Chapter 267: Love Hurts But It Hurts
Xiao Mo'er had very little dinner, and she didn't have much appetite, and she was always entangled in her heart. The same is true for Feng Xiye, the rest of the women are still difficult, if they don't go to their garden, they probably won't stop there.
Early in the morning of the second day, the women in Guanghua Garden were dismissed one after another, and they inevitably cried and cried, but Feng Xiye was not in the house, and in the end they were a little lazy. Yan Qingqing stood at the door and supervised them, of course, she also pulled Xiao Mo'er out, she was very willing to pull Xiao Mo'er in this black face, and Xiao Mo'er was in the "honor", and the resentful eyes of all the women naturally shot at her. Xiao Mo'er couldn't help but break out in a cold sweat, she didn't want to come, but Yan Qingqing said: "You and I are both the crown princesses in this mansion, so it is natural that the two female masters are better to oversee it." ”
In this way, if Xiao Mo'er doesn't come, she will definitely not fulfill her duties as a concubine. In fact, when it comes to the duty of being a concubine, Xiao Mo'er has never fulfilled anything!
Watching one woman after another walk out of the crown princess, Xiao Mo'er was worried about their future days, before everyone left, they would receive some silver tickets from Yan Qingqing's side as alimony, although this money was enough for them for a lifetime, but they didn't seem to just want this.
I thought that the matter would be solved like this, but in the end something happened in the evening. A lady in Guanghua Garden is said to have refused to leave, and finally hanged herself in her room. When they heard the news, Xiao Mo'er and Yan Qingqing hurriedly went to the lady's garden. There were a few maids standing tremblingly at the door of the room, and when they saw Xiao Mo'er and Yan Qingqing coming over, they hurriedly gave way, no one wants to step forward for this kind of thing, and Yan Qingqing is the same, so he asked the guards to go in and let people go. Xiao Mo'er also stood outside the door, and through the door, she saw the woman who had been flattened on the ground. The woman is very beautiful, but Xiao Mo'er doesn't have too much impression, there are too many women in this garden, but I remember that this woman also went to Yimoju last night.
Among the maids outside the door, there was a little girl with a pale face and a faint cry, which should be this lady's maid. Yan Qingqing was familiar with the instructions to deal with the aftermath, and it seemed that he was very experienced in this matter. Then the crowd was dismissed, and every man returned to his own garden.
Xiao Mo'er has not been very comfortable in her heart, but when she arrived at Yimoju, she saw that Feng Xiye had returned.
"What's wrong with you, Mo'er, don't have a good face?" Feng Xiye has been dealing with affairs since returning to Yimoju, and ordered not to be disturbed (Sese, so this kind of death of a lady, the guards did not tell him.
"Guanghuayuan has died a lady. Xiao Mo'er saw that Feng Xiye didn't know, and said.
"Oh. Feng Xiye didn't seem surprised, but responded lightly.
"You..... Why don't you go and see it? It's your woman too. ”
"No, it should be Cui Ting, she has flesh and blood in her stomach. Feng Xiye guessed that Mu Ruoqinuo had reported him before.
"What?flesh and bones?" Xiao Mo'er was born in amazement, whose flesh and bones? Could it be the fake Feng Xiye?
"Well, that person's flesh and bones, Cui Ting has always wanted that Prince Ben could go to her garden once, and then ..... You know. Feng Xiye said lightly, he didn't care about the women in the garden, it didn't mean that he didn't know, and someone would report what he usually did. And the latest news, Feng Xiye knows why for so many years, only Yan Qingqing and Yichun have given birth to their own heirs. Yan Qingqing seemed to be quite timid, and secretly added infertile herbs to the good deeds of other ladies, and after special treatment, no one could eat them at all, and Yichun was an accident at that time, Yan Qingqing didn't expect that the woman from Qinglou would also be pregnant. But she never panicked about the flesh and blood in Yichun's womb, the heir of a Qinglou woman would definitely not be recognized by the royal family, and then Feng Xiye asked her to dispose of the child in Yichun's womb. Thinking of this, Feng Xiye began to feel guilty, he didn't feel the slightest guilt, but because of Xiao Mo'er, he understood a lot of emotions.
"Then you know that she will seek death?" asked Xiao Mo'er puzzled.
Feng Xiye frowned, he wouldn't be unpredictable..... "I don't know." Come on. Feng Xiye shouted, and Guo Jun entered in response. "What just happened?"
"His Royal Highness the Prince, in Guanghua Garden, Mrs. Cui Ting hanged herself. ”
"Sure enough. Feng Xiye responded lightly. "Buried it!" This may be the greatest gift to the distorted Cui Ting, who is pregnant with other people's flesh and blood in her womb, and no one will say anything if she throws it to the barren mountain, this is this feudal dynasty!
