Chapter 1959: A Decision in My Heart
"You're awake?"
Xiao Yi had just returned to the room from the kitchen when he saw Zeng Xiaomei open her sleepy eyes.
"Well, what it smells like, why is it so fragrant."
Zeng Xiaomei reached out and wiped her fishy pine eyes and sniffled vigorously.
She was awakened by a strong scent.
In the past five years, last night was the day when she slept the most soundly, heavily and solidly, in Xiao Yi's arms, she completely relaxed herself, the string that had been almost tight for nearly five years, finally completely relaxed, and she never woke up once all night.
In her deep sleep, she felt as if she had a dream, in which she became the happiest person, living in a cloud of happiness, where she was so happy to play and live so happily......
And just when she was playing happily, she suddenly smelled a fragrance coming over, and the fragrance attracted her incomparably, and she began to try to find the source of that fragrance......
Then she opened her eyes and woke up......
"I'll help you make a pot of porridge."
Xiao Yi smiled slightly.
"Wow!"
Zeng Xiaomei jumped up from the bed and was about to run to the kitchen.
"Sister Xiaomei, be careful."
Although he knew that it would be impossible for a master like Zeng Xiaomei, who had reached the peak of the high-level bone forging level, but seeing her rushing to the kitchen, Xiao Yi still felt a burst of worry and couldn't help shouting.
"Wow, this porridge smells so good. It's really been a long time since I've drunk your porridge! ”
As soon as I entered the kitchen, I looked at the big pot full of porridge. Smelling the rich fragrance, Zeng Xiaomei's face. Immediately, he showed a look of intoxication.
Since the last time she drank the porridge that Xiao Yi had boiled, the other porridges in this world were no longer easy to attract her.
Even after several years, he still feels that the aftertaste is endless.
"Hehe, Sister Xiaomei, go wash it first."
Xiao Yi smiled.
Xiao Yi's voice, as soon as he finished speaking, Zeng Xiaomei's figure. disappeared directly from his eyes, and the whole person rushed to the bathroom like a gust of wind.
Listening to the sound of Zeng Xiaomei washing in the bathroom, Xiao Yi shook his head and began to prepare slowly.
By the time Zeng Xiaomei came out of the bathroom, the pot of delicious porridge had already been brought to the dining table and placed there neatly.
"Wow, it's delicious!"
Zeng Xiaomei picked up a bowl of porridge that Xiao Yi had placed on the table. Directly drank the small half bowl in one gulp, and after swallowing it in one gulp, her face showed a look of intoxication.
Sometimes. She was really curious, obviously they were all porridge, and they were all the same ingredients. How could Xiao Yi make the porridge so delicious.
In the past few years, she has also survived porridge many times. I even found a lot of tutorials on the Internet, but I still can't get this taste......
"Huh. I haven't cooked it for too long, and it doesn't cook very well, so you can just take it. ”
Xiao Yi's face showed a look of embarrassment, he felt that today's porridge was not worthy of such a good praise from Zeng Xiaomei.
“………”
Looking at Xiao Yi's embarrassed look, Zeng Xiaomei rolled her eyes, Xiao Yi has changed a lot in many aspects, but only in this aspect, there is nothing he can do, and he still speaks like this...... It makes people want to flatten him......
This porridge is actually said to be not cooked well.
If this porridge is not good, then she wants to know, is there any porridge outside that can be eaten and drunk?
She also had to talk nonsense with him, and directly continued to drink the remaining half bowl of porridge quickly, and then continued to serve the second bowl......
Watching Zeng Xiaomei bowl after bowl, really eating very fragrantly, Xiao Yi's heart was completely put into her stomach, this porridge was originally boiled for Zeng Xiaomei, she just liked to drink it.
"It's so full, if only I could drink such delicious porridge every day in the future."
After another bowl of porridge in her stomach, Zeng Xiaomei finally put down the bowl in her hand, stroked her bulging belly, and couldn't help but let out a sigh.
"Sister Xiaomei, if you like to drink, I will boil it for you every day in the future."
Xiao Yi looked at Zeng Xiaomei with an endless aftertaste, a trace of tenderness appeared in his eyes, and he blurted out.
"Let's talk about it later."
