612. [610] Say (Ask for a Monthly Pass)
"Find your life, orβdie." Jun Jinchen replied, the word "death" was said in his mouth at this moment, but it sounded so lightly, as if it was a result that he had thought about countless times, and he said it indifferently.
Lu Xiaoxu's heart shrank suddenly, feeling as if he was tightly bound by a rope, and even his breathing was a little suffocated.
"Life is an existence that can relieve the pain of the Jun family and slowly disappear."
His voice continued to ring in her ears, but the expression on his face became more and more bitter, "When the body is in pain, as long as it is through physical contact with Mingyi, the pain can be reduced and disappeared, and combined with Mingyi, we will live together for ten or twenty years...... As long as you don't leave, this pain will no longer even be felt. β
So...... He will always hold her hand when the moon is full, refusing to let go, so sometimes when he has a bad face, he will suddenly hug her...... Because his body was in pain at that time, and only in this way can that pain be relieved?
Lu Xiaoxu looked at the man in front of her in a daze, she had always thought that it was a psychological problem, a dependence on the person she loved, but now, he told her that it was because of the bloodline curse.
"Is it recognizable at a glance?" She moved her lips and heard her own voice ask.
"Yes." He said, "When I saw you for the first time, I could clearly know that you were my life. β
"Any hints?"
"It's a feeling, everyone in the Jun family who inherits the blood curse will understand that the other party is the person they have been looking for when they see their fate."
Lu Xiaoxu was silent, lowered his eyes, lowered his head, and kept biting his lower lip flap with his teeth. Whenever she thinks about a problem, she always likes to bite her lower lip, and he naturally knows her little habit very well.
And at this moment, he didn't have the courage to ask her what she was thinking. I'm afraid that what she thinks and thinks about is something he doesn't want to touch.
After a while, Lu Xiaosu raised his head again and looked at Jun Jinchen, "Then when you first said that you wanted me to like you and be my boyfriend, it wasn't because I liked me, but because I was in your life-threatening relationship, which can relieve pain?" She asked, her eyes clear.
His lips pursed into a straight line, and he knew that if he was smart enough, he should deny it, but her eyes were so clear that he couldn't hide it.
ββ¦β¦ Be. The word was almost squeezed out of his teeth.
"So the pain in your body has been there since birth?" Her voice rang out again.
"It was when I was six years old that I started to have my first pain." It was also from that time that the happiness and carefree of the past gradually left him, and he finally understood what it meant behind the eyes of the family members who often looked at him and Jinxiu with a worried and sad gaze.
The blood curse of the Jun family was inherited from him, and Jinxiu, who was only one year old at the time, escaped a catastrophe and was a completely normal person.
He endured this pain, and every time the pain flared, he could see the heartache, pity, anxiety, and worry in the eyes of the adults...... As he grew older, his pain became worse and worse, and he became more and more reluctant to let others see the embarrassment he looked like when the pain was attacking.
Although he never said it, in his heart he was envious of the normality of this cultivation. Jin Xiu has no autism that is cautious, and he has not inherited the blood curse of the Jun family.
However, after he met her, after getting along with her, after falling in love with her, he suddenly had a sense of happiness, glad that he was the one who inherited this blood curse.
If it weren't for the Blood Curse, he might not have noticed her, let alone pulled her into his own realm, and would not have discovered her beauty and harmony.
Lu Xiaoxu listened to Jun Jinchen's answer, 6 years old, such a young age. She had seen a picture of him when he was 6 years old. At that time, he looked immature and cute, and she was so cute because of this, and bluntly said that she wanted to meet him at that time. It's a pity that at that time, she should still be in her mother's womb when she counts the days.
"Since then, every time you have a full moon, your body hurts?" She asked.
"Hmm." He responded.
"And how did you spend your time when you didn't meet me? Take medicine? She'd seen the bottle of medicine he was carrying.
"Normally, when it hurts, I will take some, but if it is the day of the full moon, this medicine will not have a big effect at all." He said that although the scientific researchers of the Jun family are constantly researching new drugs, they can only be relieved slightly, but they cannot be cured.
The only thing that can really cure this pain is life!
So, before he met her, every time there was a full moon, would he be like the scene he saw in the villa by the sea? Lu Xiaoxu thought that on the night of the full moon, when she left him, he was embarrassed, struggling, and his handsome face would be distorted by pain, and he was like that, she had sworn in her heart, hoping that she would never see it again.
Because when she looks at him like this, her heart hurts terribly.
Taking a deep breath, Lu Xiaoxu tilted his head and stared at the man in front of him fixedly, at this moment, his face was still pale, his lips were pale and gray, his eyelashes were half-covering his eyes, and there was no expression on his handsome face. Icy Cold...... But it made her feel as if he was a person waiting for trial.
And the one who judges him...... It's her!
At this moment, she understood what Lu was doing That night, when she asked him what his life really meant, he would say those words, and he would ask her to promise that even after knowing the meaning of Lu, he would continue to love him and would not leave him!
Destiny - what kind of existence is the person of the Jun family, the codex left by the ancestors of the Jun family has made her very clear.
Therefore, she has only one question, "When you say that you love me, it is because I am destined and you have to love?" Or do you love me because you really like me as a person? β
His eyelashes fluttered, and his thin lips slowly opened, "Will you believe what I say?" The voice was terrifyingly hoarse.
"Why don't you believe it?" She asked rhetorically, "At least, now that you're still my boyfriend, I'll take what you say." From knowing each other to now, although it has only been more than a year, compared to the long life, more than a year seems too little, but it is enough for her to understand him.