Zijin felt that he had been dreaming all along, a nightmare.

The darkness is boundless, she walks in it alone, like stepping on a deep well, no matter how you can't get out, this feeling, like the deepest torment, Zijin really feels uncomfortable, but she knows that she is dreaming, and the most tormenting thing is that she knows that this is a dream, but she is caught in the dream and can't wake up.

This feeling of plausibility made her very uncomfortable and tired.

But I always feel that there is a pair of soft hands, and I have always grasped her cold little hands, and I can always hear a deep voice familiar with the depths of my soul, calling her name gently-

When I opened my eyes, I realized that I was not hallucinating, it was real.

This man, right in front of her, his big palm tightly grasped her hand, that unparalleled handsomeness, so close to herself, along with his breathing, she could clearly feel his presence.

“…… Zijin, are you awake? ”

Gu Yanshen had been sitting for several hours, and finally saw Zijin open his eyes, and the stone he had been holding in his throat had finally fallen, "How is it?" Feeling better? ”

“…… Hikobuka, you, when did you come? ”

Zijin opened his mouth, his voice was hoarse and dry, Gu Yanshen was distressed, hugged her and said, "I just arrived, do you want to drink water?" What else is uncomfortable? Well? ”

“…… No, I'm fine. ”

She was about to sit up, Gu Yanshen picked her up, the man's long arm went around, went to the back of her head, gently supported her, and helped her get a cushion and leaned on her back, "Is there really anything wrong?" You haven't been very stable when you first fell asleep, are you dreaming? ”

Zijin didn't want to hide him, when she entered the elevator before, she knew that she had a problem, and she shouldn't be reckless at that time, but when she got to the elevator, that terrible feeling came up, so that she was caught off guard at all, and now that she thinks about it, that kind of darkness, like a tide, goes forward and follows, which really makes her feel palpitations and is still afraid.

She knew that it was her own psychological problem, in fact, now, she didn't want to mention it anymore, think about it again, but there are some things, when you encounter them, it's not that you don't face them, you can escape for a lifetime.

“…… There are dreams that I am afraid of. She stretched out her hand and hugged Gu Yanshen tremblingly, her voice was still a little trembling when she spoke, "Yanshen, I was really frightened, I felt like I couldn't breathe, I don't know what was going on, it was painful...... You tell me, am I afraid to take the elevator again? What to do? I'm really scared and tired. ”

She said she was scared, and she said she was tired.

Gu Yanshen felt that his heart hurt a lot, this was his woman, he really wanted to hold the woman he loved in his heart, he was reluctant to let her suffer a little, but he never thought that he was standing by her side, thinking that he could give her the best everything, but it always brought her too many disasters.

"It will pass, baby, I will accompany you, no matter what happens, I will accompany you, don't be afraid, if there is anything, you tell me, let me help you bear it."

Gu Yan hugged her deeply, a gentle kiss fell on her forehead, and his big palm gently patted her back, soothing her emotions.

In fact, there are some difficulties that need to be overcome by yourself, but there is always such a person by your side, soothing with a gentle and magnetic voice, which is the greatest psychological comfort for herself, so that her impetuous heart has also gained a trace of peace.

Gu Yanshen saw that her mood was better, so he said slowly: "Zijin, the doctor gave me a preliminary diagnosis, it should be because of the last elevator incident, which made you have a very deep fear of the sealed space, have you ever heard of claustrophobia?" ”

Zijin's face turned pale, "...... Claustrophobia? ”

"But I don't think you're exactly claustrophobic, because claustrophobia is a kind of restless fear of all sealed spaces, including carriages, elevators, or rooms, and you will be very uneasy, but during this time, you don't seem to have any special symptoms except for taking the elevator, so you can't completely say that you are claustrophobic. When you fell asleep, I consulted a psychiatrist, your situation, I probably talked about it, the doctor said, this is your psychological problem, because everyone's condition is different, she can't be sure now, whether you took a plane or a car before, it was all sealed, and you won't have any special symptoms, just get into the elevator, you will have it. Do you see what I mean? ”

Zijin had probably thought of something before, when she was in the elevator, although she had difficulty breathing, she was not completely unable to think, but now that she was sober, Gu Yanshen explained again, and she understood.

She pressed her forehead against the man's chest, and suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly, "...... I didn't expect that I would also get this kind of mental illness, Yan Shen, I understand what you mean, and I also know that I will find a way to overcome it. ”

Gu Yanshen rubbed her cheeks, feeling that the little woman in her arms was growing day by day, becoming stronger, and when facing problems, she was no longer the original little girl who panicked when something happened. The birth of the matter hit her too hard, but she changed quickly, after the change, although she still knows that she has a little hard support, but who is not in the blows and setbacks again and again, slowly growing?

He felt sorry for her, but at the same time he felt relieved.

