Although Su Junyan knew that the people of the Su family and the two husbands and wives of the Kong family had said that Su Huahua had always been the children of the Su family, and she should not be allowed to call them "father, mother", but Su Huahua wanted to shout like this, Su Junyan didn't care about this, and everyone said that "the biological father is not as good as the adoptive father". Her feelings for the adoptive father and adoptive mother are still very deep.

And they are like this now, and they have an inseparable relationship with their mother, if it wasn't for Qu Wan's aggressiveness, they wouldn't be like this now.

This is also one of the reasons why Qu Wan is not afraid to take the initiative to approach painting now.

Su Junyan pushed the painting to the ward, hugged her, and let her go*, then sat in front of her, and whispered: "Painting, if there is really no chance, then let him leave quietly, in fact, if we drag him like this, he will be more painful." ”

Su Huahua sniffed, but shook his head stubbornly.

Su Junyan can understand her current feelings very well, it doesn't matter whether she is really saved, for her, it is equivalent to giving up the only chance to survive the important people in her life.

He didn't know what he could say at this time, he hugged her and wanted her to rest first, but Su Huahua suddenly opened his mouth and said slowly: "...... When I was a child, I also hated them, I felt that they were not my biological parents, and they would not lie to me, in fact, you don't know, I was 10 to 15 years old, I was very rebellious, I felt as if I had everything, but there was nothing, at that time you had come to me, I hated you even more, I sometimes don't know, what I live in this world for. is obviously a princess, but she is an abandoned princess. This is how I survived, for so many years, I never dared to hope that I would get any eternal feelings, with my eyes, everything is so hypocritical, I would do entertainment because I hate those wealthy families, those hypocritical illusions, I want to dig out everything and let the world laugh at it, to put it bluntly, I am a cynic. ”

"Draw ......"

"Brother, I want to say a lot now, can you listen to me? Don't interrupt me, I just want to say it, I don't know who else to say it to but you. ”

Su Junyan frowned, and then nodded.

Su Huahua's face was still white, her voice was very soft, with a little astringency, and she continued: "...... Later, I met Qiao Jinglian by mistake, and I don't know why, I actually got together with someone like him, he is not the type of man I thought I could come together, but by the time I found out, I had already liked him without reservation. Later, I thought, maybe it's because of the fact that there are some places in his body that are very similar to you, in fact, I have always wanted to get along with my brother, in the eyes of the Su family, I am an abandoned child, and real parents have never cared about me, but you are different, I have never given you a good face, because I am afraid, I am afraid of losing it after I have it. But I can control the desire for family affection in my heart, but I can't control the desire for love. ”

“…… Brother, am I really excessive? I shouldn't have said that about Qiao Jinglian, right? But what can I do, I see what I shouldn't see, I hear what I shouldn't hear, I used to think, Shen Zijin is so happy, there is a man like Gu Yanshen who is so * * her, but now I feel that I am jealous of her, because I know that in addition to Gu Yanshen, there is also Qiao Jinglian, the man I like also likes her. ”

Su Huahua didn't know what was wrong with her, she actually wanted to talk to Su Junyan about her adoptive father and adoptive mother, but her mind was full of Qiao Jinglian, she finally couldn't help it, maybe it was this, her dependence on her brother had always been deep in her heart, at this moment, after being completely released, she relied on Su Junyan even more, and she couldn't help but want to tell him a lot of words.

“…… Brother, my heart is really messed up, I don't know what to do, I can't accept his past, I can't sign to give up my father's treatment, I feel like I'm going to lose ...... It's so hard to lose those people I once thought I could have for a lifetime, I know I'm an extreme person, but I can't help it, I'm such a person, I ......"

"Draw, paint, calm down, don't think so much, you won't lose, you still have me, I said, no matter what you decide, my brother will always be by your side."

