Chapter 19: Heart-to-Heart Talk

Because those are all things about people's hearts, more or less, whether they have changed or not, people are watching. Whether it is the so-called disagreement or not, I am afraid that you can see it by looking at the daily changes.

Sometimes, these things about people's hearts are more terrifying than nothing. Ling Yuan hoped that there were a little rules and regulations, and he didn't want to have such an invisible shackle, which was an even more terrifying thing.

"Ling Yuan, do you say I'm a little too talkative, I shouldn't have been in charge of your affairs in the first place. ”

Although Wenwen didn't say anything, Ling Yuan could obviously feel that Wenwen had already sensed the shackles of that thought. Maybe it needs to be understood, it's just a matter of a moment, Ling Yuan doesn't think about whether they can wake up, but is a little worried about Wenwen's future.

After all, the rest is his own business, and Ling Yuan doesn't want to involve everyone else for his own sake. Wenwen's question, she didn't know how to reply, whether it was yes or no, and she thought a little more about her friend Roger, but there was nothing wrong with it.

But in their eyes, maybe this is the reason why Jiang Xin was rejected, and they didn't allow it.

Thinking about it now, watching the singing and dancing here yesterday, Ling Yuan still feels that it is really a good place, everyone is so enthusiastic, you can not think about the things you don't want to think about, you don't have to pay attention to the things you worry about, and there are many things that have nothing to do with yourself.

To be honest, Ling Yuan really liked this feeling at that time, and I liked it so much that I didn't know how to describe it. But now, Ling Yuan really didn't feel like this at all. This is a huge prison with how many people are controlled by this communist mentality.

The most important thing is that they have been in it all their lives, and they are still singing and dancing every day, thanking those so-called rulers.

Sometimes, not knowing anything is a kind of happiness, and it is not until they know what they know that this happiness is completely deteriorating. From happiness to unhappiness, it is often a very short distance, which can change many things, Ling Yuan really thinks that this feeling is very terrifying.

"Don't think about it, Roger will know, some things are for his good, no matter what, your life still has to go on, maybe it's from my standpoint, it's not suitable to say anything about you, but Wenwen, you're not wrong, no matter what. After all, we are outsiders, and it is useless for Roger to be so concerned. ”

Ling Yuan didn't know how to comfort Wenwen at all, maybe from Ling Yuan's position, she didn't understand these things at all, and she didn't know what these things had for herself. Ling Kite's heart was already very tired, very tired.

"Also, maybe I'm thinking too much, I'm really a bit like you, why don't we dance, change our thinking, wouldn't it be better. ”

Ling Yuan nodded, still inevitably absent-minded, following Wenwen's footsteps, but she couldn't laugh at all. Because Ling Yuan really didn't know how to laugh at her, she was a little bored in the face of some things.

But on the contrary, Wenwen seems to have gotten rid of the burden of thought, maybe Wenwen is the kind of person, she should have realized it at first, but now, she is still a little hesitant. Ling Yuan still doesn't want Wenwen to accept her thoughts, because Ling Yuan is not selfish at all, she knows that at this time, Wenwen accepts herself, which is equivalent to becoming a divergent, and she may be able to get out of it, but she has returned to reality, and Wenwen will never have a chance.

So Wenwen said her thoughts, and Ling Yuan felt a little heartache. This feeling is real Anyway, Wenwen has helped herself so much, Wenwen is very well-behaved, of course she hopes to be able to bring Wenwen back and bring her back to reality, even if it's only for one day. But Ling Yuan suddenly found that she couldn't do any of these things, she was not a coward, but in the face of the game, she was also so incompetent.

After dancing and going back, Ling Yuan sat on Wenwen's bed.

To be honest, they are all the same size houses, but Wenwen's house is exceptionally clean and refreshing, and many small things are placed there, although they are made by themselves, but it can be seen that Wenwen is a person who loves life very much.

"Ling Kite, don't look at it, those are all gadgets, I made these from the necessities of life and put them here, I will feel very cute. It's just that I don't dare, and I want other things that I don't want, otherwise I think there will be more. ”

Seeing Ling Yuan playing with her little things, Wenwen was a little embarrassed at first, but she was also happy later. Because she has never been so close to anyone, it's because Ling Kite is an outsider. The people here have a good relationship on the surface, but in fact, they all do things according to their own rules, and no one is more familiar with whom, except when she was a child, when she was innocent, Wenwen really didn't let anyone into her room.

