her cheeks into the bowl, but she was indifferent and still swallowed heavily.
There are people everywhere, billions of people in the world, but none of them have anything to do with her, and none of them will care about her. She didn't know what it meant to be holding on, she was really not brave at all, she couldn't live alone.
Before her mother left, she wanted to give up, she really didn't know how long she could hold on, how long could she last alone in the days without her mother?
Xin Yi didn't sleep much at night, because she was afraid, she didn't dare to turn off the lights, and stared at the door with her eyes open, for fear that someone would suddenly break in. The night was eerily quiet, and the occasional croaking of a frog could make her shiver.
I wasn't as scared as I was today in the past few days, probably there were people a few days ago, and Lu Zeng was still there last night. But today, she is alone.
In a person's world, you are afraid of anything, especially in the dead of night, and the fear in your heart will be magnified countless times.
After a difficult night, the next day Xin Yi went straight to Aunt Lu's house to ask for money.
But Aunt Lu's house was closed, and Xin Yi could only shout outside, and she had to guard against the old yellow dog coming out of it.
Xin Yi waited all morning and went home.
She is going to Qingcheng and staying at home, whether it is anything or the people here, they will always remind her of the fact that her mother is no more. If she left the house, she would delude herself into telling herself that she still had her mother, who had been waiting for her to return.
Xin Yi sat at the door of her house, there was rice and noodles at home, but she didn't want to go into the kitchen, the place that once seemed to belong to her mother's world.
Aunt Lu's son came over, and the 20,000 yuan was packed in a plastic bag.
The took out the money yesterday, probably because I didn't want to give it after the night passed. Also, no one wants to take out the money they have again.
"Take it and save it, don't leave it at home." Jiang Huadao.
Xin Yi continued, and counted the money first. Jiang Hua said when she was counting the money: "I didn't count either, you count clearly, if it's not enough, I'll find a way to make it up to you." ”
When Xin Yi heard what he said, he paused and didn't move. Looking up at Jiang Hua, Aunt Lu has laughed at the two of them since she was a child, saying that Xin Yi is the daughter-in-law of their Lu family, and the relationship between the two of them is really good.
However, Jiang Hua and she didn't mean that. Jiang Hua is two years older than her, is also in college, and has a girlfriend. And Xin Yi established a relationship with Xu Yang when she entered the school, so the two of them really only became brothers and sisters if they had a good relationship.
"Thank you." Xin Yi said in a low voice.
Jiang Hua smiled and sat down beside her:
"Don't keep your mother's business in mind, you still have a long way to go. The law of nature is like this, and our parents will leave us first. Losing one's parents is also a pain that life must go through. Xin Yi, in the future, you have to live a good life and make your mother proud of you. ”
Xin Yi's eyes were wet, but with a faint smile on her face, she turned her head to look at Jiang Hua: "Thank you." ”
Jiang Hua patted her on the shoulder, Xin Yi used to laugh and make trouble, just like a boy. As long as he has a holiday, he will definitely follow him. Whatever he plays, she also plays, game consoles, dance machines, billiards, etc., she follows everything he does, and she is very loyal.
But now, the bud that is about to unfold is gradually withering, which is a pity.
"Brother is proud of you, come on!" Jiang Hua hugged Xin Yidao.
Xin Yi responded in a low voice: "Hmm." ”
Jiang Hua accompanied Xin Yi to the village for money, and after all the formalities were completed, Xin Yi took the car to the city. Bid farewell to his homeland, and get on the bus with mixed feelings, as he did every time he left.
The difference is that outside the car, the mother can no longer be found.
Xin Yi arrived in Qingcheng, three or four hours by car, and her tears never stopped. Silently wept, and when the choked voice could not be suppressed, he took a hard breath and breathed.
When I got out of the car, my eye sockets were already bloodshot, red, swollen and swollen.
Standing outside the station, she couldn't go to school, she didn't apply to stay on campus during the summer vacation, and there was no dormitory for her to live in. After thinking about it, I can only find Ahri.
called Ahri, Ahri didn't make a sound, Xin Yi took a deep breath, and then said with a reluctant smile:
"Then, if it's inconvenient for you, forget it, I'll ask Xiaoli. Ahri, then I'll hang up. ”
She hadn't forgotten Ahri that if she didn't have anywhere to go, she would go to her, but now......
Hinder, really, Xin Yi raised her hand and knocked her head with her mobile phone. Why do you always think of others in the wrong place? Perhaps, Ahri is really inconvenient, she has a boyfriend, doesn't she? If her boyfriend went to her, it would be really inconvenient.
Fortunately, Xiaoli's family is from Qingcheng, although it is in the suburbs, but it is also very convenient to take the bus.
I thought about where to go, but I was in a hurry to speak. She didn't forget that everyone was not very happy before the holiday, hinder, look, her stinky temper is so annoying, and everyone she knows is really offended.
Xin Yi squatted on the side of the road, hesitating and not moving.
But Ahri's call came back, Xin Yi stared at the word "Ahri" jumping on the phone, her heart instantly warmed, and she answered the phone with a smile:
"Ahri?"
[Author's digression]: Returning to Qingcheng means falling into the clutches of the lord ~~~
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