Chapter 857: The So-Called Faith

Chapter 857

Li Hai drove the car and sent Zhao Shiqian and Ji Weiwei to the airport. They left in a hurry, and the large luggage was still unloaded on the ship, and they only brought some belongings.

The car was quiet, no one spoke. Ji Weiwei shrank in the back seat, looking at the two people in front of her, looking at Li Hai for a while, and Zhao Shiqian for a while. Zhao Shiqian suddenly said that she wanted to return to China, which was not surprising to her, after all, such a big thing happened, even if she didn't mention the video leak that happened later, it was a previous terrorist attack, which was enough to make Zhao Shiqian's family worry and recall her.

Zhao Shiqian dragged her away, which is not surprising, the two of them came out together, originally Zhao Shiqian wanted to confess to Li Hai and courted Li Hai, but now she has not succeeded, so she has made a fuss, but Ji Weiwei herself took the lead and gave her first time to Li Hai! If Zhao Shiqian goes back alone, can she be willing?

What made Ji Weiwei feel strange was the atmosphere between these two people, which was very strange and incomprehensible. They don't talk to each other, they don't have any expression on their faces, and they don't even look at each other, but they don't look like they have a black face like they are arguing, and they don't look like they have progressed in their feelings, and they don't seem to be ambiguous about wanting to talk about it. After thinking about it, Ji Weiwei finally came up with a more reliable way to describe it: the most familiar stranger! Oh, this seems to be a lyric, which is used to describe the nostalgia and melancholy after the two people broke up, but between Zhao Shiqian and Li Hai, it hasn't started at all, how can there be such a feeling?

Here's the blame! If you really want Li Hai to say it yourself, Li Hai probably can't say it clearly, and he will also feel that the phrase "the most familiar stranger" is indeed quite appropriate to describe the feeling that he and Zhao Shiqian are getting along with now. On the balcony on the second floor of the villa, no one knew anything about it except for them, and everyone stayed on the first floor at that time, intending to leave enough space for them to communicate. It is precisely because of this that Li Hai and Zhao Shiqian can face each other honestly.

"I'm still impulsive!" Lehi wanted to sigh a little, but he didn't regret it either. Even if he turns back time and lets him choose again, he will still do that, Zhao Shiqian at that time was really too helpless, too hesitant and too fragile, as a man, and he was the source of so many of her troubles, how could he sit idly by, is that still a man? It's just that the consequences of this, in addition to holding Zhao Shiqian tightly at that time, one of the consequences is that Zhao Shiqian is even deeper.

However, Li Hai didn't think that if he deliberately distanced himself from Zhao Shiqian, he would be able to make Zhao Shiqian gradually forget about himself. As Zhao Shirong said before, the real determining factor of feelings is always in everyone's own heart. How she treats Zhao Shiqian does not have much impact on her inner thoughts and emotions, unless what she does makes her completely disappointed, and then another man occupies this space in her heart, this relationship can be said to be in the past. So, if you hug it, you hug it, so what?

Lehi is this kind of xing, he has always believed that people's hearts can not be suppressed, can be corrected, can be corrected, but those impulses and thoughts from the heart, like weeds, once they occur, they will grow tenaciously, no matter how they are suppressed and removed, they cannot be cut and rooted, and when they have the opportunity, they will spread wildly. Therefore, for your own heart, the best way is to face it head-on, determine what you really want, and then do it, take it, get it, and after that, the inner obsession will be eliminated, and you can be the self without obsession. In the language of the more popular Xiuzhen novels, it is to let the inner thoughts be cleared.

Over the past year or so, it is undeniable that he has indeed grown a lot, at least he has never been so crisp in his previous behavior. It is precisely because of this that although he had several lovers when Zhao Shirong was far away, Li Hai did not feel very guilty, because each of them was not the result of his joy and strange thoughts, but for different reasons. Every lover, if Li Hai was pretending to be a saint to refuse, the only reason he could convince himself was the existence of Zhao Shirong. However, with the entanglement between him and Zhao Shirong, it has not yet reached that point, which can make Li Hai confidently defend himself for Zhao Shirong.

In this way, if Li Hai really rejected these girls for Zhao Shirong's sake, his expectations for Zhao Shirong would be bigger and bigger. Perhaps, it will become a burden between the two of them, because from Zhao Shirong's point of view, she will not give anything in return for Li Hai's sacrifices. This is not to face the final result of your own heart, you think that the pay, not in return, will only add an undue burden to the future of two people, the result, and now there are a few more secret lovers, how much is the difference?

For Zhao Shiqian, Li Hai is the same, adhering to the most original idea in his heart, doing what he should do, and stopping what he should do. He couldn't accept Zhao Shiqian before, because he didn't have that deep affection for Zhao Shiqian, and he couldn't agree with Zhao Shiqian's motive for deciding to confess to himself, it was actually to protect and help himself! As an oracle, a man, how can he build his future on the emotional contribution of a girl? And today, the reason why he hugged Zhao Shiqian and let her cry in his arms was because he had this strongest idea at that time, if he didn't do it and forcibly suppressed it, he would only regret it in the days to come, and then try to make up for Zhao Shiqian. But, apart from making Zhao Shiqian disgusted with her mother-in-law, what effect can it have? Can such a thing be compensated for afterwards?!

