Mu Chenchu once thought that in her life, she might never return to City C - a city that made her have expectations, happiness, but also pain.

But she still came back less than half a year after she left. Just like if there is no love, there will be no hate, the more you want to forget a person, a place, it will always be with you.

Sometimes people are really strange and contradictory creatures, obviously thinking all the time, don't, can't, can't, but still insist on going their own way.

It's like this place, in this little alley.

Mu Chenchu stood at the entrance of the alley, and Su Junyan stood beside him. She never imagined that one day, she would pluck up the courage to come to this place with this man.

She was in Seattle, the most difficult time, every night, she really couldn't sleep, because as soon as she closed her eyes, she would think of everything, such terrible things, like a spell, haunting her, making her sleepless, and at that time she had only one wish, that is, to forget all this.

But now, she's standing here.

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"This is the place that brought me?"

Su Junyan saw the woman on the side, standing stunned, but his face was not very good, he couldn't help it, and said, "Chenchen, you brought me here and let me look at this dark alley?" ”

Mu Chenchu subconsciously moved the hands on his side, the ring finger of his right hand, he was still unconscious, but this feeling of being unconscious made her chest feel dull and dull. She couldn't help but close her eyes, her long eyelashes hung down with a brush, like butterfly wings, beautiful and beautiful, but it also covered up too many complex emotions in the depths of her eyes.

She emptied her head, and a myriad of images popped up—

Those things she once wanted to forget the most, at this moment, she realized that she had not forgotten all along, but hid in the deepest part of her heart.

Sometimes, people are also so magical, you really don't want to touch that piece of memory, you can really dust up.

"Jun Yan, do you remember the ring you once gave me?"

Just-for-you。

Of course, Su Junyan remembered that it was the diamond ring he gave her when he proposed to her before, which he specially designed for someone, and when he gave it to her, she agreed that she would marry herself, but in a blink of an eye, everything changed, and then Mu Chenchu came back, Su Junyan looked at her finger, and the ring was never seen by her again.

Su Junyan only thought that when a woman was having a temper with herself, she would naturally take off the ring, so she didn't ask anything, but now that she brought it up herself, he couldn't help but be a little surprised, "What's wrong with the ring?" ”

Mu Chenchu slowly stretched out his hand, pointed to the alley in front of him, and then whispered, "The ring, in this place, was snatched away." ”

“…………”

Her voice was very calm, but the outstretched arm was so stiff, Su Junyan knew that she must have something to do, and she didn't hurry to speak, waiting for her to finish all her words.

"This is it...... Jun Yan, you must be thinking, I, Mu Chenchu, am really a hypocritical person, but it is because you have had a few meals with other women, have a few appointments, or because of the pressure of your family, so you are acting on the spot, after this incident let me know, I actually broke up with it directly, ran to Seattle, and when I came back, I still looked at each other coldly, and kept saying that I would never forgive you again, and I would no longer love you...... You must be thinking, I'm a woman, I'm very ruthless, right? ”

“…………”

Su Junyan thought, he really thought so.

In fact, Mu Chenchu he knew was not such a squirming woman, he fell in love with her at that time, and it was also because of her personality that he admired very much, but if he really fell in love with someone, no matter what she became, would he still get together?

He just thought that everything was his own fault, and later he knew that she had lost a child for herself, and he didn't have any temper.

"Chenchen, the past is all in the past, I know that you have suffered a lot of grievances, I know that saying I'm sorry can't make you happy, the ring is gone, I will buy it for you again, the child is gone...... We can regenerate, we're still young, aren't we? I'm ...... now."

"There will be no more children."

Mu Chenchu's voice was hoarse, every word was trembling, she raised a pair of astringent eyes and looked directly at Su Junyan's handsome face, "There will be no more...... Jun Yan, I may never have any more children in my life, because I flow. During childbirth, I was bleeding profusely, and the doctor said that my constitution was cold, and it was not easy to get pregnant, but the child was gone, and it was even more impossible for me to get pregnant in the future......"