Zeng Xiaomei raised her head in amazement, looked at Xiao Yi in front of her, looked at his eyes, that trace of tenderness, a trace of emotion in her heart, and her eyes were almost moist, but immediately, this trace of emotion that had just sprung up in her heart was suppressed by her, and her face smiled and diverted the topic.
"It's almost time, I'm going to work, you just came back, you should have a lot of things to deal with, you go and do your business."
With that, she turned her head away.
She was afraid that if she didn't turn her head, the bitterness and thoughts hidden in her eyes would be seen by Xiao Yi.
When Xiao Yi told her just now that she boiled porridge for her to drink every day in the future, she was really moved in her heart, she could feel the affection in Xiao Yi's eyes, she could feel that when Xiao Yi said this, she really thought so, and she wanted to say, okay, this is what you said.
But she still controlled it after all, she knew that it was impossible.
She didn't want to give herself hope and then wait to be disappointed.
She didn't want Xiao Yi to be embarrassed, she knew that what Xiao Yi said just now was indeed said from the heart, but this was just something he said impulsively now, and it was irrational.
When he comes to his senses, he understands his impulsiveness and will regret it...... He will realize that he has made a promise that he will not be able to fulfill......
What is the situation between Xiao Yi and her now, she knows best, Xiao Yi still has too many responsibilities and too many love debts, and it is impossible for him to stay only for her......
It was all in the beginning, when she made that decision, when the decision began, she knew it very well......
Between them, if they can maintain the current relationship, he can occasionally come to see her, and occasionally boil her a pot of porridge like this, she is already very content......
just clearly knows that as a woman, a woman in the new era, there is still a trace of discomfort in her heart after all......
But compared to making Xiao Yi regret her decision, she still preferred to be wronged......
Xiao Yi looked at Zeng Xiaomei, who turned her head to clean up in front of her, and was also silent, and didn't say anything more.
He understood Zeng Xiaomei's thoughts.
He also knew that Zeng Xiaomei was right......
The promise he made just now was really just an impulsive promise...... At least, that's something he can't do right now......
Now his situation is full of variables and unknowns, the old man doesn't know where he is now, the outside world is stormy, and an invisible hand seems to have been hiding in the darkness behind him, setting up a dangerous situation for him...... If you're not careful, you might never recover......
He didn't want to say anything more...... Because that's meaningless, and since you can't do it, what's the point of saying more?
Telling some illusory lies is not a comfort to her, but a kind of harm to her......
He just secretly clenched his fists, a flash of determination and determination flashed in his eyes, and silently told himself in his heart that he must fulfill this promise in the future.
Yes, this promise was blurted out by him on impulse, but it was not as Zeng Xiaomei thought, it was just his impulsive decision, at least not the kind of impulse she thought...... It was a really deliberate decision in his heart, a decision that had been made when he decided to show up at the door of the police station with flowers in his hand, even when he was going down the mountain, before he went down the mountain......
In the past few years in Shaolin, he has been thinking about a lot of people who have gone down the mountain, and many friends, Sima Junxiong, An Jinhua, Chen Jianguo...... and every friend, he is deeply missing......
But there is no doubt that what he misses the most and what he will remember the most is Zeng Xiaomei and other girls who appeared in his life when he was in G City......
In the past few years, he has been reflecting and thinking about what kind of relationship he has with these beautiful girls, especially Zeng Xiaomei and Shen Xiaoxiao, the girls who have had those relationships with him......
When he was in G City, he was always on the run......
But he knew that dodging was not a way, he couldn't keep dodging, and one day, he had to face it.
Originally, maybe he wouldn't have thought about these things so quickly, but what happened in Shaolin was like a catalyst, which made him sober up in advance and realize this problem in advance.
The sudden powerlessness and helpless disappearance, the helpless separation, he has been thinking about a very real problem......
If when he leaves Shaolin and goes down the mountain, Zeng Xiaomei and she really get married, what will happen to him?
Can he really accept such an ending calmly, and even bless them?
…………
He has been thinking about this question for several years, and every time, he doesn't know the answer, but every time he thinks about this question and thinks of that possibility, his heart is like a knife stabbing and stinging.
Later, with the unforgettable pain again and again, he finally understood that this stinging pain was actually the answer......
After knowing his answer, he made a crazy decision, since he could not accept the eternal and complete separation from them, then he would always be with them...... (To be continued......)