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After a "son", there were no more words.

Recalling that in the past, when the two were alone, they had very few words, and at that time they were shy and didn't know how to speak, but now they don't know what to say.

Yan Mu'an saw the corners of Zhen Xuan's lips raised slightly, obviously smiling, but there was no smile, but a heart-wrenching sadness.

Zhen Xuan is still in a peach blossom, this appearance is familiar to Yan Mu'an, he still remembers the first time he met, he looked at her appearance fascinated, and later in the backyard of the Ji family, she was covered in peach blossoms, with a faint smile, as if people returned to the spring flower rain.

It was at that moment, he thought, that he fell in love with this sister.

At that time, the heartbeat and ignorance at that time suddenly realized when Yu Jun asked him to return the purse, it turned out that he had paid his sincerity, and the eyes that were as clear as a lake had been imprinted into his heart.

Moving his lips, Yan Mu'an said softly: "I once promised you that I wouldn't embarrass you, but in the end, I lost my word." ”

Seeing Yan Mu'an walk to the handrail of the verandah and looked down at her, Zhen Xuan also raised her head and met his eyes: "As a result, I made you embarrassed." ”

Such an answer was not expected by Yan Mu'an, his eyes darkened, and his voice was full of helplessness: "From childhood to adulthood, I thought that as long as it was what I wanted." It's always available. Even if I am a couple, I am still the son of the world. It's just that now I finally realize that I am just a son. I can't do whatever I want, and I have to carry everything that a son needs to carry. Even if I don't care about my marriage in the capital, I still have parents and elders above me. I can't call the shots. It is useless to feel frustrated, and I am powerless to resist my parents' orders. ”

Zhen Xuan lowered her eyes, from knowing Yan Mu'an for more than three years now, in her memory, he had never had such a look, with frustration. With loneliness.

"Will you blame me?" Yan Mu'an's voice floated far away, so ethereal that it seemed that he was not around.

Zhen Xuan took a deep breath and shook her head slowly: "I won't blame you, and I won't hate the third sister, it's me who lost." Lost completely. ”

Zhen Ying gave up everything and gambled everything she had, even if it broke Mrs. Ma's heart, Zhen Ying fought hard.

And Zhen Xuan, she didn't have that kind of determination from beginning to end.

At this time last year, when the Dou brothers passed by, Yan Mu'an stood in front of her, and she also squatted down to hide.

I was cautious at the time, but now I regret it. Is it better not to block it at that time, and is it better to connect with Yan Mu'an earlier? Not a cousin of the in-laws' family, but someone who admires each other.

Even now, she doesn't have the courage to ruin her reputation and want to be with Yan Mu'an, so why blame Yan Mu'an for her powerlessness to resist?

The order of his parents was so overwhelming that he couldn't straighten his waist after all.

Except for admitting defeat. What else but to compromise?

Zhen Xuan said very calmly, as if he was telling someone else's story, but Yan Mu'an knew that it was not, he found sadness in the corner of Zhen Xuan's eyebrows.

For a moment, Yan Mu'an raised his hand and wanted to touch it, rubbing it with his fingertips, just as he had thought before, drawing a peach blossom on the corner of his eyebrows.

Sighing lightly, Yan Mu'an shook his head with a smile, but there was only bitterness in that smile: "I still remember that year, you were wearing a peach blossom skirt, I wanted to paint peach makeup for you, but I never had a chance again." ”

Just such a sentence makes the sadness that I have worked hard to suppress overflow in my heart, like a river bursting its embankment, like a butterfly breaking through a cocoon. Zhen Xuan tilted her head, trying to hide the tears in her eyes.

She remembered what he said about peach makeup, which was finely ground with peach blossoms blooming in spring to make peach-colored rouge, dotted on the tips of her eyebrows, and painted the petals, as if the peach blossom petals had inadvertently fallen there, peach blossoms on human faces. Just by looking at it, I feel that I have returned to spring, and even my footsteps are stained with incense.

Such delicate makeup, along with the almost finished marriage, drifted together in this spring breeze.

Yan Mu'an's hand just stopped in the air after all, watching the peach blossoms fall into his palm, he muttered: "I thought I could hold this piece of peach blossoms, but it rained overnight." I am not a person to be trusted, and I have no other way but to accept my parents' arrangements. ”

Zhen Xuan turned her back to Yan Mu'an, in front of her, there were patches of peach blossom forests, she tried her best to keep her voice from crying, and said, "Third brother-in-law, I will remember your words and will find someone who can make decisions for me." Don't worry, I'll take care of it. ”

Yan Mu'an's body shook when he heard the phrase "third brother-in-law", he wanted to reach out and shake Zhen Xuan's hand and make her turn around, he wanted to say that he knew what Zhen Ying did, and he treated her with nothing but her parents' orders, but in the end, he still lowered his arms and watched Zhen Xuan disappear into the depths of the peach blossom forest.

When he was far away, his tears could no longer be suppressed, Zhen Xuan squatted down to hide his face and cried bitterly, biting his lip tightly, not daring to make a sound.

Those old things, those memories, once opened, can no longer be closed.

She remembered that year, at the post station outside the city, she secretly lifted the curtain and saw the young man with a kind smile and a voice like water.

