220. Chapter 220
Chai Da rarely saw the vegetable group take people away, and thought that he still had to help his friend Pei Zhan do some aftermath work, so he comforted Lin Shiyu a few words and said goodbye.
After Du Ruoxin and Lin Yizhi said that Lin Shiyu and Pei Zhan experienced such a thrilling kidnapping case, they must have some whispers to say, and they also stopped at the door of the ward with great interest, and Lin Shiyu did not twist, so they entered the ward alone.
It seems that they are worried that their husband and wife will be in danger again, and many bodyguards dressed in black were sent by the fourth and fifth young men in the corridor of the hospital.
Pei Zhan lives in an exclusive ward set up for him in Pei's Hospital, which is a one-bedroom suite, Lin Shiyu walked through the living room and entered the inner room directly, and entered Pei Zhan, who was lying on the hospital bed, with his sexy chest exposed on his upper body, and his shoulder blades were bandaged but stained with blood.
Lin Shiyu stood in place for a long time, and it wasn't until Pei Zhan woke up from the fog that she slowly paced to the edge of the bed, pulled a chair and sat in front of him. "Pei Zhan." She called softly, then leaned down, took his hand, pressed her cheek to his, closed her eyes and rubbed it gently.
It was a long time before she said softly, "I really hate you." The slightly hoarse voice brought out the fear that no one knew.
Pei Zhan's face was very pale, and he grinned lightly, "I know." "The voice is also hoarse.
"No, you don't know what to do." She kissed his fingertips, each one, and then bit one by one, "You don't know how much I hate you...... You remember, you can't die, you can't go, you can't have anything until my hatred is gone. ”
Pei Zhan frowned and looked at her with pity, "You hate me because you're afraid of me...... Die? ”
"One-sided love can't last too long, it's easy to be washed away by time, if love and longing don't turn into deep and painful hatred, maybe I've forgotten you in ten years......" She leaned over, took the initiative to approach him for the first time, and lingered on his lips with a slight breath, as if eager to hook the soul, "So, you hate me too, hate me with your love for me, remember me with your hatred, and return it to me with my heart-wrenching thoughts...... Use your hatred to repay my hatred. ”
"Baby......" Pei Zhan grabbed her hand distressedly, he understood what kind of hate she was talking about, it was love, love that couldn't be dissolved even if the soul was gone.
She muttered, "Ah Zhan...... You don't understand, if you love someone so much that you hate it so much, hate yourself so much that you almost go crazy, hate it so much that you can't die in despair, only if you taste that kind of taste, you will understand, how much I love you...... Only when you hate me, when your heart experiences what I have experienced, will you understand how bitter, painful and desperate you have thought of you all these years......" A drop of warm and transparent water, from her motionless long eyelashes, dripped into his palm.
"Even if it is a thousand needles, it is not as bad as the one in ten thousand in my heart after I learned that you left ten years ago...... Do you know the truth? If you don't show up, I can't recover from this life. ”
Pei Zhan couldn't make a sound, the pity surging up in his chest and abdomen was so blocked that he could barely breathe, he just wanted to take her hand and touch his face so that she could feel at ease, he wanted to tell her that he never knew that he would hurt her so deeply in the ten years he had to be separated to protect her, he wanted to hug her and comfort her, and he wanted to talk to her a lot.
She shook his hand and stood up, her palm both reluctant and resolute, gently sliding between his fingers, only her voice was still soft, "Do you think that if you give me the chance to live, I will be able to live?" You are wrong, in fact, I was able to survive the tragedy ten years ago, never for responsibility and revenge, I just wanted to meet you again before I was old for a hundred years. ”
"Baby......" Her hand was held by Pei Zhan, and his voice was a little hoarse, "I was wrong, because of love, I used the wrong way!" ”
Lin Shiyu had to stand still, but she was still stubborn and turned her face away, "Let go!" ”
Pei Zhan not only didn't let go, but grabbed harder! Because he understands that his woman is really angry in her heart, but he can't let go, because as soon as she lets go, the door of her heart that she opened on the mountain will close again! After experiencing the greatest calamity in his life, the soul has turned to another life, and the descendants seem to be enlightened, and the mind is suddenly enlightened, only to feel that all kinds of things in the world are not as happy as the real possession.
"Baby, I, my throat hurts, my heart beats fast, and my eyes are black for a while......" Pei Zhan frowned, looking very weak. When it comes to acting skills, he thinks he is not inferior to Caituan.
"Really? You let go, I'll hurry up and call the doctor to come and show you again, lest I didn't check it carefully last night......" Lin Shiyu couldn't really punish him for not cherishing himself after all, but Pei Zhan's left hand, which she had just broken, was dragged by Pei Zhan again, "Baby, I don't want a doctor, I want you!" ”
Seeing that the white gauze on Pei Zhan's shoulder was soaked in the wound by him and became more and more red, Lin Shiyu hurriedly sat back, and took a pillow to put on his back in shock, anger and distress, "The wound is cracked, and you still don't let go?!" ”
Pei Zhan let go of her hand at this time, leaned on the head of the bed obediently, and looked deeply at the person who was saying cruel words, but her movements were very gentle, and her face had not yet cleared, but that little bit of anger was completely covered by worry.
