Chapter 130: I'm Not Pretending

Yang Yi inserted the axe into the gap of the firewood, stomped it down gently, and split the whole wood little by little. In order not to make a sound, he even put a thick layer of leaves on the wooden pier that he borrowed his strength. In this way, the speed of chopping wood is naturally much slower, and there is no such hearty and refreshing rhythm as usual, but he still insists on carrying out the work at hand in this way.

Not only him, but most of the others in the hospital were like this.

Sister-in-law Huang carried water from the cistern and prepared to wash the floor of the ward.

Yang Huan no longer rubbed cotton swabs while humming, she kept working in her hands, but her eyes were in the direction of the main house, ready to obey the call inside.

When Yang Zixi came out of his nap, what he saw was the strange expression of everyone's eyes.

Yang Huan quickly stepped forward, showed bags of cotton swabs in front of her like a treasure, and said, "I worked for an afternoon, little master, take a look, can you be neat?" ”

"Neat, well done!" Yang Zixi glanced at the cotton swabs pinched into droplets, and said with satisfaction.

"Should I take it for disinfection next?" Yang Huan licked his lips and said, "I'm not very good at using that caller...... The machine, can the little master open it for me? ”

"Didn't I teach you several times?" Yang Zixi frowned and said in surprise, "Last time, I remembered that you drove it yourself, didn't you already know how to use it?" Just set a time, press the button, why not? ”

"Didn't you forget?" Yang Huan stuck out his tongue and said.

"I can't help it." Yang Zixi shook his head and followed her.

I entered a windowless hut in the courtyard alone. Yang Zixi taught Yang Huan step by step the steps of putting the cotton swab into the disinfection machine and pouring the disinfectant. Set the steam time and so on, Yang Huan seemed to listen carefully. He nodded vigorously.

After arranging Yang Huan's affairs, Yang Zixi just walked out of the house, and ran into Sister-in-law Chen again, only to see Sister-in-law Chen flipping through the account book, habitually snorting at the ballpoint pen, and said while writing: "Little master, our total income last month was much more than expected. The wind and cold infection in Nanhuai Academy was controlled, and a total of 382 students fell ill, and more than 40 of them had more than two recurrent attacks. They paid an average of 50 per person in our clinic. Therefore the total income was twenty taels and three pieces of silver.

We didn't go into the city to buy, but went to a few neighboring villages to buy grain, and only spent fifteen taels of silver to buy all the rations for the next month, and the rest according to your requirements, exchanged for some seeds of melons, fruits and vegetables and a dozen chickens and ducks to come back. ”

"That's good, I thought I had to save money until next month!" Yang Zixi was in a good mood when he heard this, "Since you have already bought it, you will take the time to plant the vacant land in the west, and when we bought the house, Sun Lichang promised us land." Now the medical hall has not yet been expanded, and it is empty and empty. Chickens and ducks are also raised around a fence, and we will have eggs and duck eggs to eat every day. ”

The budget-conscious sister-in-law Chen has long mentioned the idea of raising chickens and ducks and growing vegetables by herself. In addition to Sister-in-law Yu, who is responsible for cooking, Sister-in-law Huang and Sister-in-law Li, who are responsible for cleaning up the house and taking care of patients, Yang Yi and Yang Er take care of the home and nursing home. The rest of the people don't have a regular job and often don't have much to do. Nowadays, most of the people who come to see the disease are minor problems such as colds and fevers. It's rare to have an operation, even if it's an operation. There are not many people who can help, so Sister-in-law Chen discussed with Yang Er and others, who were idle, and prepared to plant some vegetables around the hospital to subsidize the family, otherwise it would be a little tight to feed a dozen people just by relying on the money earned by the hospital to treat people.

"The matter of growing vegetables and raising poultry still depends on the little master, you to make plans." Sister-in-law Chen smiled and said, "We have all cleaned up, and the ground has been turned over, do you want to take a look, little master?" ”

Yang Zixi was stunned for a moment, and said bluntly: "I don't know much about the work of the farmer, don't go and help, you can do it." ”

"What about that! If you like to eat more, if you don't like to plant less or not at all, we are waiting for your instructions, and you have the final say. You just have a trip. ”

Under the entanglement of Sister-in-law Chen, Yang Zixi had to go to the house. In fact, it is said that it is empty land, only three or four acres, because it is a sloping land, and it is not close to the river, it is very dry, so the people of Xiangfang Village have never included it in the fertile land that can be planted, and it is definitely impossible to grow food. Now it is assigned to Yang Zixi, Yang Zixi doesn't care about what slope is not sloping, she brought spring water down from the mountain, and the problem of water source was solved, so she taught Chen sister-in-law how to plant vegetables and fruit trees on the slope, ready to open up the wasteland here.

At the level of a half-hanger, after instructing Chen's sister-in-law Yang Er and others to plant trees and seedlings, it was already almost evening, and Yang Zixi was just about to use the last time of the holiday to go to the river for a walk, but the shouts of sister-in-law Yu came from afar.

