Chapter 42 Mom I'm Sorry, Mom I Love You
Bi Xia didn't suppress his voice anymore this time, he restored the true color of his crisp voice, and the clear voice slowly flowed out of his throat, telling the story.
"Oh Mom, Mom by candlelight, your black hair is covered with frost, Oh Mom, Mom by candlelight, your cheeks are so worried."
With his voice, the audience was silent, and everyone couldn't help but think of their mother, and the memories that had not faded for more than ten years or even decades were turned out and emerged in front of them. Many memories that have been buried deep in the heart come to mind, and those emotions that have been deeply worn out by time and life have come to life with the sound of resurgence.
This song "Mother in the Candlelight" is an eternal classic in another world, which has been sung from the 80s to the new century, and after more than 20 years, it is still circulating in the music scene. In addition to describing family affection, this song has reached a height that is difficult for future generations to reach.
The lyricist of this song, Mr. Li Chunli, was a high school student when he wrote this song, and his mother had been bedridden for many years. Its rhetoric is not flowery, but it is the truest portrayal. It is also because it is real and simple, so it can always evoke people's hearts for family affection, for the mother's thoughts, and that love.
This song has been circulating for nearly three decades, and its arrangement has long been outdated, and when it is covered by many people, most singers have incorporated their own emotions into the song, but there is not much breakthrough. Later, in a music program, a pair of top mainland boy bands adapted it, while retaining their traditions, the tune was also improved to be more in line with the trend of the times.
The version that Bi Xia sings now is an adaptation of the pair's version to make it more in line with their own musical style, and the style of the music is more distinctive than the original version.
"Mom, mom in the candlelight, your waist is tired and no longer straight, mom, mom in the candlelight, why have your eyes lost their brilliance."
"Mom, my son has grown up, and I don't want to lead your clothes through the spring, autumn, winter and summer."
Bixia stood on the stage, there was no shouting, no hysteria, he was only calm, his singing voice was full of emotion, telling his love for his mother.
The audience subverted their perception of Bi Xia, in their eyes, Bi Xia is a rock man, a humanist poet who uses talent and poetry to shout, explore life, and explore the reality of life. His songs are heavy, gloomy and inspirational.
Today, Bi Xia is still heavy, but no longer agitated, he is calmly and sincerely confessing his heart, so that everyone can see his bright red beating heart that has been cut open.
"Oh Mom, believe me, a son has his own son's reward."
Everyone, the host, the judges, the audience, and the contestants were silent, immersed in the music brought by Bi Xia, immersed in their own memories, those beautiful pasts, and those living memories.
They all miss their old mother who is far away, is she okay at the moment, and does she miss herself at the moment?
Bi Xia tilted his head, and the camera caught two crystal tears in the corner of his eye in time.
Encore walked on the stage and joked with Bi Xia familiarly: "Bi Xia, you are so annoying, I haven't seen you for a long time, and you bring us tears as soon as we meet." But everyone could hear that her voice was thick and nasal.
"This ......" Bi Xia smiled embarrassedly, his expression a little shy.
"Okay, no kidding, we've all heard about you, how is Auntie doing now?" An Ke Bi Xia's face was a little embarrassed, and he quickly changed the topic.
"Thank you very much for your concern, there are a lot of mothers, the operation is quite successful, and it is developing in the direction of good Lu, thank you very much." With that, he bowed deeply.
"Hehe, everyone knows that Bi Xia is a filial son, and when he signed the contract, he used to have a condition that he needed the company to lend you money to treat his mother's medical expenses, to be honest, I was very moved when I heard it. I was very moved to listen to this song "Mother in the Candlelight", and the audience at the scene was also moved, I believe this is your most real emotion for your mother. Encore smiled, but his tone was full of emotion.
