Chapter 195: Life Experience
Zhao Enyi's illness doesn't matter, the originally bitter days have become more difficult, Zhao Sheng, who originally planned to return to Beijing, had to change the deadline, but the emperor can't wait for him like this all the time, how can he rest assured about things at home?
Li Yun could see that Zhao Sheng couldn't help but be anxious, he knew his identity, so he simply let him go, anyway, he was busy with the affairs of the family alone.
Zhao Qing came to Zhao Sheng's house, he didn't understand why the second brother was leaving, in fact, he also hoped that the second brother would leave, so that he seemed to be able to restore the previous relationship with his sister-in-law, but he felt that he seemed to be a little sorry for Zhao Sheng, he was his second brother no matter what.
After Zhao Sheng watched Zhao Qing come in, he asked about Zhao Enyi's situation, "Third brother, how is our father's situation?" ”
"Second brother, our father's situation is very bad, he vomited blood just now, but now Lang Zhong has seen it and said that he wants to recuperate, but the current situation of our family, where is the money? Heard you're leaving? I don't understand that our family is like this, why do you have to go, how do you let your sister-in-law and Doudou live? Zhao Qing's tone was a little unkind, and he looked at Zhao Sheng with wide eyes.
Although Li Yun was grateful to Zhao Qing for maintaining herself and Doudou, she couldn't let Zhao Shengping be wronged for no reason.
"Third brother, don't want your second brother to do this, he is also helpless. He has to go back, you don't stop him, we will live how the life of the family is said, it's really the same as before, I heard my father say that the eldest brother changed his previous temperament, this is a good thing, and the good days of our family are not far away. Li Yun said seriously.
Who doesn't want a harmonious family life, who wants you to calculate and I calculate you every day, even if others are not tired or bored, they will feel very disgusted.
Zhao Sheng glanced at Li Yun gratefully, this daughter-in-law is really good to say, it can be regarded as his blessing, but the life at home can't let her be wronged like this, the reason why he didn't take out his savings before was that he was worried that Li Yun was interested in money, and the family was snobbish, so he pretended to be poor and had no money in his hand.
Now that he is going back to Beijing, he decided to give his savings to Li Yun and let her keep it, although the money can't be taken out all at once, but there is an emergency, and Doudou is his son, this is a fact that can never be changed.
Zhao Qing saw Li Yun say this, what else could he do. "Then I'll go back first, second brother, let's go see my father before you leave, in fact, he has always felt sorry for you, he has something to tell you!"
Zhao Sheng didn't say a word, and followed Zhao Qing to the front yard.
Zhao Liang saw that Zhao Sheng was coming, so he said a few words to him lightly, and also admitted that it was his own fault that caused him to suffer so much.
Zhao Sheng glanced at Zhao Liang and said seriously. "Big brother, if you can keep it like this, I think you will definitely be a great person in the future, as for the past, I don't want to worry about the past, it's all over, and I won't take it to heart. There are always times when people make mistakes, and it's good to know how to change them. ”
Zhao Liang didn't expect Zhao Sheng to forgive himself so easily, which made him feel too incredible. "Second brother, I will definitely work hard in the future, don't rectify those evil and crooked ways, and say sorry to my younger siblings, I used to always bully their mother and son. I ......" he was a little embarrassed to say no more.
He felt that Li Yun was a good mother-in-law, the second child was not at home, and he didn't care about their life or death here, that mother-in-law relied on her own skills little by little, and there was no one to rely on, so she relied on herself, but she was disturbed by herself again, and she felt very sorry in her heart.
Zhao Sheng didn't say anything, some things he was willing to forgive, but some things couldn't be said to be in the past, he walked straight to the bedroom, and looked at Sun holding Zhao Enyi's hand, pitiful appearance, for a while, he seemed to be a lot older, and his heart became extremely unpleasant.
"Mother......
Sun looked at Zhao Sheng and didn't speak, and said lightly: "You two say it, I'll go out first!" ”
Zhao Sheng nodded, looking at Zhao Enyi on the bed, his face was pale, and he looked so distressed.
Zhao Enyi opened his eyes and saw Zhao Sheng sitting beside him, and couldn't help but gasp a few times and said, "Second brother, you're here!" ”
"Dad, what's wrong with you? Take care of your body" Zhao Sheng felt pantothenic acid in his heart, even if there was a big hatred, he was also a close relative connected by flesh and blood, blood dissolved in water, what else could he do?