Sister-in-law Yu was holding a live chicken with unfinished hair in one hand and a kitchen knife in the other, and hurriedly ran over and said to her: "Little master, did you say that you are eating roast chicken today?" Or chicken soup? Also What is good to fry vegetables? Radish or greens? Also, do you want to mix sweet potatoes in this rice......"

"Stop," Yang Zixi said busily, "Why did you even ask me what to cook?" Isn't it all what you do and what we eat on weekdays? Guys aren't picky eaters, you just have to do it! ”

"Yes...... Can...... But it's different now! Sister-in-law Yu said vaguely, "Today...... Didn't you like wine and didn't eat it today? I figured I had to have a good meal in the evening. ”

"It's a good meal, just look at it." Yang Zixi became more and more puzzled.

"No! Gotta prepare your favorite food! So I'm here to ask. Sister-in-law Yu said with perseverance.

"What the hell is going on?" Yang Zixi looked at her with suspicious eyes, and then turned his face to Sister-in-law Chen, Yang Er and the others who were listening with their ears pricked up, "Why did you all revolve around me all afternoon, do some trivial things, and find me a job?" ”

"Nothing! It's just that you are busy on weekdays, and you don't have time to ask for advice on many things, so it's all concentrated today. Sister-in-law Chen hurriedly replied.

"Yes! Oh, yes! That's it! Sister-in-law Yu also agreed.

Yang Zixi smiled: "Even ask for food?" ”

Before the words fell, I saw Wang Xiaoshi rushing over with this medical skill, and said to Yang Zixi: "I don't understand several questions in the book!" Little Master, can you tell me about it when you have time? ”

"Even you came to pretend?" Yang Zixi raised his eyebrows and said.

Wang Xiaoshi looked left and right stupidly, his baby face was full of confusion, and he stammered: "Pretend...... Feign? What's in it? ”

"Aren't you afraid that I'll be idle, so you want to find something for me to do?" Yang Zixi said.

Wang Xiaoshi was surprised: "Why are you afraid that you will be idle?" ”

Yang Zixi thought for a moment, and suddenly smiled: "Did you see that I couldn't save the woman at noon, for fear that I would have negative emotions, so you want to find something to distract me?" ”

Sister-in-law Yu and Sister-in-law Chen glanced at each other, and said with an embarrassed smile: "Actually, I don't blame you for that, if you want to blame that woman's bad life." If a sheep or something else stabbed her, it would have been saved according to your method, but it was a cow, and it couldn't move, and it was so tired that you ruined your reputation. ”

"Yes, with such a serious injury, she can't survive, isn't the woman's family very calm in the end? In fact, when they came, they had the idea of giving it a try, and they didn't expect her to die ...... at all. Wang Xiaoshi also interjected, and before he finished speaking, he was trampled by Sister-in-law Chen, who thought he couldn't speak.

"Little master, you made it clear at the time, if you kill a cow and save people, you will definitely be able to save it, and they chose to take the risk themselves, so the final result has nothing to do with you!" Yang Erxian added.

Yang Zixi shook his head: "No, it was my surgery, how can you say that it has nothing to do with me?" No matter what the reason for me to change the treatment method, as long as it is the plan I have set, I am responsible as the surgeon. So I can't get out of that woman's death. ”

She glanced at the crowd, and finally cast her eyes on Wang Xiaoshi, as if explaining to him: "But don't worry, I won't affect my emotions because of this, as a doctor, I am always making choices, right or wrong." People can't choose the right one every time, they will always choose the wrong one, and only in the mistakes can we continue to accumulate experience and spur ourselves to work hard to improve our skills. I'm not God, I can't always succeed, and I can afford to fail.

We can't invest too much personal emotion in the patient, so that we can think from the most objective point of view. Xiaoshi, you have to remember this, the more emotional you are, the more it will hinder you from becoming a good doctor. Now that the dead person is dead, the only thing I can do is to sum up the experience and save another life the next time I encounter a similar situation. ”

When everyone heard this, they seemed to breathe a sigh of relief and let go of their hanging thoughts. The little master is too young, and they are afraid that she will not be able to withstand the pressure of failure. A living person died in front of him, even the Huang sister-in-law and others who helped couldn't let go, Yang Huan also cried after coming back, but the little master was expressionless, and he still went into the house to take a nap according to his usual routine.

So when she was sleeping, everyone discussed and arranged, and took turns to find trouble for her throughout the afternoon, for fear that she would not be able to think about it alone.

Unexpectedly, the little master was much more mature than they imagined.

"I'm relieved." Sister-in-law Chen patted her chest and pulled Yang Er and the others to work on the saplings. Sister-in-law Yu also smiled and hugged the chicken neck and said, "I'll drink chicken soup that night!" Everyone's make up for it! ”

Only Wang Xiaoshi was left who didn't leave, he looked at Yang Zixi pitifully and said, "Little Master, I really have a problem that I can't understand, I need you to tell me, I ...... I'm not pretending. ”

Yang Zixi: "......" (to be continued......