"Sister Xiuyan, how is it?" Zheng Xiuyan didn't know that she had returned to the practice room, as soon as she entered the door, Lin Yun'er, who had always had a good relationship, came up, and the people in the entire practice room knew that the six people were originally arranged to study with An Minxuan as candidates for the debut of a new group, and today, they all know that it is time to decide on the debut candidate, so as soon as Zheng Xiuyan comes back, Lin Yuna will ask.

"What else can I do, just look at my expression and know that I haven't been chosen." Zheng Xiuyan glanced at Lin Yun'er blankly, and before she could answer, a harsh voice came.

"What do you mean?" Lin Yun'er was suddenly angry, and the woman who accused her voice asked, "Park Hye-jin, is this your attitude towards your seniors?" ”

"Am there something I'm doing wrong?" Park Hye-jin spread her hands very innocently and said, "I'm just guessing, but looking at the expression of Zheng Xiuyan's seniors, I guess I guessed correctly, oops, it's a pity." The tone of sarcasm is unobstructed.

"You..." Lin Yuna looked at Park Hye-jin speechlessly, unable to refute, because although Park Hye-jin's tone was sarcastic, Lin Yuna couldn't catch the slightest disrespect.

"Forget it, Yuna." Zheng Xiuyan, who was already sad, was hurt even more by Park Hye-jin's words, glanced at the indignant Lin Yuna, and said softly.

"But, Sister Xiuyan." Lin Yun'er looked at Zheng Xiuyan dissatisfied, as if saying that Zheng Xiuyan was too simplistic.

"Alright, Yun'a, stop making trouble." Kwon Yuli, who is also in the same circle as Zheng Xiuyan, gently pulled Lin Yuna's hand, she could see Zheng Xiuyan's sadness, in this case, it is better not to mention this matter.

"Sister Yu Li." Lin Yuna glanced at Park Hye-jin angrily and exclaimed with her breath.

"It's not the first time." Quan Yuli sighed and said: "Xiuyan's strength has always made them jealous, so they often sneer. ”

"Hmph." Lin Yuna looked at Zheng Xiuyan, who had already walked to the side alone, snorted coldly at Park Hye-jin angrily, and sat next to Zheng Xiuyan with Kwon Yu-ri, silently comforting her.

As for Zheng Xiuyan, her heart was very entangled at this time, quite entangled.

Entered the company in 2000, during which there were countless opportunities to debut, but they were eliminated again and again, until 2004, she has been practicing for more than four years, and has obtained countless opportunities to debut, but she still has no debut, which makes her doubt herself, she thought about giving up, but she is reluctant, but she continues, but she doesn't know when Lu Dao will be able to debut.

Zheng Xiuyan, as a four-year trainee, is a well-deserved senior, and her strength is also outstanding, but because of this, she has been slandered by many people, either openly or secretly sarcastic about her, she didn't care about these, but today, she lost the election again, and she was really sad when she heard Park Hye-jin's sarcasm.

"What should I do?" Zheng Xiuyan couldn't help but ask herself softly, but there was no answer.

"Follow your own heart." Suddenly, Zheng Xiuyan had an extra figure in her mind, the senior who had been giving him warmth since she had seen her, and when guiding her, she was very serious and serious, An Minxuan.

She has never been a good communicator, she came back from abroad, because she was born in the United States since she was a child, she doesn't know much about Korean etiquette, and during the period of time she returned home, she was bullied a lot, at that time, she was very helpless, and her originally cheerful personality gradually became indifferent, yes, she began to disguise, with an indifferent appearance, disguised her vulnerability, All the trainees in S.M's company were frightened by Zheng Xiuyan in disguise, although some people like to sneer at her, but they are all behind their backs, because Zheng Xiuyan is the senior in the entire trainees, and those who dare to be sarcastic in front of Zheng Xiuyan are either trainees at the same time as her, or trainees who have given up.

Although after the disguise, no one dared to bully her, but no one dared to approach her, among the more than 100 trainees of S.M, she had few friends, but she didn't care, as long as she could make her debut, but unfortunately, it was not her turn again and again.

