386: Happiness can also be afraid of passing years

Nalan Jinxiu saw a thin layer of sweat on his forehead, and knew that he must be very uncomfortable now, so he whispered: "Third brother, if you are really uncomfortable, it is better to ......"

Ji Hongye opened his eyes, there were still bloodshots under his eyes, but his eyes were already completely clear. He reached out and touched the top of her hair, and said in a dumb voice, "It will be fine in a while." ”

"Aren't you uncomfortable, then?"

"You know it's uncomfortable, and you're still here to tease?"

Nalan Jinxiu pursed her lips aggrievedly, she didn't mean to tease him, she just wanted to kiss him. Who knew that her third brother couldn't touch it now, but whenever the two of them came into contact, his mind was full of that incident.

She didn't know if it was a blessing or a curse, and it was estimated that if she changed to another woman, she would definitely think it would be a good thing. Because your husband has only you in his heart, even if he is pregnant and can't wait, he never thinks about asking for others. This sincerity alone is precious.

However, she is not an ordinary woman after all, although she also hopes that her husband will guard her wholeheartedly, but she will also feel sorry for her third brother. She thought that she must restrain herself in the future, and try not to get close to him as much as possible, so as not to make him uncomfortable.

Ji Hongye's self-control is amazingly strong, which is why he can resist Tonghua. Although it seems to be ready to fly just now, as long as it precipitates, it will soon be able to return to the previous clarity.

Seeing his little wife looking at him with a look of self-reproach, he couldn't help but feel funny, maybe this girl was born to restrain him. He reached out and took her into his arms again, and his heart was also at peace.

It seems that there is only this one person who can affect his emotions, obviously he was like a restless volcano a moment ago, and this moment can instantly turn into a clear stream. It may not feel good to be manipulated, but he has to admit that he likes it.

"You'll be producing in just over two months. Ji Hongye touched Mo Nalan Jinxiu's stomach and felt that this was really a sweet torture.

"Yes, we'll have our own child in just over two months, and I don't know if it's a boy or a girl. ”

"It's all good. ”

"Which one do you prefer?"

"Loved both. After Ji Hongye answered, she felt that her tone might be too casual, afraid that she would feel that she was coping, so she lowered her head and pecked her cheek: "As long as you give birth to me, whether it is a boy or a girl, I naturally like it." ”

Nalan Jinxiu felt that her third brother usually didn't talk about love, but it was really fatal to say such a sentence occasionally. She couldn't be happier now. couldn't help but kiss him on the mouth again, and said with a smile: "Why didn't I find out before that the third brother's mouth is so sweet." ”

Ji Hongye was taken advantage of by her again, but she also decided not to ask for it back, anyway, this girl has no heart and lungs, and in the end it is he who is uncomfortable. He had no choice but to ignore her, he was really afraid that she would continue to be a moth.

Seeing that he was silent, Nalan Jinxiu naturally knew what he was guarding against. She didn't speak anymore, only buried her cheek in his shoulder, feeling that as long as she stayed with the third brother like this, her heart would be peaceful.

After the two went back, Nalan Jinxiu ate some snacks casually, and then walked around the yard with Ruyi. Ji Hongye still had some official matters to deal with, because he didn't want to leave her, so he read the official documents on the small case near the big kang in the window.

So that when he looked up, he could see her, and her every move was in his eyes. Usually when he works office, he can be distracted and concentrate on the official documents, but it's good today, because he was teased in the carriage just now, and he always went to see her intentionally or unintentionally.

Watching her lazily walking back and forth in the yard, chatting with Ruyi without a match, I don't know what she said, the master and servant actually laughed back and forth. Mo Yan and Mo Yu were also staying not far from her, making fruit tea there, interjecting a sentence or two from time to time, and the four of them got along very well.

He saw her smiling so happily, and he was relieved that going to the palace today could not affect her mood. I don't have the heart to work at all, and I haven't read more than two pages for so long.

Since he couldn't see it, he simply stopped looking at it, and he put away the official document and put it in the cabinet, thinking that he would go out and drink flower tea with her. It's obviously delayed the office, but I feel that I am blessed to have such a woman on the stall.

He's really poisoned.

Nalan Jinxiu was originally talking to Ruyi about fetal movements, and when it came to the rise, the natural voice was a little loud. Seeing Ji Hongye come out, he thought that they had quarreled with him, so he smiled and said, "Let you go to the front yard to work, if you don't go, are we arguing with you?"

Ji Hongye shook his head: "There is nothing too urgent in hand, so it is okay to do it tomorrow." ”

"Third brother, do you have anything you want to eat at night?" Nalan Jinxiu thought that he usually came back late, and she was in charge of dinner, and he was rarely at home today, so he wanted to follow his taste.

