"Is this the address of your home?" Xu Jingyan pinched out the folds of the express delivery list, and was no longer as calm as Fang Cai.

Bai Xiao knocked the two sets of clothes he bought for his grandmother into the courier bag, thinking that he had written it wrong, and reported the address of Liyang's hometown again, and looked at Xu Jingyan in confusion: "Did I write it wrong?" ”

Seeing that Xu Jingyan was holding the list and not handing it to him, the courier asked politely: "Sir, are you optimistic?" ”

Xu Jingyan lowered his head, stared at the delicate font, stared at the address, and a crazy thought was about to break out of the cocoon.

That year, Bai Ningxuan bought three padded jackets for her family in the capital, and he accompanied her to the postal service to send packages, she said: "My handwriting is not good-looking, come on!" ”

Bai Ningxuan is an honor student in the Academy of Fine Arts, but she writes a 'childish' hand, she handed him the pen, stood beside her and reported the address of her home, even after so many years, when he saw it again, he recognized it at a glance, Bai Xiao's mailing address was exactly the same as the address he wrote back then!

He suddenly remembered that time, he met Bai Xiao in the car to Liyang, and she said: "I have lived with my grandparents since I was a child. ”

He heard that Yu Zhengdong's wife, Su Manrong, took her daughter abroad after her husband passed away, and she has not returned for more than 20 years......

That time he invited Bai Xiao to dinner, and she specially told the waiter not to put garlic in the dish.

In the primary school auditorium, she helped the children play the violin, without even having to follow the score.

It was a very ordinary thing, but now that he thinks about it, he only feels heartache.

He recalled that day, Su Manrong was outside the café, she stared into his eyes, and said word by word: "Dead, that child...... He's dead! ”

……

Bai Xiao saw Xu Jingyan's expression in a trance, and he didn't know what was wrong with him, so he couldn't help asking, "Are you okay?" ”

Xu Jingyan heard her voice, slowly came back to his senses, looked up at Bai Xiao, who was looking at him in confusion, holding the list with both hands, and gradually, his eyes turned red.

"......" Bai Xiao said to Xu Jingyan, and he didn't know what to call Lu Dao appropriately: "If you are uncomfortable, or, sit for a while." ”

Xu Jingyan opened his mouth, but found that his throat was so blocked that he couldn't make a sound, so he just looked at Bai Xiao in a daze and couldn't take his eyes off.

The courier took the list and clothes and left.

Over there, Aunt Li happened to come out with a dinner plate: "Just right, I made a snack, Mr. Xu will eat it together and then leave." ”

Bai Xiao originally thought that Xu Jingyan would refuse, but the fact is that Xu Jingyan stayed and ate Aunt Li's stewed longan egg soup with her.

To be more precise, it was Xu Jingyan who sat opposite and watched her eat.

Bai Xiao felt that the atmosphere was a little embarrassing, took a few bites, wiped his mouth, and raised his eyes to look at Xu Jingyan: "It tastes good, you can eat some too." ”

“…… I'm not hungry. Xu Jingyan wanted to smile at her, but never thought that smiling, one day, would be so difficult.

The landline at home rang, and Bai Xiao picked it up: "Well, it's good, let him in." ”

"There's a guest at home?" Xu Jingyan guessed that it should be a call from the security room at the entrance of the community.

Bai Xiao went online a few days ago to book a violin for Yu Jingxi in a musical instrument store, for children, the little guy recently told her that she wanted to learn to play the violin, and she expressed her absolute support. In this society now, which of the children who have been brought out does not have one or two specialties, she also wants Yu Jingxi to master a skill.

Yu Jingxi is getting older, but her temperament is too skinny, and she hopes to make him calm by learning the piano.

……

Xu Jingyan sat in the living room, watching Bai Xiao slowly walk over while lowering his head and fiddling with the small piano box.

Especially looking at the gentle look on her face, his hands clasped his legs and knees, the backs of his hands, the green tendons burst out, depressed, and it was difficult to breathe.

"Bought it for Jing Xi? Why, he wants to learn the violin? ”

Bai Xiao felt that he was a little tricky in front of the master, so he smiled, his face flushed slightly: "First buy a violin and let him practice his hands." ”

"What about you? At what age did you start learning the piano? Xu Jingyan felt a dry throat, but she longed to know everything she had done when she was a child.

Bai Xiao thought about it for a while: "It's probably six years old, or maybe five and a half years old, I can't remember the specifics." ”

Xu Jingyan had learned about Bai Ningxuan's family before, it was not wealthy, it could only be regarded as an ordinary family, and she lived with her elderly maternal grandparents and grandmother, how could a couple who had lost their labor force afford the cost of their children's violin lessons?

Xu Jingyan looked at her and asked, "When I was a child, would my life be very hard?" ”

Bai Xiao didn't understand why Xu Jingyan suddenly asked like this, thinking of his kind grandmother, Wan'er: "Although it's not rich, it's enough for me." ”

Although she later entered the Pei family, in the years in Liyang, her grandfather and grandmother really hurt her to the bone.

"Then you, have you ever thought about your parents?"

"When you are young and ignorant, you think, but when you grow up, you don't want to." Shirao's understated tone.

"Why don't you think about it?"

Bai Xiao looked back at Xu Jingyan's eyes, and said something in his heart: "Since the ending is disappointment, what do you have to think about?" Knowing that I am the only one in the end, why make myself uncomfortable for people who don't matter, and I am very satisfied with what I have now, and I don't need more. ”

As soon as she finished speaking, Bai Xiao heard the mobile phone ringing, which she put in