"It's beautiful, it's really beautiful, these things are in this place, the whole room is relatively fresh. ”

"Ling Kite, is there a lot of beautiful things in your place, I have always imagined in my heart, imagining the appearance of these things, I don't know why, a painting has been formed in my heart, it is very beautiful, it is the kind of painting that makes me want to struggle for all this. But I know it's impossible. ”

Originally, Wenwen said very happily, like telling a good friend of her about a dream that she had wanted for many years, but suddenly found that dreams are always dreams, because there is a gap between dreams and reality, especially her own dreams, which are simply impossible.

She didn't even have the courage to say a few words in public, let alone anything else.

However, Ling Yuan just smiled, and didn't say anything, even if he did, maybe Ling Yuan would feel that uneasy feeling escalate again. Maybe Ling Yuan didn't want to continue this feeling in the first place, but now Ling Yuan didn't have any way to do it.

"Ling Kite, do you think I'm a timid person, in fact, I envy those who disagree, at least they can say what they think, today is just what happened to Roger, until now, I will still have palpitations. ”

This kind of day can't last long at all, Ling Yuan knows that once the floodgates of thought are opened, there will be more and more so-called disagreements. It's like the Qing Dynasty, when the bicycle just entered China, this thing saves effort and is very convenient, but no one knows how to use this thing, and it always feels that this thing is a bit impractical and a monster.

I always watch foreigners walk through the streets, but I still insist on my own ideas.

One day, one Chinese tried the bicycle, and after learning how convenient it was, others still found it strange. But people's hearts will always change, from rejection to acceptance, it takes a certain amount of time, and at that time, when everyone really accepts this thing.

People who used to say that it was a strange force and a god began to accept it.

As long as it is correct, sometimes, accept the question of knowledge time. It's like the rule of a ruler, even if it completely restricts the mind, at a certain point, there will always be a time when it will disintegrate, and the thought of man and earth will return to progress, and once progress is formed, there is such an impression in the mind, and then whether you admit it or not, this impression exists, no matter how hard you try in the future, it will linger, it's that simple.

This is also all Ling Yuan's thoughts, this idea, it always takes time for others to accept it, Ling Yuan didn't dare to say how long, in short, it wouldn't be far away, but this is also a very dangerous thing, Ling Yuan understands the value, and it is inevitable that he will be uncomfortable.

"Okay, Wenwen, what do you want to do so much. Whether the reality is beautiful or not depends on your own imagination, maybe I shouldn't appear in your life, because I don't have the ability to change your life at all, make it like now, my heart is very uncomfortable. ”

"Ling Kite, don't say that, in fact, it's my honor to meet you. If it weren't for you, maybe I would still have lived like this, but there are some things that I don't know about the day I die. My thoughts, though impossible to say. It's not just that you don't have the courage and I don't have the courage to face the punishment of the disagreeers, but you know what? Once you think about such a beautiful picture in your heart, it's like a beautiful dream, and it's very beautiful, I don't know if you can appreciate it. ”

Ling Yuan nodded, she knew that she could understand it.

It's like what happened to Ling Chuchu before, before Ling Chuchu, she always felt that this was a dream-like thing, unreal, and very uncomfortable.

But when Ling Chuchu stood in front of him, it was another opinion. Coming back from the dead, this is something that no one dares to think about, although Wenwen is just a passerby, it is still very important for Ling Yuan.

You know, many things, although Wenwen is just talking, but the hints given to Ling Yuan are not so little, perhaps, all of this is fake, it is all the illusion of the game, and the arrangement. Wenwen has never existed, it's just a plot, simple and easy to understand.

But for Ling Yuan, she cherishes it very much, and she likes this existence very much, she even thanked Wenwen, so that she can see a lot of clues about this world, and it is also because of Wenwen's change that she has a new direction, at the same time, Ling Yuan actually doesn't want to say this, Wenwen's appearance is not only hope, but also trouble.