Chapter 307 Thoughts become disasters

Zhu Xiangjun now feels the pain of missing, which is harder than the high-intensity physical training of the mission. There is a time for rest in the daily fatigue, but the pain of longing has no end.

Now Zhu Xiangjun seems to be happy all day long on the surface, but his heart is very painful, this man falls in love with a woman, it is a more serious thing than a woman falling in love with a man.

Therefore, we often hear that a man does not want to live because he is out of love, but a woman rarely suffers because of a broken love. As soon as this man falls in love with a woman, he must find a way to get her.

"My Fair Lady, Gentleman! -- I can't ask for it. Zhu Xiangjun now deeply feels the connotation of these two ancient poems.

The recruit company is a company for recruit training, which is naturally very hard for the company commander of the recruit company. In particular, Zhu Xiangjun also has to manage the three deputy company commanders and recruits. This is naturally harder than the average recruit company commander.

However, Zhu Xiangjun can endure all these hard work in training management, but what he is most afraid of now is not the training on the training ground, but the pain of lonely longing in the dead of night.

Now for Zhu Xiangjun, this lovesickness is really an unspeakable hidden, this is not a physical illness, you can tell others about it, but who do you tell about this lovesickness.

I am an army cadre, and now I am still the company commander of the recruit company, and now I can tell the battalion commander that I have lovesickness and don't want to be the commander of the recruit company, so let the battalion commander change someone else to be the commander of the recruit company.

This Zhu Xiangjun can't say it, if he says it, the battalion commander will not only not agree, but will only criticize him fiercely, how can a man have no interest at all, for a girl who is 'far away in the world', is it worth it!

So Zhu Xiangjun can only suffer the pain of unrequited love silently alone. He could only try to live with his comrades in the class, and he usually talked and laughed with them, so he didn't feel so painful.

However, at this time, for Zhu Xiangjun, he thought that as long as he could really take another look at Bai Yuxue, maybe he wouldn't miss him so much. This is because I didn't see her the last time she came, which leads to me now thinking about her day and night.

"Hey! Captain! I think you're not in good spirits these days! There are always bloodshot eyes, is this not a good night's sleep! ”

That Zhang Wanshui lived with Zhu Xiangjun every day, and he always felt that Zhu Xiangjun was always lying on the bed at night, tossing and turning, as if he couldn't sleep, so he asked Zhu Xiangjun with concern.

This Zhang Wanshui and the three old recruits, in the past month, have seen Zhu Xiangjun completely like a new recruit, eating, living, and training with them, not at all like the company commander of a recruit company.

This Zhang Wanshui now saw that Zhu Xiangjun seemed to be sick, so he asked with concern.

"It's- I'm fine, I don't know what I'm doing, I've been suffering from insomnia these days, maybe I'm too tired from training. Therefore, it affects the quality of sleep. It will be fine in a few days. ”

Zhu Xiangjun listened to Zhang Wanshui's words, he blushed a little, and he didn't know what to say for a while, so he said casually that it was because the training was too hard. That's what made him insomnia.

"Hey! Monitor! You wonder why the more tired you are, the more you can't sleep! As long as I train too hard during the day, it will soon fall asleep, how can you still lose sleep! ”

Zhang Wanshui listened to Zhu Xiangjun's words just now, but he felt that this was a little strange, how could training hard make people lose sleep! This doesn't make sense!

"Hey! Zhang Wanshui, you don't understand this, as the so-called extreme must be reversed, if this is too tiring, it will indeed make people lose sleep. If you don't believe it, try to run a five-kilometer run tomorrow morning and evening, it will definitely make you unable to sleep soundly. ”…,

Zhu Xiangjun is now deliberately saying such things to scare that Zhang Wanshui and make him stop caring about his own affairs.

"Squad leader! Then I still believe it, I don't want to run five kilometers, but since you are too hard, then you can train less in the future! You're a company commander, so you don't have to train with us at all! ”

Zhang Wanshui followed Zhu Xiangjun's words and continued to care about him. When Zhu Xiangjun heard this, he realized that he had accidentally dug a pit for himself, and now Zhang Wanshui wanted to let himself jump into the pit.

"This! How can it work! Since I said that I want to eat, live and train with you, of course it will not change. You don't have to worry about me, I'm fine, I'll be fine in two days! ”

Zhu Xiangjun now thinks that he can't sleep after working so hard every day, and if he doesn't train, he won't be able to sleep even more. How can this listen to the words of Zhang Wanshui!

Now for Zhu Xiangjun, even if he can see Bai Yuxue again, he may not be so lovesick and painful. But whether this family will come to this health team again, this is also uncertain!

Besides, she said that she had just quarreled with Yang Bingqian's object, and Yang Bingqian also knew that she was a little interesting to his cousin, and she would let Bai Yuxue come, it seems that even if Bai Yuxue wants to come, then Yang Bingqian is afraid that she will not let him come.

Zhu Xiangjun thought of this now, he really regretted it, he shouldn't have quarreled with Yang Bingqian's object last time, otherwise Yang Bingqian might not have wanted his cousin to come to the health team again.

Now that she has not only quarreled with someone else's object, but also revealed in front of her that she has a love for her cousin, it is no longer possible for her to let Bai Yuxue come.

"Damn! What can I do? This Bai Yuxue will not come to this army again, will he not see her again in this life, if that happens, he may really fall ill. ”

Zhu Xiangjun now thought that when the week came, Bai Yuxue could come to the health team again, even if it was a glance, it would also reduce the pain of lovesickness in his heart.

But everything went as expected, since Bai Yuxue last came to this health team, it has been two months since she came to this health team to find her cousin.

Zhu Xiangjun, using his identity as a company commander, also went to the health team every Sunday, and he hoped that Bai Yuxue would suddenly appear in front of him.

But Zhu Xiangjun was disappointed again and again, and the shadow of Bai Yuxue never appeared again. This made Zhu Xiangjun very incomprehensible, for what Bai Yuxue, she had not been in this health team for such a long time, it must have been that Yang Bingqian who didn't let her come, otherwise according to her habits, she wouldn't have come for so long!

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