Su Junyan distressedly hugged Su Huahua, who was emotionally broken, into his arms, and comforted her softly, "Okay, don't be like this, your brother will be distressed, painting, you are too tired today, your emotions have been tense, you rest and rest first, what's the matter, when you wake up, let's solve it one by one, okay?" You believe in me, there will be no loss, it is yours and it will be yours. And my painting is not extreme at all, we are the people of the Su family who are sorry for you, as long as I am here one day, you will definitely be happy, and all the misfortunes should not be borne by a girl like you. ”

…………

Su Huahua is really tired, a lot of things, piled up together, her shoulders are actually very weak, she can't bear such a big blow at all, for a while, it is like a flower that has been carefully cared for for a long time, when it is delicate, it is suddenly scattered by someone, and she is dying.

She was coaxed to fall asleep by Su Junyan, and after she was completely relaxed, Su Junyan flicked her eyelashes to make sure that she was really asleep, so she lightly helped her cover the quilt, and then got up and left the ward.

As soon as I closed the door, I saw a man leaning against the wall in the corner of the door, with half a cigarette between his fingers and several cigarette butts at his feet.

Su Junyan coughed lightly, Qiao Jinglian came back from deep thought, saw him come out, threw away half of his cigarette, and came up, "She's resting?" ”

"Sleep."

“…………”

Qiao Jinglian was silent, although she didn't say anything, but Su Junyan also saw it, he wanted to go in and see the painting, he pursed his lips, inserted his hands into his trouser pockets, and spoke, "I have always disagreed with you and painting, because I know my sister very well, she actually looks very strong on the outside, but she is very fragile inside, to put it bluntly, she uses the so-called strength to protect her vulnerability." I guess I'm not mistaken, you're really not good for drawing, first of all, your complex background. I can't figure it out, you're in a situation like yesterday, you don't accompany her to the hospital, you have to take her to celebrate her birthday, what are you thinking? ”

Qiao Jinglian was tossed all night, Rao is no longer high-spirited, and it is time to stop cooking, he reached out and pressed the bridge of his nose, and his voice was also full of thick tiredness, probably because Su Junyan didn't look aggressive tonight, so at this moment, he couldn't help but tell him-

"Maybe I'm doing something wrong, but that's not what I intended, I wanted to take this opportunity to show them a painting, I wanted to confirm our relationship. You may think that you can just make an appointment at any time, but I didn't think about it that much at the time, and I didn't know that I had this pimple in my heart all along, and it was my negligence. ”

He paused and said a little awkwardly, "...... I haven't done this to a woman, and I now admit what my brother said, maybe I'm not mature enough in some ways, but hands-on...... I was confused myself. ”

It's too rare, the arrogant Young Master Qiao can still say such a thing, it can be described as a low voice.

Su Junyan is the same type of person as him, it is impossible not to feel it, he is completely afraid now, is he really afraid that he will never ignore him, right? So even with himself, he wants to explain, because he doesn't know what to do, just like a person who is drowning in water, about to drown, grasping whatever is it, even if it is a piece of grass, he thinks it can help him surface.

However, what Qiao Jinglian grabbed this time was obviously not a piece of grass, Su Junyan was definitely a piece of driftwood.

"You've never talked to Huahua about those things between you and Zijin?"

Qiao Jinglian glanced at him and frowned, "I don't think there's anything to say about this, she is now my sister-in-law, I don't have any thoughts about her at all, I respect her that is necessary, and there is...... Painting never asked me this, I told her for no reason, what is the matter? ”

"I care a lot about drawing."

Su Junyan shook her head, "She used to be an entertainer, although she was not in City C, but the Qiao family is famous, you Qiao Ershao's glorious performance in the love field, she shouldn't have seen it less, think about it yourself, are you inappropriate in this matter." ”

"It's really inappropriate."

This was not what Qiao Jinglian said, and before he could answer, another male voice came from behind him-

With the sound of steady footsteps, the man's voice slowly approached, "This matter, speaking of which is also my responsibility, I shouldn't have let Jing Lian come over with the painting, but Jing Lian, have you been carried away by love these days, and you don't even know what kind of crisis has arisen around you?" How many times has Xie Lingxi approached you? ”

Gu Yanshen put one hand in his trouser pocket and threw the mobile phone that Su Huahua had left in his sink directly to Qiao Jinglian, "This is painted by Su Hua, right?" ”