Su Junyan's face changed, he didn't expect it to be like this, the aura around him was gloomy, and in the depths of his pupils, he couldn't believe it.

"Don't you think it's a pity? I'm only a few years old, I'm not even 30 years old, and I'm probably not going to have children for the rest of my life, do you know how I felt when I first heard the doctor say that to me? I felt like the sky was going to fall, and I felt like I couldn't be happy in the future, but it wasn't a big deal...... Because before I lost that child, I was already feeling the pain in my heart and the sky falling apart. ”

When Mu Chenchu said this, she slowly raised her head and pulled the corners of her mouth at Su Junyan, her big eyes were full of tears, but they never fell, she said in a hoarse voice, "Do you know what is going on?" Jun Yan, you must not know, I saw you and a woman *.on, our*.on, you guys are doing. Love. ”

Su Junyan's breath was suffocated, and the successive blows made him unable to digest it at once, he frowned, as if he was stunned by some nightmare, and it took a full 10 seconds before he reacted and moved his lips, "...... What, what? ”

He and other women......

No way!

How can it be?

He didn't know at all, he didn't have any impression at all, when did he fall in love with another woman.*?

But looking at Mu Chenchu's expression, she didn't look like she was lying, let alone this kind of thing, why did she lie to herself?

He took a step forward abruptly and grabbed Mu Chenchu's wrist, "Tell me, what's going on?" Chenchen, I really don't know anything......"

"Of course you don't."

Mu Chenchu looked at his eyes, all the emotions in his eyes were real, he really didn't know.

But what if he didn't know? She had already been sure that Su Junyan must have been passive in that matter, but what she did was what she did, even if she could accept that he was designed, but what happened later?

“…… I know you don't know, because I believe you won't do something like that to hurt me, but Jun Yan, it happened, it happened, you did, you did, I believe in everything I see with my own eyes, I can't accept it, I know it's not fair to you, so what about me? Who's going to give me justice? I saw all that day, I ran out, I ran into this little alley, I met 2 robbers, they took everything of value from me, but they still wouldn't let go of the diamond ring on my ring finger. ”

Such a big diamond, so shining, of course, those robbers refused to let go.

But she was reluctant, even if it was clear that at that moment, she resented Su Junyan in her heart, and she was resentful to death, but she was still reluctant to throw away the ring he gave her.

Her voice gradually trembled, tears became more and more, the handsome face in front of her began to blur, and the world seemed to begin to blur......

“…… I refused to give them, I begged them, they just wouldn't let me go, you know what I thought about at that moment? I was thinking, why did you give me such a big diamond ring? Why is it so dazzling? If it's just an ordinary ring, who can see it? I thought that as long as I worked hard hard and persevered enough, you and I would definitely be able to wear gold and stab you, and we would be able to stay together for a lifetime, but I worked hard, I persevered, and the final outcome was - those people took out knives, tried to force me to comply, and finally accidentally cut off the nerves on my ring finger, and then snatched my ring. ”

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Su Junyan's face was pale, as if he had painted the wall, such a high-spirited young master, his face was shocked, painful, and sorry at this time, his thin lips were squirming all the time, but he couldn't say a word.

Mu Chenchu couldn't bear to look at him like this, she didn't think that one day, she would say everything like this, she thought that she would hide it in her heart for the rest of her life.

If her heartache is understood by no one in the world, she will not regret that she once loved.

It's not that she doesn't love, she just doesn't have the courage to love anymore.

However, now, she still said it, she didn't want to take revenge on him, she just wanted to tell him that Mu Chenchu died in this alley on that day, and he was reunited after breaking the mirror, which is really a cruel adjective.

Mu Chenchu struggled, pulled out his hand from his palm, and whispered, "...... I don't regret being with you before, I don't regret loving you, it's not that I don't believe you, Jun Yan, I just don't want to do it now, those experiences are too painful for me, I don't have the courage, I'm just a coward, you forgive me, don't force me anymore. ”

She raised her hand, and in front of him, she said word by word: "Here, broken, can no longer be connected." ”