Lin Shiyu turned around and poured a glass of water, first tested the temperature of the water by himself, and after making sure it was not hot, he handed it to his mouth, "Isn't it a sore throat, drink more water." ”
Pei Zhan obediently lowered his head, took her hand, and drank the water in the cup. Then he bit the rim of the cup lightly with his teeth, but his eyes looked at her directly, and Lin Shiyu was a little uncomfortable touching his face with his hand, "What's wrong?" ”
"It's fine." His voice was smiling, however, after only laughing for a while, he took the cup and put it aside, and then held her hands, "Baby, you are really a rake, I haven't said anything about you, you hate me for not cherishing myself, but what about you?" I obviously asked Hu Fei to take you away, why do you want to come back? Do you know how terrified I was when I saw you return? No matter how carefully I arrange it, doesn't the old saying say that a hundred secrets are sparse? If Shaun jumps over the wall in a hurry, you may die, do you understand? ”
"Life is precious, of course I understand! But why are you going? Lin Shiyu looked at him with red eyes, "What can you do for me, what can't I do for you?!" ”
Pei Zhan was stirred by what she said for a while, yes, his desperation and her return are nothing more than for one purpose - life and death, he just wants to be with each other!
Ten years, they have been separated for too long.
"Baby......" Pei Zhan called quietly, for a while, the hot palm covered her cheek, regardless of the pain in his shoulder, he hugged her into his arms, he kissed the corner of her lips lightly, his forehead against her forehead, and his voice was very soft, "You should understand, for you, I will not let myself have trouble." ”
Lin Shiyu's eyes were hot, her curled eyelashes fluttered, and tears dripped silently, "But when you were shot, I was really scared that my heart stopped beating, and I was afraid that you would really leave ......"
"Aren't I here now?" Pei Zhan kissed away the tears on her cheeks.
Lin Shiyu rarely stretched out her arms around his neck, "Hmph, what's good?" This is my healthy and healthy Pei Zhan, who is obviously half a cripple! ”
When she could say this, she naturally said that the anger in her heart had dissipated like a cloud, Pei Zhan was excited for a while, but she made a reluctant look on her face.
"Oh, whose lady is this? Could it be that if the husband is crippled, she doesn't want it? Condemn, I condemn on behalf of the little baby in Madame's womb! ”
When Lin Shiyu heard Pei Zhan mention the child, there was a ripple in his heart, and he subconsciously buried his face in his chest, but he was careful not to touch his wounds.
"Now it's a new society, and there are more women who have abandoned their husbands, who knows whose family they are." She laughed and replied.
Pei Zhan's eyebrows and eyes had a doting smile, "You don't know what to do?" It's miserable, does someone want the little baby to have no father? ”
Seeing Pei Zhan smiling meaningfully, Lin Shiyu wanted to talk to him and replied, "Hmph, who said there is no father?" Stepdad is also a father. ”
Although he knew that Lu Dao was a joke, Pei Zhan still couldn't help the flustered jealousy in his heart, he turned her around in a flash, and pressed down his soft lips, "Stepfather? I see who dares to be the stepfather of my little baby in front of me! ”
She didn't dare to struggle for fear of touching his wound, but the voice that flowed from her lips trembled slightly and was almost angry, "Then you should get better quickly, otherwise ......"
"How else? Well? ”
"Otherwise, I--"
Before Lin Shiyu's words were finished, Pei Zhan suddenly pressed her waist on his lap, his thin lips gently covered her soft lips, he kissed her, so light, so delicate, extremely patient to soothe her uneasy emotions caused by the fear of her own death, and gradually lured her almost imperceptible shy response, his lips and tongue were entangled, and his warm palms brushed her whole body's skin, gently teasing her with extreme emotion and infinite love, provoking her involuntarily and slightly, and one of his hands slowly probed in......
In the hidden door of the ward, Hu Fei stood there, and he could imagine the sweet scene inside just by listening to the small sound.
It's just that scene, destined to have nothing to do with his life.
Even if he was desperate for her, all she cared about in her heart was the only man.
Outside the window of the corridor, the sun was still shining, Hu Fei touched his chest, his heart was still there, but it seemed to be pressed by something, which made him so uncomfortable and breathless.
That was her feelings, her unswerving feelings for Pei Zhan to death, like a scar on his heart.
"Mr. Hu ......"
Behind him, Mr. Suke, called out worriedly, watching him stand motionless.
Hu Fei withdrew his melancholy gaze, "Let's go." ”
He took a step and staggered a little.
"Mr. Hu, don't you have to say goodbye to Miss Lin? Why don't I go in and say something for you? ”
Zhuo Ran is a talent personally selected by Hu Fei's grandfather, Mr. Hu, who has been by Hu Fei's side for many years, and seeing his staggering steps, he knows that he has not seen Miss Lin. Mr. Hu gave the most obligatory ultimatum last night, if Hu Fei, who is the president of Fiyu, does not return to North America, he will fly to Jiangnan to talk to Lin Shiyu in person.
Hu Fei swept over with a cold gaze and forcefully stopped Zhuo Ran's kindness.
"We don't need that kind of alienating goodbye between us." The love is deep and shallow, just see it, this see, whether it is seen by the eye or the heart, the feelings that have no response will always be there, and with the years of the future, it will only accumulate deeper and deeper, and it will not fade by half a millimeter.
Zhuo Ran had no waves on his face, but in his heart he was infatuated with Mr. Hu, he couldn't help but sigh, alas, it is really a realistic version of the falling flowers that are intentionally ruthless!
[Well, to explain, because "When Love Knocks on the Door" has been signed for publication, the website hopes that several books will do an event together, so the new book "Love Love Signing", which was originally scheduled to be released today, will be released after the holiday! ] "I'm Sorry, I Love You" will also end before the publication, hehe, I hope all book friends who like the flying fish text will cheer for the new book together after the holiday.