Zhao Enyi took Zhao Sheng's hand and said: "People are old, sooner or later, there will be a day, I am not afraid, I just have something in my heart and feel that it is good to make it clear." ”
Zhao Sheng didn't understand what Zhao Enyi meant, he came specifically for himself, just for this? "Dad, what do you have to say now? It's never too late to talk about it when you're well. I've got something to leave the village these days, so you need to get your body in good shape. Xiao Yun has thought about it, she plans to continue fishing in the next few days, so that she may be able to make a lot of money again, don't always take the loan shark owed by the eldest brother to heart, let's find a way together, we can pay it off! ”
Zhao Enyi looked at how Zhao Sheng understood the righteousness, the more he felt bad in his heart, he felt that if he didn't say something, his heart would be unsteady, he had hidden it for twenty-three years, and it was time to say it.
"Second child, Dad has something to tell you, Dad is afraid that if you don't say it now, you won't have a chance to say it in the future, in fact, you are not the biological son of Dad and your mother, you were picked up by us from the river, I didn't want to tell you, but I think you should have the right to know the truth, the jade pendant on your body was left to you by your family." Zhao Enyi couldn't help but say with a face like white paper.
Zhao Sheng didn't expect his life experience to be like this, and he couldn't accept it for a while. "Why are you telling me this? Can you hide it for the rest of your life? ”
"Second child, in fact, I know that you are filial and good, since you are leaving this time, I will not stop you, nor will I hold you back, but what are you going to do with your daughter-in-law and Doudou? Don't you take them with you? Can you go looking for your background? Although I don't know what you went through before, but I see that whether you are dressed or in your words and deeds when you come back, I know that you have changed a lot, you have the ability, I am naturally happy, I was very confused before, and now I am finally sober. Zhao Enyi said a lot, but Zhao Sheng heard it in a fog.
"Dad, can you make that clear? Even if I am not the biological son of you and my mother, but you have the grace of nurturing me, to be honest, when I heard the news, I thought about knowing what kind of people my parents were, but I didn't plan to look for them, you said that I might have a good life, but I wanted to abandon Xiao Yun and Doudou. That's not right, I never wanted to abandon their mother and son. Zhao Sheng finally said the words that he had been holding in his heart for a long time.
Zhao Enyi didn't say anything more. "You don't blame me for treating you like that before? To be honest, I feel very guilty now, although you are not our biological son, but you are very filial to me and my mother, you are a good boy, but what did we do, you don't care about us, we all know in our hearts, but ......"
When Zhao Sheng saw Zhao Enyi like this, his heart became much more steady, knowing that he was not his own, how could others understand this kind of bitterness? But he had a hard time choosing to accept, what else could he do besides accepting?
Zhao Enyi reminded him of something just now, he has been worried about Li Yun and Doudou like this, it is better to let their mother and son go with him, so that they can also have a companion on the way, but he feels that this road is too bumpy and tiring. What's more, there are still many enemies, so as not to cause harm to their mother and son, this is more than worth the loss, isn't it?
"Dad, I'll go back first if there's nothing to do, you take care of your illness, and I'll find a way to deal with the silver." Zhao Sheng said and glanced at Zhao Enyi again, and finally left helplessly.
Sun watched Zhao Sheng leave, and couldn't help but scold him for having no conscience.
"Enough!" Zhao Enyi thinks that the old woman thinks that she is pretending to be a bitter trick now, and hopes that the second child will pay? He couldn't help but feel disappointed.
"Old man, what did I say you yelled at me, isn't your purpose just to make Zhao Sheng pay off his debts? Are you really sick? Pretend like this, and I'll believe it? Sun said in a chatter, she didn't see Zhao Enyi's face getting more and more ugly.
"Daddy......" Zhao Liang and Zhao Qing looked at Zhao Enyi and turned their backs again, and helped him with all their might. also yelled at Sun again: "My father is like this, can you shut up, do you think that people are the same as you, and you can't do anything else except pretend?" If my father has three long and two short, you are angry, what do you want to do! ”
Sun didn't dare to let go of what his son said, and he couldn't help but feel wronged, he was obviously telling the truth, who knew that the old man was real, she was very afraid of Zhao Enyi now, if he was gone, he would have no status in this family in the future, what else would he do in the future?
Zhao Sheng returned home, looking at Li Yun, who had already prepared the meal, and Doudou, who was anxiously waiting for him, he was very happy, he felt that even if everything was gone, there was nothing, and there was a daughter-in-law and son, this family was enough!
"Dad, do you really want to leave me and my mother? Why can't you take us with you? What if someone bullies us? Doudou's mood is a little low, Dad finally came back, and now he is leaving again, he is not happy!
But his mother told him that his father had something to leave for a while, and it was not that he would not come back, but he didn't want his father to leave, how good it was for the family to be together!
Zhao Sheng held Doudou in his arms and couldn't help but comfort: "It's not that Dad doesn't want to take you there, but I'm afraid that you will be tired, I'll be back soon, and Dad can do whatever you want at that time?" ”
Doudou nodded, his mood was much better, he broke free from Zhao Sheng's arms, ran to Li Yun's side and said, "Mother, what do you want?" ”