Chapter 454: Decision (Nuan Nuan greets everyone for the New Year~)
After eating at noon, Chu Xia was sitting at the desk and squinting, Li Xiaoru came, her eyes were a little red, obviously crying.
After Wang Jing talked to her aunt Wang Lei yesterday, she had no resentment about early summer, but her face couldn't be wiped off for a while, and she was still a little awkward to get awkward. ”
Obviously, what she meant, if there is anything you can talk about, I will not come back halfway to disturb it, Chu Xia was slightly stunned, and hurriedly said: "Senior Sister Xie Luxie." ”
Wang Jing smiled and waved her hand, and left briskly.
"Sorry to interrupt you." Li Xiaoru looked at Chu Xia apologetically, "It's me who is too inconsiderate, I'm sorry." ”
"Sister Xiaoru, don't be so polite, sit down and talk." Chu Xia motioned for her to sit down, and poured her another glass of water, "Are you curious about what Senior Brother Cheng told me in the morning?" In the morning, when the fruit was complaining to her, Li Xiaoru came back, and then she left, so she asked this question.
"No......" Li Xiaoru shook his head with a wry smile, "I want to ask you for something, I know that I am a little abrupt, but I want to think about it, and it seems that only you can ask for it." ”
Chu Xia had a good impression of her, so she nodded happily: "You said, if I can help, I will definitely do my best." ”
"The result likes his little sister, but, for the sake of responsibility, he has always chosen to be with me, and if I don't bring it up, he will definitely marry me.
Even if my uncle and aunt strongly oppose it during this time, he will definitely marry me home under pressure and know him since I was a child. I know that he is such a person.
But I can't be so selfish. I can't let him reluctantly suppress himself for the rest of his life, I know. If I had told him openly, he would have denied me.
So, in a few days, I will leave City A with my parents, and in the future, we will not come back, and we will probably not see the results in this life.
He will definitely look for me, please give him this letter after I leave......" Li Xiaoru said and took out a letter folded into a long strip from his pocket. I didn't seal it.
Chu Xia took it, picked up the glue and made the paste firm, and smiled at her: "I don't have a penchant for spying on other people's favoritism." ”
"Xie Lu Xie, I have troubled you too much, but I probably won't be ......able to do it in this life" sighed heavily, Li Xiaoru's face was indescribably lonely.
After a moment's hesitation, Hatsu asked, "Did you hear our conversation in the morning?" ”
"Nope." Li Xiaoru shook her head, and looked at Chu Xia with some expectation: "Has he ever said that he has a relationship with me?" ”
"For a little while, he said he was cold to you during this time. He said that his parents are actually very hesitant now, saying that they are against you, but they feel very guilty about your mother's affairs. ”
Hatsu recounted the first half to her. But he didn't repeat the second half to her.
Because when Fruit asked her if she saw something, she thought he was talking about a change in his attitude, and he told her. In fact, the person he really likes is Wu Jingbo.
From the beginning, what he liked was Wu Jingbo. But later, what happened to Li Xiaoru. The agreement with them when he was a child made him unable to refuse Li Xiaoru's approach.
Later, things developed to a point he never expected, which made him even more unable to let go and unable to let go.
However, he is very painful, and he watches the person he likes walking around in front of him every day, but he has to pretend that nothing has happened, and he has to be careful to help the other party, for fear of being misunderstood.
He said that he lived so hard, and his brainstrings were tense every day.
In fact, as a doctor, such a state is very dangerous, and he himself knows the Tao, but he has no ability to change all this.
Just when he said this, Li Xiaoru went back and said goodbye in early summer, but it can be seen that the burden in his heart is obviously much better.
Unexpectedly, the peak turned around, and in the morning the results just said their entanglements, and at noon Li Xiaoru came to ask Chu Xia to hand over to Thaksin and let him be free.
Intellectually, early summer felt that this was the best way to solve the problem.
But emotionally, she still has some sympathy for Li Xiaoru.
This is a kind girl, her life experience is not something she can choose, and everything her mother suffered is not deliberate by her mother, there is no blame, but the sin is in herself......
Li Xiaoru was not stupid, she was silent for a while, then raised her head and smiled bitterly: "You hid something from me, right?" ”
"You've really figured it all out?" Chu Xia looked at her eyes seriously, "You said that it was your wish to marry the fruit since you were a child, and now, you are one step away from your wish, and if you give up, you may never have this opportunity again, don't you really regret it?" ”
"I've been thinking about it for a long time," Li Xiaoru sighed...... "If I hadn't been looking for a house and a place to stay, I would have left a long time ago, and if we stayed here, my mother would have been miserable forever."