Glancing at Zhao Shiqian from the rearview mirror, she was wearing sunglasses at this time, which not only covered the sun, but also covered her eyes. Presumably, I don't know how to face myself, right? At the time of life and death, the desperate confession, to be honest, is very touching, but it was deliberately spread by others, and it made such a big fuss, which also gave her huge pressure, and what made her even more unrelieved was the oppression from morality and family affection. It was only in Li Hai's arms that at that moment, Li Hai felt how strong the torment Zhao Shiqian was in her heart was so strong that she almost broke down crying! Through the sunglasses, Lehi's eyesight could see her already red and swollen eye circles.

Li Hai suddenly thought that Zhao Shiqian should not be allowed to go back like this, making her feel like she had escaped, like a deserter! How can she muster up the courage to meet the wind and rain in the future?

Although he felt a little sorry for Ji Weiwei, Li Hai still stopped the car on the side of the road, turned his head and said to Ji Weiwei apologetically: "I'm sorry, Weiwei, I have two sentences, I want to explain to Qianqian." Zhao Shiqian was stunned for a moment, and glanced at Li Hai quickly, as if she wanted to excuse herself, but Ji Weiwei was very bright and nodded very magnificently, and immediately jumped out of the car, walked forward along the side of the road for a while, and even deliberately made a relaxed look, that should be to make Zhao Shiqian feel at ease, right? Seeing her jumping up and down, without looking back to the ground, and walking away happily, Lehi also had a kind of warmth in his heart, no matter what, his luck was really very good, the girls around him were better than the other, and their hearts were so pure and clean, how could they not be pitied!

"To be honest, I haven't been able to quite understand what you've done for Vivi and me." Li Hai turned his head, looked at Zhao Shiqian, and said, "However, now I am sure that the friendship between Weiwei and you is indeed worth it." Qianqian, you know how to choose friends very well, and you know how to treat friends, but I didn't understand it before, and it was a bit hypocritical. ”

Zhao Shiqian didn't expect that Li Hai would open in this way, she was a little unsure of how to deal with it, her fingers were twisted together, and after a while, she said, "You, you just want to explain this to me?" I don't need to say this, I will naturally defend Weiwei. However, you don't want to live up to someone's heart, Weiwei has given you the most precious body and mind. ”

Lehi shook his head: "I have done it, as for whether to live up to it or not, the result is not something I can decide, I can only say that I will do my best." Qianqian, I'm here to tell you that no matter what kind of pressure you encounter after you go back, you have to trust two people. First of all, it is me, my heart, will be with you and will do my best to support you, can you remember this? ”

Zhao Shiqian pursed her lips, because her lips were a little trembling, and if she didn't bite it, she might want to cry again. She endured it for a while before she held back and said in a low voice: "Zhilu Dao, of course I believe you." Lehi, I was not convinced until just now that you have mine in your heart. I, I'm happy, really. After she finished speaking, her face turned red, but fortunately, it was not the first time she had confessed to Lehi, she had said everything on the ship, so now, she could also say it. After a pause, he said, "You said two people, who is the other one?" Is it my mom? ”

To Zhao Shiqian's surprise, Li Hai shook his head and said: "No, I believe in your mother and will definitely protect you, but her heart may not always be with you, after all, she is your mother, she will take more responsibility for your life and happiness, but she may not support you unconditionally." The other person I made you believe in was your sister. ”

Zhao Shiqian was really surprised at this time, and couldn't help but take off her sunglasses and look at Li Hai: "You, you said sister?" Will she support me? Impossible, how is this possible! Sister, sister, she must hate me to death, she must be sad to death! Hey, by the way, when you went to the United States, did you talk to your sister about something? She sat up straight and asked in surprise, "You guys, you don't have a choice, do you?" Could it be that you, you, you have already decided-" Rao is no matter how thick-skinned she is, she can't ask the next words, and she is more inclined to it, this is just her extravagant hope: expect Li Hai to fly to the United States to visit Zhao Shirong, and at the same time propose to break up with her completely and choose herself instead? If Lehi could do this kind of thing, then he wouldn't like him so much, it's too cruel to his sister Zhao Shirong like this!

Li Hai also probably knew what she was not trying to do, so he heaved and said, "It's not what you think." In fact, we didn't make any decisions, so we'll leave it to two months later. However, you must believe that your sister will fully understand your position and thoughts, and no matter what she does, she will always treat you as her sister, her dearest relative. This point, Qianqian, you must keep it in mind! ”

Until the plane left the runway, Zhao Shiqian turned her head to look in the direction of the departure hall, and in her heart, she kept recalling what Li Hai said in the end. At this time, she decided more that Li Hai didn't want any dislike between her and Sister Zhao Shirong because of him, causing a lifetime of regret. It was only after the countless turmoil calmed down, when she looked back at this period of life, that she was extremely remorseful, why did she not firmly believe in what Li Hai said? Chapter 857 Ends

[Author's digression]: The first chapter is sent!