"What's wrong with you?" Feng Xiye asked when she saw that Xiao Mo'er still looked unhappy, Xiao Mo'er shook her head, and didn't talk, she didn't know how to say it. "Is this the same in the world you came from?" Feng Xiye couldn't help but ask, listening to Xiao Mo'er talk about a few times, he had never heard of anything at all, so he was curious about what the emotions between men and women in that world were like.
"It's different, the world I came from is monogamous, there is a lady in a family, a husband, two people support until they are old, if they don't like each other, they can divorce, and then find another partner, men can, women can also, and there is no one who divorces whom, two people don't like to be together and negotiate divorce. Completely voluntary. Xiao Mo'er recalled the events of her previous life, and for this, it was much better than here.
"I see. Feng Xiye nodded, no wonder Xiao Mo'er was different from other women, but, "Mo'er, do you still have this concept now?
"No, I don't dare to expect extravagance..... Xiao Mo'er is telling the truth, she really doesn't dare to expect extravagance, how can she make the prince fall in love with her? However, Feng Xiye's heart sank little by little, every time, he hoped that Mo'er would say something to surprise him, but he was disappointed again and again, and his heart ached again and again. He really couldn't help but ask, why Mo'er still didn't love him after so long.
Thinking like this, Xiao Mo'er continued to speak, with a slight tremor in her tone: "The children of a rich family can't be monogamous, not to mention that you are a prince.....? You can't always sleep there..... If you dislike the women who have been touched by that person, the rest are all cold and jade now, so ....." Xiao Mo'er said with difficulty, her heart was sour.
Feng Xiye was stunned, and a wave of anger burned in her heartache: "Lin Yimo, what do you mean by this?"
Xiao Mo'er trembled even more when she heard Feng Xiye's low roar, Feng Xiye's fiery eyes made her a little scared, but she also held on: "It's literal." ”
"Okay, Lin Yimo, those women have tried their best to want this prince to go, you are good, but you want to push this prince out, do you hate this prince so much in your heart?"
"No, I don't hate you, I just ....."
"Just what? I don't hate why you pushed Prince Ben into another woman's room?"
"I, I ....." Xiao Mo'er was speechless, she was thinking about him, just like the sixth lady did to Lin Yihao back then.
"Hmph, well, in that case, this prince will do as you wish. Guo Jun, go to Qingran Pavilion with the prince. ”
Feng Xiye's voice made Xiao Mo'er's heart feel like it had been pricked by a needle, and she was in pain, Qing Ran Pavilion, that was Qing Ran's garden, Feng Xiye finally couldn't bear to spoil her? Did he want to go for a long time? Is it that he has been hindering him.
Feng Xiye glared at Xiao Mo'er, who was silent, and went out with Guo Jun. The moment his back disappeared into Yi Moju, Xiao Mo'er's heart was suddenly emptied, empty, she raised her hand, wanted to grab something, but couldn't catch anything.
One night, she sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, looking at Feng Xiye's empty bed, not knowing what she was thinking, Xiaomi came to persuade her twice to rest earlier, and she didn't hear it, and she looked completely stupid. Xiaomi was helpless, obviously she drove His Royal Highness the Crown Prince away, and now it was like losing her soul, Xiaomi, who had never been in love, didn't understand, so she could only stay by Xiao Mo'er's side silently.
One night, it seems to be longer than a year, Xiao Mo'er only feels that everything is still, she only suffers from loneliness silently in this night, it turns out that people will really be so heartbroken, the pain is so unforgettable, the pain is like suffocation, the pain is so painful that she wants to die immediately! It turns out that she has loved so deeply, to the point that she can't even predict herself, but why do they hurt each other? She couldn't wait for Lin Yihao as calmly as the sixth lady, she was resentful in her heart, she began to hate Feng Xiye for being a prince, if he wasn't a prince, he could only love her for the rest of his life, not caring about any royal heirs, not caring about so many women. She also began to hate herself, why should she fall in love with him, knowing that falling in love with him would cause pain and hurt, but why could she not help but fall in love with him?
She has always protected her heart very well, to have a crush on the emperor, to love Yang Moyun, now that I think about it, those don't seem to be love, for the emperor, only love at first sight, for Yang Moyun, it was only because of the relationship between her previous life and Moyun, until this moment, she saw her true self clearly, but she suffered unprecedented pain.
Yes, it was she who wanted to die or live to cross over and come to this era, but she just couldn't accept the life of polygamy in this era, thinking that Feng Xiye would embrace other women in her arms and roll on the bed with other women this night, her heart was as if it was torn. She really suffered by herself, she was so painful, and she had to push him out, she hated herself for why she didn't hold him, she hated it!