Originally, she luckily thought that no one would pursue the past again, but now, this scar has been uncovered vividly, and the blood is exposed, which makes her unable to accept it at all.
She couldn't sleep all night, her hair fell out one by one, and she looked like she was thirty-seven or eighteen years old, but now she looked like she was fifty-seven or eighteen.
She is my biological mother, in this world, my father and I are the closest people to her, if we don't think more about her, her life will really be over.
My mother is very dependent on me now, if I stay, she and my father leave, and she will always worry about me, and, as long as I marry the fruit, I can't avoid having to deal with my uncles and aunts who are married, then, my mother's body may never get better.
Without me, the results can be better, but my mother, but there is a possibility of losing her life, this multiple-choice question, there is only one answer, I can't and can't choose the wrong one. ”
Chuxia patted her and didn't say anything, this is a filial and kind girl, it can be seen that she loves the fruit very deeply, and the current choice is said to be for family affection, but in fact, the most important thing is to return the fruit to a free body.
It's just that she doesn't want to carry too much results, so she will pull out her family affection under the guise of being honest, to be honest, Li Xinwan just can't stand the eyes of others, and she doesn't have a neuropathy, how can she not live without her?
"When I came here just now, my uncles and aunts came over, and they saw me like they saw air, and they liked me very much from childhood to adulthood, but their current attitude makes me very unbearable.
Originally, I wanted to come back tomorrow, so it seems that it is better to forget it, to make myself sad and to worry others, it is better to disappear from his life from today.
I believe that in just two or three months, he will be able to completely forget about me, early summer, if it is convenient, please say good things about the results in front of Wu Jingbo.
He's really a nice man, I can see that he really likes results, and also, I'm with him, and he says that I don't know anything about medicine.
But when he and Wu Jingbo were together, the other party could understand what he said, and he could also put forward different opinions, and when the two of them were together, he was surrounded by light.
I sincerely hope that he can get what he wants, be happy, early summer, this is the last thing I ask you, so that I can leave in peace. ”
"You're quite worried...... "Chu Xia pouted, "However, I can't agree to this request of yours, and it's the most inappropriate thing to be involved as an outsider."
If Wu Jingbo has a feeling for the results, they will come together without me saying it, if there is no feeling, what I say will only make her feel less feeling, people are rebellious, right? ”
"Yes." Li Xiaoru smiled embarrassedly, "Then can you please tell Wu Jingbo, I am especially grateful to her for helping me, if she hadn't come to you, my mother would probably still be in prison now." ”
"Why don't you tell her in person?" Hatsu asked.
"I can't say it." Li Xiaoru bit her lip, tears appeared in her eyes, "I'm forcing myself to let go, forcing myself to be generous, when I am in front of you, I can still control my emotions, in front of her, I am afraid that I will cry when I open my mouth." ”
Chu Xia nodded: "Understood, okay, I will convey your thanks to her." ”
"Xie Lu Xie, then I won't bother." Li Xiaoru stood up and bowed respectfully, "You and your husband, as well as Teacher Wu Jingbojing, are all my Li Xiaoru's benefactors, and I will remember them for the rest of my life." ”
"Don't be so polite." Hatsu put the letter in a drawer and locked it, got up to send her away, "I'll accompany you out of the city." ”
Li Xiaoru hurriedly waved his hand: "No need, you better squint for a while, delay your rest." ”
"At my age, it's okay to take a nap less." After sending her away in early summer, seeing that there was still a while before work time, she went to Luo Xiaoqiong's place to hang around, and when she came back, she went to the laboratory to get Qin Mei's checklist.
Qin Mei came over in the morning, and after Song Xiaoyu checked it for her with her bare hands, she opened a list for her to do the inspection quickly, and some of the lists were picked up in the morning.
At the door of the office, Qin Mei was standing there, looking at a loss, and when she saw Chu Xia, she greeted her like a savior: "You are here, I ...... I ......"
Seeing that she was nervous and didn't know what to say, Chu Xia shook the stack of lists in her hand: "The rest of the lists are out, and after Director Song reads them, he will explain them to you in detail." ”
"I ...... I'm not going to die, am I? Qin Mei asked timidly.
"I can't guarantee that." Chu Xia shook her head, "Everyone has to die one day, I really can't guarantee you this question." ”
Qin Mei's heart turned around like a roller coaster, and finally fell back to square one. (To be continued......)