[256] Don't be afraid

He bent down and picked up a photo on the ground, the person in the photo was him ten years ago, "Before, what I was most afraid of was that you disliked me, that you would think I was dirty, that I was not qualified to love you, that you would see these photos, but now, I have nothing to fear." ”

His slender fingers tore up the photo in his hand, and his dark pupils were all printed with her face.

Xia Qi opened her mouth, at this moment, she could obviously breathe normally, but she seemed to be even more suffocated than just now, his eyes, every word he said, made her heart constantly stir.

The throat seemed to be blocked by something, and in the eye sockets, something seemed to be rolling down, burning and wet......

He looked at her quietly, and after a moment slowly lowered his eyes, his long eyelashes covering all the dead silence in his eyes,

"So, Kiki, now I'm not afraid of even your tears." This was the last sentence he left her.

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Jun Jinyan left the villa, and Xia Qi looked at the staircase in a daze, as if she was still looking at Jun Jinyan's back.

Did she cry? Little by little, her hand touched her face, and on her hand was a hot and moist stain of waterβ€”her tears.

Once, when she cried, it would make him scared, it would make him overwhelmed, and it would make him desperately want her to stop crying. But now, when he saw her tears, he didn't feel anything anymore.

Was she wrong? Did she say it wrong? What she longs for is a love of mutual trust, but ......

Smack! Smack!

The tears in his eyes kept pouring out.

Xia Qi kept crying, and the choked sound kept pouring out of her throat. She lay on the ground and picked up all the photos scattered on the floor one by one, including the one that was torn apart by Jun Jinyan.

"Woo...... Woowoo woo...... "She clutched those pictures to her heart, as if she was holding something incomparably precious.

And Ye Nanqing, squatting beside Xia Qi, raised her hand to wipe away her tears, but stopped at the moment when her hand was about to touch Xia Qi's face.

She was crying, how much she loved Jun Jinyan, how sad she cried.

So many tears are shed for your words!

Xia Qi, how much do you love Jun Jinyan?! Ye Nanqing asked herself in her heart, but she didn't want to think about that answer. Because once he thinks about it, it seems to mean that he never has a chance again.

With a self-deprecating smile on the corner of his lips, Ye Nanqing took out the negative from his pocket and handed it to Xia Qi, "This is what you want." Nowadays, photographs and negatives no longer mean anything to him.

Xia Qi sobbed, took the negative, and covered the negative with his chest.

Ye Nanqing looked at the crying face in front of him, "Xia Qi, if I say that no matter what happens, I will believe you and love you, then are you willing to give me your love for Jun Jinyan?" ”

She stared at him blankly, her eyes blurred, and then shook her head. Love is not an object, it is not something that can be given to whomever you want.

"So, do you still want to love Jun Jinyan?" He asked.

She didn't answer, just lowered her head, looked at the photos in her hand in a daze, looked at the people in the photos, crystal tears, drop by drop, kept dripping on the photos......

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Jun Haixin was the first to discover Jun Jinyan and returned to Jun's house.

"Excuse me, why are you back?" She stepped forward and asked, "Isn't Xia Qi coming...... and stopped abruptly in the middle of her words. When he got closer, Jun Haixin realized that his nephew's expression was not quite right at this moment.

The expression of death was something she had never seen before.

"What's going on?" Jun Haixin's first reaction was that I was afraid that this had something to do with Xia Qi, after all, almost all of my emotions were only for Xia Qi.

Jun Jinyan's eyes were empty, although he was looking at Jun Haixin, he didn't say a word.

Jun Haixin frowned, then took out his mobile phone and said, "If you don't want to say it, then I'll ask Xia Qi." ”

His eyes finally rolled, and his thin lips opened little by little, "Auntie, Kiki has seen those pictures." ”

The mobile phone in Jun Haixin's hand almost fell to the ground, "Photos? Could it be that the photos that ...... can make this nephew care about like this can only be the batch of photos from ten years ago!"

But Bai Zhuyun had obviously destroyed it in front of her, why would Xia Qi still see it? Jun Haixin's mind was full of questions.

"That Xia Qi ...... her"

"She said because I didn't believe she loved me alone, so my love, she didn't want it." The dark eyes, although they were open to the ground, were empty and empty, like a doll without a soul.

Jun Haixin's heart suddenly tightened, and his words at this time actually reminded her of what he looked like before he was six years old, at that time, every time she saw him, she looked at people with such empty eyes.

In his eyes, there is no joy, anger or sorrow, just looking, but it seems that nothing seems to be there.

"She doesn't want it...... Don't ......" Jun Jinyan hugged his head with both hands and muttered in a low voice.

"Excuse me, what's wrong with you?" Jun Haixin asked hurriedly.

His eyes rolled again, "Head...... It hurts, auntie, my head hurts. The pain was as if it was about to explode, but his expression was still faint, dead, and there was no change.

Jun Haixin was stunned, and pulled Jun Jinyan to say, "I'll take you to the doctor now." ”

But he didn't move half a step, just held his head, opened his empty eyes, and muttered to himself, "She doesn't want it anymore, so there's no need to be afraid of anything anymore, there's no need to be afraid of anything anymore......

Is that an empty pain, that it has been hurt to the extreme, hurt to the extreme, and that's why it has become like this? Jun Haixin looked at his nephew in front of him in a daze, and suddenly there was endless worry.

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Jun Haixin didn't know what happened between Xia Qi and her nephew, but there was one thing that she knew very clearly at this time, Xia Qi saw those photos back then!

And those photos were taken by Bai Zhuyun back then, and Jun Haixin almost killed Bai Zhuyun with one shot in order to get these photos. She thought that the matter of photos should have been settled back then, but she didn't expect that ten years later, these photos would be brought up again, and even bring so much harm to Jinyan.