Ji Hongye reached out and took her hand, accompanied him slowly, and said in a soft tone: "You can eat whatever you want, I can do it." ”

"I'm kind of craving the tamales from Honghui House. ”

Ji Hongye looked at the sun and said slowly: "Honghui Mansion has to be booked in advance, we shouldn't have a good seat at this time, it's better to go tomorrow!"

With his current status, it is not difficult to move a seat in the restaurant at all. But he is not a person who likes to abuse his power, and he doesn't like to be strong.

"Okay, let's go tomorrow. Nalan Jinxiu tugged at his fingers and played, looking inexplicably a little obedient.

Ji Hongye pondered again: "I'm going to Wenyuan Pavilion tomorrow to make a break, but I'm afraid that I will come back in the middle of the night, you either bring a guard over, or let someone buy it back." ”

Nalan Jinxiu nodded: "Okay, I know." ”

This night, Nalan Jinxiu didn't sleep well because she was dreaming again. In the dream, it was first an empty Taifu Mansion, and then it turned into a dark mass grave. She felt as if she was looking for something, and the wind was in her ears. But she didn't seem to know what she was looking for, and she was running without a purpose.

It was like there was no end except the night......

She suddenly woke up from her sleep, if it weren't for the third brother by her side, she might not have been able to lie down at all. She knew what she couldn't let go of in her heart, she couldn't give her father and mother a stick of incense, and she didn't fulfill the last bit of filial piety for her children.

In the dead of night, the whole heart settled down, and Concubine Liu's words became clearer. Something was about to come out of her mind, and she couldn't control it completely. She barely closed her eyes but didn't fall asleep, thinking about going to the mass grave tomorrow.

If she didn't know, it wouldn't matter, since she knew that Daddy and Auntie were in the mass grave, she couldn't help but go. If she could, she wanted to bury Daddy and Auntie in the Nalan family's cemetery, although it may have been deserted, but it was better than throwing it in a mass grave.

Ji Hongye didn't sleep well, his sleep was already shallow, and the people around him couldn't sleep restlessly, feeling that her body had stiffened for a long time, and she still hadn't slowed down. He couldn't help but ask softly, "Ah Jin, are you feeling unwell?"

Nalan Jinxiu didn't expect that he had tried his best to control and not move, but he still woke him up. She looked at him apologetically and whispered, "My waist is a little sore, and I can't sleep." ”

Ji Hongye sat up, lit the lamp in the bedside cupboard, and then reached out to help Nalan Jinxiu up. He took the pillow and put it behind her, let her lean on it, and then rubbed her waist with no light or heavy weight.

"You have such a big belly now, it should be normal for you to have backache, especially when you enter the palace today, you think you are tired. ”

Nalan Jinxiu felt his movements, felt a warmth in her heart, took his hand, looked at him and said slowly: "Third brother, I'm a little scared." ”

After she came out of the palace, she never had a ** life in her heart, but she didn't dare to show it in front of people. She also knew that the third brother was very nervous about her now, and if she showed a trace of unhappiness, he would be very nervous. Therefore, she has tried her best to suppress her emotions.

But now, the candlelight was very gentle on the two of them, and she thought that this was her husband, someone she could rely on and trust, and her guard was much more relaxed. I told him about my fears.

"But what did Concubine Liu tell you when she entered the palace today?" Ji Hongye reached out and held her in his arms and stroked her hair. He was afraid that Concubine Liu said something about the court, and she was worried about herself.

"It's not. I took everything she said as a deaf ear, and I didn't take it to heart at all. ”

"Then why are you afraid?"

Nalan Jinxiu leaned his head on his shoulder, and secretly thought: Maybe some people think that they will only be afraid when life is bad, but no one knows that in fact, happiness is also afraid of passing years.

"I have you, and I am very satisfied with my current life, and I want to go on like this for a long time. But the more I thought about it, the more I was afraid of losing. Nalan Jinxiu closed her eyes, and her tone was inexplicably sad.

Ji Hongye rubbed her hair again, and said in a reproachful tone: "That's if you think too much, we are husband and wife, and we will naturally be like this all the time, and we will not be separated." ”

"But......" Nalan Jinxiu thought in her heart that things are often unsatisfactory in the world, and the sky does not fulfill people's wishes. But she didn't dare to say it, she was afraid that the third brother would be unhappy, and she was afraid that she would be sad for no reason.

I don't know what's wrong with me today, why do I think like this? But she just can't control what she thinks. When Dr. Sun came to diagnose the pulse, he once said that a pregnant woman's mind will be much more sensitive than that of others, and she needs more care.

Therefore, the third brother always lets her everywhere, even if sometimes she behaves unreasonably, he always indulges her. Maybe she's so uneasy now, just because she's pregnant, and she'll be fine when the baby is born.

She stretched out her hand and gently hugged the neck of the person next to her, and whispered: "Third brother, you still have to work tomorrow, so let's rest early!"