He Gu Yanshen's baby, although he really hopes that he can shelter her from the wind and rain, and would rather she be ignorant all her life and hide under her wings, but if she can become stronger, he will support her, let her really get out of the rut, and experience the ups and downs of life, as well as the sweetness he gave her.

"Baby, I'm with you, no matter what happens, I'll be with you."

Zijin nodded, the two hugged each other tightly, the two hearts were also tightly together, she smelled his body, there was a relatively pungent smell of smoke, and he knew that since he had no children, his addiction to smoking had grown a lot.

"When did you come over? There is a big smell of smoke on the body, and smoking less cigarettes is not good for the body. ”

The woman's soft voice whispered, let him smoke less, Gu Yanshen never knew what to do, and it was such a happy thing to be managed by a beloved woman.

He laughed deeply, his chest vibrating, making people feel extra intimate, "Okay, smoke less in the future, I still have to try to get my baby to give me a baby, I have to quit smoking." Baby, in a few days, your body will be almost fine, and then we will work hard day and night, eh? ”

Such a blue day, the man said such a thing, his face was not red and his heart was not beating, but Zijin was embarrassed, his fist fell on his chest, but his tone was extremely revealing of the coquettishness that the man could not hold. "...... Dislike! Who's going to work hard day and night—"

"Don't work hard day and night, so every minute and every second?"

“…………”

"Why is the baby's face red, what are you thinking?"

“…… Gu Yanshen, you are not serious! ”

"What is serious about your wife? Seriously, that proves that man is very incompetent, baby, you tell you the truth, what do you think of my abilities? ”

“…………”

Therefore, men sometimes just kick their noses in the face, Zijin thought, this man is usually serious in front of outsiders, but every time he holds himself, he is always so improper, this special contrast also makes her feel too sweet.

However, she was not as thick-skinned as him, and seeing what he said with relish, she simply opened the topic, "...... So when are you going to take me to my mom? ”

Gu Yanshen was stunned for a moment, originally with a bit of evil lightness. With a restrained expression, he licked his lips, "I've already arranged for you to go in to see her, but her name in there now is not Tao Wantian." ”

Zijin bit his lip, and the force of grabbing his wrist unconsciously became a little heavier, "...... That's called, what? ”

"I don't have a name, but I know that she has a code name in it, which is 7745. If you really decide that you can already go to see her, then I will take you there, but I can't go in, I can only be alone every time I go in, Zijin, I also hope that you will hurry up and meet your mother once, because the contract on Yi Feng's side has been signed, if nothing else, after 3 days, the 20% of Qiao's shares in his hands will be directly transferred to my name. ”

When Zijin heard this, he suddenly turned around, "...... Isn't it possible for my dad to come out of Castle Hills? ”

"Baby, I'll do my best, if nothing happens, when we go back to City B, we'll be able to pick up your father." Gu Yanshen said: "However, we can't stay in City B for too long, if Qiao Shiyun knows that we are in City B, we know some things about Lu Dao, and he is now clear in his heart." ”

Zijin listened to his caution, and her heart also beat a drum up and down, she had already accepted Qiao Shiyun's true face as a person, but it was because she accepted it that she knew how terrible that person was, and she was very worried.

“…… Will he let him go? I was worried that something would happen to my dad. ”

"Don't worry, your father is in Qingshan at the moment, there will be no danger, I will send someone to keep an eye on it." Gu Yanshen patted her on the shoulder and comforted her, "Baby, the most important thing now is to go and see your mother immediately, if you do, you must remember and ask about what happened 5 years ago." ”

Zijin nodded, "I know the way." ”

Gu Yanshen heard that her voice was a little vibrato, he knew what she was worried about, hugged her and said softly: "Don't be afraid, that's your mother, I know that you haven't seen her for 5 years, and you have always thought that she is no longer in this world, you will definitely not be able to accept it when you see her all of a sudden, but don't be afraid, baby, you have to believe that no matter what the truth of the matter is, your parents love you deeply, and the sins they have suffered over the years must be to protect you." ”

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Originally, I wanted to add more to you today, but something really happened today, my daughter was playing outside, and was bitten by a little girl about 4 years old, and the skin was broken, and we said that the rabies vaccine was taken, and the other party didn't admit it, MD, I was so angry that I called the police after the worst, and I was dealing with it all morning, so that my throat was dumb, it was really unlucky!! Don't say that your child is suffering, and you are angry!! I really don't have the mood to write more, so let's leave it at that!

Today is the last day of May, and if the monthly pass is not spilled, don't keep it, and you can't make seeds if you keep it! But no matter what, I am very grateful to all of you for your precious monthly passes, every vote is full of love you give me, at least in the case of anger, it can also make me feel a trace of warmth, woo woo woo ~~~~~