Chapter 60: Who Understands His Pain?
"Mr. Jin, who do you think you are? Do you think you are the Creator? Can you control everything for everyone in this world? Can you control people's hearts and destinies?
I'm telling you, you think of yourself too great! ”
She licked her lips and continued:
"Listen, Jin Ting, no matter what happens to me and Mo Haoxuan, it is also our life, and I have the right to choose in my own life, not a self-righteous creator like you to interfere in the lives of others!
Have you had some psychological shadow since you were a child, and you like to treat others as your puppets? Have you never been valued? Have you not been able to truly accept yourself from the bottom of your heart, so you have to rely on manipulating others to get that pitiful psychological satisfaction!
If that's the case, I sympathize with you! ”
"You sympathize with me? You actually say that you sympathize with me? Jin Ting's voice was slightly mocking, and his fingers trembled a little: "What qualifications do you have to sympathize with me!" You're like an ant to me, no, just a who can strip you naked, toy with you, and kill you as much as I want! ”
Feeling the naked desire and contempt in his words, Chu Xue smiled instead of anger: "Yes, I sympathize with you!" Because you're a sick person, you're not mentally normal! As a healthy and normal person, of course, I have to express sympathy for the patient! Besides, you're still such a self-righteous patient! ”
When Chu Xue said this, she suddenly remembered that Jin Ting had told her that when he was young, the platelet clotting factor was abnormal, so as long as he suffered a small injury, he would keep bleeding, so he smiled slightly and added to the microphone: "Jin Ting, when you were young, you kept bleeding, and it was just a physical disease, but now your physical illness has been cured, but your psychological illness can't be cured!"
I feel so sorry for the man who donated your bone marrow!
For he saved a man, but he was a terminally ill and incurable patient! ”
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"Are you done!?" Jin Ting suddenly roared on the other end of the phone.
His voice was very low and extremely cold, accompanied by a sharp sound that I didn't know what to break, which made Chu Xue couldn't help but be stunned.
She stimulated Jin Ting more than once, but no matter what she said, Jin Ting generally pretended not to hear it, and the clouds were light.
However, after he said that sentence just now, he seemed to be really angry and lost control.
It's like a lone wolf on the prairie, ready to bite the throat of his opponent and let the scorching blood spurt down.
Chu Xue couldn't help but feel a little timid in her heart, but she still said stubbornly: "What? What do you think I'm saying is wrong? ”
"You're right! You're right! ”
Jin Ting's voice became slower and slower, more and more depressed.
He suddenly laughed: "You are so right, since I have known you, this is simply the most right sentence you have ever said!" Hahaha...... Haha......ha
In front of his eyes was the bitter cherry red again, and back to when he was very young......
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He still remembers that when he was six years old, his scientific name "X7Y hemophilia" became more and more serious, and even a small fall would cause a lot of blood to bleed and stain his clothes red.
And what's more, this blood may interact with the bacteria outside at any time, causing an infection that will kill him.
He couldn't go to school because his fingers could be cut by the tip of a pen or the edge of a piece of paper at any moment, and he couldn't play sports because his knees could get infected with countless germs in the air and dirt during a fall!
His life was basically confined to a small room with a top-of-the-line air sterilization device, watching TV in silence, having to wear gloves while reading, and eating almost with a maid bringing it to his mouth.
For him, who loves freedom by nature, this is simply killing him!
At that time, he almost felt that living in this world was a burden, every day was a burden, he wanted to die, during that time, he was a little bit into the Internet world, looking for many ways to commit suicide, but it looked very painful, jumping off the building will fall apart, hanging will cause incontinence, taking sleeping pills is said to make stomach convulsions......
He doesn't want to die! He has been smart since he was a child, and he will remember everything when he looks at it, he loves many things, and he loves this world!
And the relationship between his parents, because of his illness, is getting more and more stiff.
Mother Xu Yanran was originally from a high-ranking official family, and because she saw Jin Peng, who was in her prime, at a banquet, she fell in love at first sight and rejected the marriage proposals of several high-ranking officials, and insisted on marrying Jin Peng.
At that time, Xu Yanran was tall and gorgeous, and she had the dignified temperament of everyone's ladies, so naturally Jin Peng also admired her very much, and soon entered the palace of marriage.
At first, the two of them had been Qin Se and Ming for several years, and after three years of marriage, they gave birth to Jin Ting, Yuxue's cute doll, and anyone who saw it couldn't put it down.
But all the good things came to an abrupt end after discovering that the baby son was born with this almost incurable condition.
Jin Peng's mother, that is, Jin Ting's grandmother, Mrs. Jin has always disliked this daughter-in-law when Jin Peng married Xu Yanran and entered the door, shouting that her eight characters are not compatible with her own family and son, and the chickens and dogs will not bring any good life.
Knowing that her grandson had this disease, the old woman Jin was even more convinced of her judgment, and she invited some Taoist wizards to practice at home all day long, muttering, pointing at Sang and scolding Huai, as if she wanted to drive her daughter-in-law out of the door.
And Xu Yanran is also a high-ranking official, how can she be angry, and transfer all her dissatisfaction with her mother-in-law to her husband, the relationship between husband and wife began to gradually cold, and the old woman Jin took this opportunity to blow the wind in Jin Peng's ears, asking him to marry another woman and give birth to a healthy son, Xu Yanran was furious, ran away from home and returned to her parents' house, making the family chickens and dogs jump, until Jin Peng sent his mother out of the country This eased up a little.
But the two still sleep in separate rooms, and they are no longer as good as they were back then.
Until one time, an internationally renowned hematologist came to the house, locked in a small room and talked secretly with his father for a long time.
After his father walked out, with a hint of joy on his face, he walked to his mother's room and whispered, "Yanran, Ting'er's illness may be saved!" ”。
Xu Yanran raised her head with a numb expression: "Is there any way?" Is there any way to save Ting'er? Tell me! ”
Jin Peng coughed: "That's the case, the doctor said that there is a new technology now, if we can have another child and use his bone marrow to transplant Ting'er, then, maybe there will be minimal rejection, and Ting'er's blood may become healthy blood from now on, what do you think of this method?" ”