"Actually, I'm not as good as everyone says. Even the current situation is largely due to my willfulness. Three years ago, my father died in a car accident, and when I rushed to the hospital, I discovered that I was not their real person. ”
"Wow!" Hearing Bi Xia's words, An Ke was surprised and suddenly pressed his big mouth with his small hand, and the audience at the scene was in an uproar, this news was too exciting, and Bi Xia's life experience was beyond everyone's expectations.
"My mind was in a mess, I didn't know what to do, I couldn't accept it. After arranging my father's funeral, I left home alone, and it happened that the army was recruiting at school at this time, and the only thought in my mind at that time was to leave this familiar environment and go to a place where no one knew me, so I went to join the army. Bi Xia said, his face bitter.
At this time, Zhu Jianye, who was far away in the ward, suddenly realized, no wonder three years ago, when Bi Xia came back from home, he felt that something was wrong, it turned out that this was the case, how bitter his heart should be for so many years, Zhu Jianye looked at the mild-looking big boy on TV and felt the same way.
The audience followed Bi Xia's words, were brought into his world, although Bi Xia said that his purpose for joining the army was not as great as they imagined, but everyone present did not blame him, three years ago, a boy who was only twenty years old, faced with the death of his father, he was not his own son, when he chose to escape, it is understandable.
"I have been missing my mother, my father, and my mother every day for the past three years. At the same time, I was tormented, conflicted, and very painful. In three years, I slowly came out of the haze, but I still don't know how to face them, and now I think about my previous self is really very naïve. He shook his head and laughed at himself.
"This time my mother was seriously ill, but fortunately my sister found me and didn't cause a bitter fruit, which is the only thing I am glad about, otherwise I would never forgive myself. My mother's serious illness made me realize that blood relationship doesn't matter, and that it was my mother who raised me and nurtured me in the first 20 years of my life, and that was the most important thing. She is my mother, the mother of life, and this is a fact that no one can change. This song "Mother in the Candlelight" is my work of atonement, Mom, I'm sorry! Mom, I love you! After Bi Xia finished speaking, he closed his eyes, tears swirled in his eyes, and he held back.
"No, I don't think your mother will blame you, no mother in the world will blame her children." Encore comforted Bi Xia, she has always admired Bi Xia very much, and now she values it even more, although Bi Xia has three years of not saying goodbye, and has three years of hesitation, but after hearing that her mother is seriously ill, she gave up the honor that is about to arrive, and immediately returned to her to save her mother, and this mother is not his biological mother, this quality is more valued, this is a big boy with affection and righteousness, and there are too few such people in society now.
"Yes, Bisha, you don't have to blame yourself, you have done a good job, and I believe that your mother has never blamed you. As you say in today's song, you love your mother, and she must love you. Today you have given us a big surprise, musically, in people. Qin Lan had already cried into tears in the audience, she swallowed this sentence and applauded Bi Xia while wiping her tears.
With her taking the lead, now countless audiences are cheering for Bi Xia in unison, maybe everyone is not necessarily Bi Xia's fans, maybe many people can't do Bi Xia's behavior, but the mood is the same to pay tribute to the good character, and there will be such a soft existence in everyone's heart.
"Thank you! Thank you! Bi Xia smiled happily, at this moment his smile was as innocent as a baby, years of depression, once liberated, all Shen Ke was removed, no matter what everyone would say, he accepted it calmly.
This time, Huayi arranged for him to re-enter the "Avenue of Stars", and he accepted it calmly. He wanted to draw a perfect end to his trip to the Walk of Fame. At the same time, it is also because of the reunion of their family in "Avenue of Stars", and he also wants to use this platform to tell the national audience about his mistakes.
"Okay, since everyone loves Bi Xia so much, then everyone said if they want Bi Xia to bring us another song!" An can see that the atmosphere at the scene is warm, and he said.
"Yes!" The scene shouted in unison, including the five judges, who were like fans at the moment, making their hands into horns and shouting loudly.
Encore stepped back from the stage, Bi Xia stood alone in the center of the stage, and under the dim light, there was a desolate and incomplete beauty.
"This song, for the father of heaven......" Bi Xia said in a deep voice