211. Chapter 211
For many years, when he recalled, he would think, if he hadn't thought about her so small at the beginning, wouldn't the two of them have been separated for ten years?
A long decade.
How many times did he think that her feelings for him had faded in the boundless despair of the bitter sea, he thought that she had accepted the fate that he had died and would never come back, but every year on the same lonely night on his birthday, he saw her in the Kwai Garden looking down on the darkness and loneliness, it turned out that her love for him had not changed in the past ten years.
It turned out that in this lonely world on different sides of the world, they had always loved and waited for each other.
At that moment, I only felt strange why I didn't shed tears, an incomplete heart had been corroded and rusted by long years.
When the last waiting night was replaced by day, he finally decided to start closing the net.
Is the decision to get married, which is called an engagement, to be a marriage decision, to be cut off from the planning of the first half of his life, or is it a subconscious back-to-back fight?
He never wanted to ask himself.
A heart has been tortured into fear and madness in the ten years without her by her side, and in the airport hall, when she finally appeared in front of her after almost her life, he refused to admit that under the strong emergence of all kinds of emotions, how he pretended to be unfamiliar.
Knowing that she appeared as a stranger because she was not ready to face him, and returned after many years, it was obvious that she still needed some time to get used to the old people, so he didn't force her, he respected her wishes, and he even did not approach her at that time to force her to recognize.
Two days and two nights passed.
He didn't look for her, and she was still the same, even if Luo Shiqi got her into his company by mistake later, I remember that night they met downstairs in the company, she still avoided him when facing Su Zhongyang's entanglement, and she wanted to get rid of him after using it casually, even if she experienced a chase together, she still treated him indifferently, no matter how he spoke, she never remembered anything, as if nothing had happened before.
That night, he was furious, knocked her out in the face of danger and took her back to Biyuan, the reason why he went to Biyuan, because the room that had been set up for her since it was built was a replica of her bedroom ten years ago, and there was a photo of the two of them on the bedside table who went on vacation to Hawaii when they were teenagers......
However, what did he get in exchange for a night of anticipation?
It was she who still escaped, and then watched her leave with Bei Mingzhu indifferently.
He didn't ask her if she really thought he didn't know if she was using amnesia as an excuse or if she was trying to give him some stimulation, intentionally or unintentionally.
He didn't ask at all, didn't dare to ask, wouldn't ask.
At noon that day, she followed her to the time-honored restaurant where she ate the most that year, and watched her subconsciously order the two of their favorite snacks, wine brewing garden, and knowing the flavor of wontons.
After that, she got into trouble with him.
Knowing that Lu Dao's behavior was very naïve, he couldn't control himself from being naïve with her, perhaps, in the bottom of his heart, he still felt that he had been in love a little hard for ten years, and after ten years and three days, how could she just not take herself aside, not recognize, not ask, and not express?!
Even so, he still mediated with her sincerely from beginning to end.
Until-Lin Yilin was kidnapped by Qiao Zhishu.
She came up and begged him to make a move, but he deliberately put forward conditions to exchange affection for affection.
She hesitated, adding a faint fear to his wry smile.
For the first time in his life, he used stratagem against her.
Then that night, he knew that she had gone to Beijing and waited for her in her apartment early, because he knew that she was destined to return disappointed and hungry. So, ten years later, he cooked for her again and cooked her favorite meal with his own hands.
That night, when he put forward the conditions, he will never forget how his heart beat wildly at that moment, almost jumping out of his chest, so violent that he had to hold his breath, clenching the cigarette tightly in his hand and not daring to move, so afraid, afraid that the next second she would refuse the condition and push herself away.
The great anticipation and fear made him tense all over, and it took all his strength to suppress the urge not to rush over and take her into his arms.
He would never tell her how many years he had waited for that moment.
Thinking of this, Pei Zhan rubbed his chin slightly on the top of her head, "Fool, I know that the fire in Kwai Yuan is a devastating blow to you, and behind your seemingly confident back after returning to China, you are actually extremely timid, obviously longing for me but always cringe, both afraid that you will not be able to bring me happiness, and afraid that it will affect me again like before, right?" ”
Lin Shiyu was silent, her long eyelashes drooped lightly, and her eyes revealed a trace of sadness that had been peeped through.
"Ten years, you and I are obviously in love with each other more than at the beginning, but we have always walked the road of mutual separation, are you not loving me enough? I know that I am not, it is precisely because you love me too deeply that you will have scruples about your ten-year road of revenge, you are afraid that your enemy is my relative, you are afraid that I will be embarrassed, so you dare not go home after the birthday banquet! But do you know the truth? My love for you has long surpassed everything, you are the weight of one person to me, the lightest of the whole world! I just want you to come back to me, and I can give up the rest! In the future, don't avoid me, and don't blame me for being too fanatical about you, because our lives have long been connected, you live and I live, you die and I die! Pei Zhan's words became more and more sad, vaguely with an oath-like determination.
"Bringing you such a big danger again and again, I have long deviated from my original intention of wanting you to be happy, yes, I pretended not to remember you through the car accident, in fact, I really don't want to recognize you again, but, I can't control my heart, I love you, I love you very much! It seems that I am destined to be your burden in this life, and you can't get rid of it. Lin Shiyu finally raised her head and looked at him apologetically.
He took her hand and kissed her fingertips, each one, "Baby, you finally said what was in your heart, do you know that I have been waiting for this moment until I am old?!" ”
As soon as Lin Shiyu wanted to say something, she heard a rough and somewhat familiar voice blown by the wind from afar, "Hurry up and chase her, how far can she run as a woman who has been hungry for a day and a night!" ”
Hearing the sound, Lin Shiyu only felt that her heart seemed to be tightly grasped by a pair of invisible hands, and then, Pei Zhan's dry and warm big hand covered her slightly open mouth, and the hot and humid breath sprayed on her ears, "Don't be afraid, baby, I'm here." ”
"Big brother, don't worry, there is no one living on this mountain at all, and the signal seems to have been set up by someone with a jammer, this will be gone for a while, they can't move the rescuers, and they can't escape from the palm of our hands."