Chapter 742: Reason
"Yun'a, I don't understand." Jessica looked at Yuna with a puzzled look. She didn't know how Lu Dao Yoona would make such a decision, now is not the Joseon Dynasty, it's already the twenty-first century, will there still be polygamy? Women are jealous, no matter how generous they are, they are not generous enough to share their boyfriend with others, unless she doesn't love this man at all.
"Ernie, I'm not trying to share Oppa." Yuna lowered her head, rubbed her eyes, and then raised her head again. Jessica was distressed to see it, and she knew that when Yuna lowered her head just now, she was wiping her tears. Jessica didn't understand, if she didn't want to, what else to do? Is it love to make yourself miserable like this?
"I just want Oppa, me, and Ernie to not be so stressed. We're so tired now, Ernie, I can't take it anymore, I'm really tired. Yuna leaned into Jessica's arms, hugged her waist tightly, and tears flowed silently. Jessica is the same, Yuna's words go to the bottom of her heart, really tired, really hard.
"I miss when we are happy, I miss Ernie looking at me with satisfaction, I want that kind of life, Ernie, I have no grievances, really, even if it is to fulfill my wishes, promise me, okay?" Yoona looked up at Jessica, her eyes full of pleading.
"Yun'er, you don't have to do this? It really doesn't have to be like this. Jessica looked at Yuna with tears all over her face, panicked and confused. hugged her tightly and cried together.
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"Whew...... I'm going to be out of breath, no. Xiuying climbed down from Li Min's body, pillowed his arm, and gasped for breath. This is the consequence of being too active, just now, the heart seemed to jump out of her throat, after the passion, the physical strength quickly disappeared, and now she has no strength at all. Li Min is also a little out of strength. His physical strength would not have been like this. But after all, the body has not fully recovered, and the pain in the ribs has somewhat affected the lower back, and now it is a dull pain.
"Are you comfortable?" Gasping for breath, Xiuying hugged Li Min's waist tightly. As if I wanted to be praised. asked shyly.
"You. It's getting bolder. How to answer such a question, Li Min moved Xiuying's hand around her waist upwards to avoid the injured ribs.
"What about you? Comfortable? Comfortable is comfortable, uncomfortable is uncomfortable, what's the point if you don't answer? Xiuying slapped Li Min lightly and pouted slightly, as if she was angry because he didn't answer.
"Hmm." Li Min agreed softly, but his voice was so small that he couldn't even hear it. Being asked this question at this time made him a little confused, and in his consciousness, it seemed that a man should ask such a question, even if it wasn't a man, but it shouldn't be a woman. Answering this kind of question suddenly weakened, as if I was being 'pampered', and it felt very subtle.
"That's good." When so-young heard Lee Min's answer, she kissed him like a reward, and pressed her face to his chest to listen to his heartbeat. Li Min's heartbeat was still very fast, it was a little too intense just now, and it was not so easy to calm down.
"I'm comfortable, I like it, too." After a while, Xiuying said in a mosquito-like voice.
"You're stupid."
"I'm willing, you don't care." Xiuying raised her head and said, seeing that Li Min didn't reply, Xiuying seemed to have won something, with a little smugness on her expression.
"You owe me." Xiuying said.
"Hmm. Will be responsible. Li Min said softly, his tone firm.
"Whoever is responsible for you, hold me tight." Xiuying muttered something and slowly closed her eyes, she didn't want to move a finger now, she just wanted to sleep well.
Li Min sighed and hugged Xiuying a little tighter, his heart was full of guilt, for Yun'er and for Xiuying. He suddenly remembered a sentence that his father had taught him when he was a child: 'Don't be anxious about disgust, disgust itself speaks of yearning, you are on your way to becoming the person you hate'.
"I miss you, can you hear me?" Yun'er's face seemed to appear on the ceiling, and Li Min muttered, suddenly wanting to cry.
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"I miss you, Oppa."
In the bedroom, Yuna leans on the head of the bed with her legs bent and a laptop on her lap. On the computer screen is a photo of Lee Min, and as Yuna's fingers interact on the touchpad, the photos are constantly switching, which is a different look of Lee Min. Yuna looked at these photos, her eyes were full of longing, and the corners of her mouth turned up slightly, revealing a little smile.
These photos were taken secretly by Yuna, perhaps because they were taken by a mobile phone, the pixels are a little insufficient, and they look a little blurry when they are placed on the computer.
"The only thing left is the photos." This sentence is a line in "Blue Life and Death Love", and Koreans do not know this sentence. Yun'er knew the Tao when she was very young, but because she hadn't experienced any parting, she couldn't experience the feeling in this sentence. But now she is very real, it turns out that this is really the case, and all that can be left is photos.
As her vision became blurry, Yuna sniffled, pulled two tissues from the bedside paper drawer and wiped her eyes.
"Okay, don't think about it anymore, Yun'er, there will definitely be a turnaround." Yuna clenched her fists and said as if hypnotized.
"Good night." Yun'er put the computer next to her, hugged Li Min's pillow, and slowly closed her eyes.
It was late at night, and everything was slowly quiet. Yun'a, who was asleep, suddenly rolled over, her brows furrowed. The expression on her face gradually became painful, as if she was having trouble breathing, and she gasped for breath.
"Don't!" Yun'er suddenly screamed and sat up. Her eyes were closed, and her hands were tearing at something in mid-air, like madness.
"It's fake, it's all fake, it's all fake! How could he be terminally ill! Impossible! You don't want us to make it up together to lie to me! You lied to me...... Woo......" Yuna whimpered and cried bitterly, tears rolling out.
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Thirteen days ago, in Professor Kim Zhongshu's office, Li Shanya and Yuna talked alone for a long time. She showed Yuna a medical certificate signed by Star Hospital and the Swiss Medical School, as well as twelve follow-up blood test reports, and told her an unacceptable fact.
Upon returning home, Yoona accepts Jessica's request that she can compete.
Another ten days later, still in Professor Jin Zhongshu's office, Yuna saw Li Min's latest blood test report.
She had insomnia for two nights.
'Love is greatest because it is you who sacrifices yourself. - "Be smart to love. Preamble (to be continued......)
PS: While writing this chapter, I suddenly felt very uncomfortable. Really, it seems like I've written a sad story, but this is my deep affection, you don't have to understand the love of your heart, the reason why love is great is that it sacrifices yourself.