Give up, it's been four years, that's enough, don't wait indefinitely, because there will never be a chance to debut, so why waste time here.

Stick to it, I've been doing it for four years, and if I give up halfway, how can I be worthy of those four years of practice.

Is it persistence? Is it to give up? Zheng Xiuyan was confused, her true heart, she couldn't see clearly.

"You have a lot of potential, and it's going to be limitless." An Minxuan's words rang in her ears again.

Do I really have that much potential? Zheng Xiuyan didn't know what to say, she wasn't An Minxuan, she didn't know what potential she had, and she couldn't see where her potential was.

"Unlimited." With An Minxuan's assurances constantly echoing in her mind, Zheng Xiuyan's confused eyes gradually became firm, yes, I will be unlimited in the future, this was said by An Minxuan's predecessor himself, I believe An Minxuan's senior's words.

An Minxuan, in Zheng Xiuyan's heart, is very special, at the beginning, Zheng Xiuyan also believed in the rumors and was afraid of coming into contact with An Minxuan, but as she studied behind An Minxuan, she found that An Minxuan was a very good senior, and also a very strong senior, with such strength, but still carefully and seriously guided her, and also admitted her potential in front of everyone at the time, which is very incredible for her, who is used to seeing the comparison among the trainees, at the same time, also slowly got used to An Minxuan's guidance to her with that gentle voice.

The more she thought about it, the more pure her complicated mind became, and slowly, she finally saw her true heart clearly and didn't want to give up.

Yes, I won't give up, I entered the company as a trainee, just to make my debut, before I achieve my dream, I can't give up, I can't admit defeat to myself, even if I still can't debut in the future, at least I have worked hard for my dream.

"Huh." Lin Yuna and Kwon Yuli, who had been carefully paying attention to Zheng Xiuyan's expression, watched the originally godless Zheng Xiuyan slowly show a smile, and they all exclaimed in a low voice.

"I'm fine." Zheng Xiuyan came back to her senses, and at first glance, she found two few friends who had been worried about her, and smiled lightly.

"That's good." Quan Yuli put his mind at ease and said, "I'm really afraid that you will be defeated by disappointment." ”

"No, it won't." Zheng Xiuyan shook her head and said, "Because I have seen clearly what I need in my heart." ”

"What?" Lin Yun'er couldn't understand Zheng Xiuyan's words, she was younger than Zheng Xiuyan, and if it weren't for An Minxuan, Zheng Xiuyan wouldn't have been able to understand, let alone Lin Yun'er.

"Nothing." Zheng Xiuyan said with a smile: "I am suddenly glad that I am studying behind An Minxuan's seniors. ”

"An Minxuan senior?" Quan Yuli said: "How about it, it's the same as I said at the beginning, An Minxuan's predecessor is very good." ”

It turned out that it was Quan Yuli who accused An Minxuan at the door of the BOA practice room.

"Yes, Senior An Minxuan, really a very good senior." Zheng Xiuyan nodded, not blaming An Minxuan at all, although she was very sad because An Minxuan did not choose her as the new member of the girl group.

"I really want to meet An Minxuan's seniors." Lin Yun'er said bitterly: "The seniors are so handsome." ”

"Little nymphomaniac." Zheng Xiuyan and Quan Yuli said angrily.

"Hmph, why didn't Xiaoxian come today, otherwise I can transfer the bullying I received from my sisters to Xiaoxian." Lin Yun'er pouted aggrievedly.

"Just come on and bully Xiaoxian." Zheng Xiuyan said with a smile: "Xiaoxian is such a well-behaved child, and he was bullied by you. ”

"It's as if I'm the only one bullying." Lin Yun'er retorted dissatisfiedly: "Sister Xiuyan and Sister Yu Li, you have bullied a lot." ”

"We're just looking at Xiaoxian's cuteness and teasing her." Of course, it was impossible for the two to admit it.

"Then I'm just teasing her." Lin Yun'er also hurriedly said.

The three of them suddenly made a mess.

"Senior, thank you for your encouragement, I won't give up." Zheng Xiuyan said in her heart while frolicking with the two.