She remembered that the next day, Xiaodao met, and he was rude, and his smile added a little apologies.

She remembered that in the backyard of the Ji family that year, he stopped her and raised his hand to beat Mu Wuniang before her.

She remembered that Yu Hui got married that year, he was dressed in magenta, his long hair was tied up, and he looked at her and smiled. The sunlight gilded the corners of her clothes with a layer of gold, and even her facial features softened, and his smile was like a warm breeze on a spring afternoon, making her forget to look away and just look at it quietly.

She remembered that year's Fu Jiabiezhuang, the sound of blowing leaves overflowing between his lips was so light that she relieved the boredom in her heart, and the figure walking in front of her with a lantern kept half her body sideways until the dew wet the corners of her clothes.

She remembered that in front of the Late Feng Pavilion that year, he was holding the purse that she had embroidered with her own hands. chuckled and said that he would not return it if he had already put it on.

She still remembers that last year here, he folded a peach blossom branch and talked to her about peach makeup.

Zhen Xuan remembered everything. Just remember? Those past events are still in her memory, and that person will have nothing to do with her anymore.

But. Those old days and the past are still imprinted in the bottom of my heart, no one can take them away, and no one can change them.

Maybe one day, when she thinks of these past events again, she still remembers those gentle smiles, but she will never be sad again.

It's a pity that the day is far away. After all, it will be a long time.

Mrs. Guan came to the door, and invited the eighth sister-in-law of the princess's mother's family, Xu learned some inside information from the princess, and Grandma Dou Ba's face did not have much joy, but just said a few polite words to Mrs. Ma according to the rules. I took Zhen Ying's eight characters back.

Mrs. Ma sent Grandma Dou Ba away, pulled Cao Shi to sigh, and said, "We want to marry the palace, but is this a marriage?" This is a grudge! ”

Adopting, asking for names, Najib, Nazheng, Mrs. Ma looked at the dowry gift from the Yongliang Palace, and sighed heavily in her heart.

Indeed, as I said before, with the custom of the princess, there is no shortage of what should be there, but there is only no shortage. It is absolutely impossible to add more.

The wedding date was then set, in October of this year.

At the end of May, You Shi arrived in Yongzhou from the capital, and when he heard that he was the prince of Yongliang, he didn't know whether to laugh or be annoyed. This stepdaughter of hers, in the case of her completely ignorant of the way, climbed a family business.

You Shi hadn't seen Mrs. Ma for many years, and said: "The old lady is really capable, I didn't find her a good family in the capital, I don't want the old lady to be so powerful......"

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by Mrs. Ma's one-eyed knife: "What ability does my wife have, that is the third girl has the ability!" ”

You Shi was full of excitement, only to feel that he had the ability to say it and gritted his teeth, and when he withdrew and inquired carefully, he realized that Lu Dao was mysterious, and couldn't help snorting coldly: "It's really not a thing, dare to play such a trick!" ”

In such a depressing atmosphere, what can make the Pei family happy is this year's Spring Festival, Zhen Che and Zhen Xu both have the title of the gold list.

Zhen Xuan was stunned for a long time when he heard the news before muttering, "What he said, he really did it." ”

Another happy event was Zhenqi's marriage, and the third wife of the Fu family personally went out to marry Zhenqi for Fu Siye.

Zhenqi stood in Mrs. Ma's room, stared at the third wife of the Fu family for a long time, and muttered, "He wants to marry me?" ”

Mrs. Fu San laughed and said, "I used to be messing with Yao'er, why did I make a fool of myself now, hurry up and sit down, I came to tell you for the fourth child." ”

Mrs. Ma rarely smiled, turned her head to Cao's and said, "The fifth girl is your daughter, what do you say?" ”

Cao Shi looked at Zhenqi lovingly, and said: "The fifth girl has a big temper, and I haven't trained it well, so I should be thankful if someone wants her." It's all up to the old lady to decide. ”

Mrs. Ma also thinks so, Zhenqi has a lively personality, and she is reluctant to go to other big families, but she is reluctant, but she is a martial artist like the Fu family, who is not informal, and can make Zhenqi adapt.

Mrs. Fu San left Fu Siye's birthday and happily went back with Zhenqi's eight characters.

This family affair was quickly settled, and after Zhenqi and Lu, he got married.

Zhen Lin pulled Zhen Qi and smiled, and said, "It's obviously your happy event, why don't you have any joy at all, don't be stupid, right?" ”

Zhenqi pouted, propped her chin and said, "I just didn't expect it, Fourth Sister, your wedding date is undecided, why is it my turn?" ”

Zhen Lin was stunned when she heard this, her face burned all of a sudden, she turned her head and ignored Zhen Qi, but Zhen Xuan, who was sitting on the side, grabbed it.

Zhen Xuan quipped: "Fourth sister, what are you blushing for?" Tell us, what did Brother Zong Yu say in the letter? ”

During this time, Zhen Xuan's mood was much better, Zhen Lin was happy to see her, and she didn't deliberately sell Guanzi, and said: "You have to wait for another two years, and then decide after Uncle Cheng's three-year period expires." However, I said in my father's letter that Uncle Cheng would have a good chance to stay in the capital when the time came. ”

"Wouldn't that be nice?"

Zhen Lin nodded and smiled: "Yes, it's very good." ”

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