Lin Shiyu, who was sealed by Pei Zhan, only felt that a mouthful of spicy soup was crossed into her lips, and the hot breath spread rapidly in her mouth, she struggled with anger, how could a man who was willing to punish easily accept the refusal? Because of her resistance, his arms did not loosen but tightened, and he pulled her whole delicate body into his arms, and his lips with peppers left a mark on the watery skin that roamed by......

The fierce breathing was close to the ear, and the hot bones were pressed around the body, this, this Pei Zhan was also unfamiliar to Lin Shiyu. In the past, several deep kisses were glued, but because of her discomfort, he was not reluctant in the end, but this time, he didn't want to let go...... His kiss made her heart beat faster, but it seemed different from the previous one...... It seemed to be even wilder, in a daze, Lin Shiyu only felt that there was a hot tongue cruising all the way from her neck, and then slipped into her mouth, with a little coaxing, hooking the tip of her equally spicy tongue, entangled with each other, gradually, as if even the meager air left in her lungs was going to be taken away by him - she had never tried such a kiss, and between her and the boy before, it was just a touch of green lips, and in the end, she only felt that her legs were weak and she couldn't stand at all, but fortunately his arm held her, Otherwise, I am afraid that I will really fall to the ground.

I don't know how long it took, in Lin Shiyu's opinion, it seemed like a century as long, or in fact, it was just a few minutes, Pei Zhan finally raised his head, but the strength of his arms around her did not relax because of this, and his fingers climbed her back and stroked back and forth.

The spicy soup had entered the abdomen and couldn't vomit out, and Lin Shiyu, who was judging the situation, tried to calm his breath while shouting in a low voice: "Let go of me!" ”

"Don't let go." Pei Zhan's direct answer made her speechless, but she couldn't break free at all with her own strength, so she could only be hugged tightly by him like this, and in a fit of anger, Lin Shiyu simply pouted and turned her head childishly, no longer looking at him.

Pei Zhan reached out and grabbed her chin, turned her face back a little and then lifted it, looking at each other, she could clearly see that although there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, there was no smile in his eyes: "Lin Yan." He called her by her name in a very solemn tone: "How long do you want to deceive yourself?" ”

Deceive oneself as well as others...... Lin Shiyu couldn't help but clench her fists secretly, she couldn't say a word because of his words, in this entanglement, which self-deception was it? actually said that she deceived herself, is this considered a cover-up and stealing the bell?

"Pei Zhan, are you a man?" After thinking about it for a long time, Lin Shiyu actually spit out such an angry sentence in his mouth.

"You'll find out if you try it." His laughter was ambiguous and low, as if it was resonating with his chest, and he said, "But I have a lot of time to try this question for you in the future, and now I think it's better for us not to change the topic...... Lin Shi, are you going to continue to deceive yourself...... Or are you being honest with each other? ”

Hearing him say this, Lin Shiyu couldn't help biting her lower lip, obviously she was the one who suffered, but why did the situation seem to be reversed, he justifiably accused her of deceiving herself - this is really what to stand up for, it is completely a typical example of justification and nowhere to say. However, it must be admitted that she seems to be a little self-deceiving to him, she doesn't hate his kisses, but she hates his heart for her, is this considered self-deception......

But in her heart, there is always a shadow that is difficult to erase, although the first love has passed ten years, even if she dreams back at midnight, no matter how hard she tries, the image of the teenager is still fragmented, and what is even more sad is that in addition to the unforgettable fragments in her memory, she does not even have a clear face to miss...... In fact, she is really not as strong as she appears on the surface, she will also be uncomfortable, she will cry, and she will be afraid of injury, but she will never show it on the outside.

How hard the events of the past ten years have hit her, only she knows in her own heart. The person who originally thought she was going to take care of her for the rest of her life suddenly said that there was no - that kind of taste has accompanied her to this day. She really didn't know if she could withstand the fact that she had been left behind by her dearest person once, twice, and three times.

Her gaze slowly moved to Pei Zhan's face, looking at his focused and burning eyes, her heart couldn't help but move, and between the drifts of her thoughts, the words Pei Zhan said when she was engaged were mixed with the words that the young man had held her hand for the first time, as if they were ringing in unison in her ears - hold your hand, from life to antiquity, never give up......

Pei Zhan saw that her expression was still confused, his teeth bit his lower lip, his eyes wandered, he couldn't help but sigh softly, reached out and hugged her shoulder, suppressed the feelings flying in his heart, and used unprecedented patience to hug her whole person in his arms, and didn't speak, just stood quietly like this.

In an instant, Lin Shiyu only felt as if there was something in her heart that she had been insisting on, and slowly collapsed a corner, she took the initiative to stretch out her arms around his waist, and even had an intuition that the man in front of her was closely related to the person she was looking for in her dreams.

The two hugged each other for a long time, Pei Zhan suddenly said lightly, "Do you want to know what happened in the story you forgot?" There was a bit of gloom in his tone.

Her heart pounded, and an inexplicable pain hit her chest. A fire made her miserable, so painful that she couldn't bear to forget a lot with the help of the car accident that Bei Mingzhu sent her.

Her body holding him trembled slightly, and the next moment, as if subconsciously, she directly let go of him in her arms.

For some reason, her heart was always rejecting him, warning herself - look forward, don't remember the things that were in the past.

I feel like I told her that the things in that story must be very painful!!

It hurts, it hurts, even now, I don't remember anything, and the pain is still so obvious that it can't be dissolved.

"Unbridled ......"

Sensing the change in her mood, he was a little anxious. looked at her worriedly, her face was a little pale in front of her, "What's wrong?" Isn't it uncomfortable? If you don't want to hear it, I won't say it, it's okay, I won't force you! Don't push yourself either!! Sorry ......"

He apologized in a low voice.

In fact, he really didn't have to tell her those painful memories of the past.

Even, I hope that the most merciful God will make it better for her not to remember all the time, not to remember!!

But......

He wished that the day would come when the truth would come out and they would be able to open up and talk about all of this...... But her fight made him change from active to passive in the competition with the mastermind behind the scenes, he couldn't take her safety to risk, and he couldn't see that she who thought she was smart was misled by people with ulterior motives and entered a dead end of killing step by step.