The most beautiful years to meet you [201] Because of your phone call, he will suffer a gunshot wound
"Does my attitude affect you?"
Ye Hehuan's words still implied sarcasm, but she no longer deserved a contemptuous smile like she did back then.
She met Ye Zanwen's eyes, and naturally noticed the increasingly obvious fine lines at the corners of his eyes, "From the perspective of blood and law, you will always be my father, this is a fact that I can't change, but if you want to see the scene of father's kindness and filial piety, I also tell you frankly, I am afraid that I will not be able to do it in my life." β
Extremely poor, the decisiveness in these four words made Ye Zanwen's eyes flash slightly, his throat rolled up and down, and after a long time, he said: "I know you blame me, blame me for not fulfilling my duties as a fatherββ"
"You can't even go home every day, how can you be a good father?"
Ye Hehuan thought that when she was a child, she often saw Han Minjing standing on the balcony on the second floor, she was too young to understand at that time, and later she tasted it and wondered, was Han Minjing guessing at that time, would her husband come back tonight? Or go find another woman and go back to another home?
"You have two families, it's inevitable that you can't take care of one, don't talk to me about this now, I've been doing well all these years, and not having parents doesn't mean inferiority and loss for me, sometimes it's a relief, at least...... I don't have to worry about whether I'll see another fight when I get home after school, like I did when I was a kid. β
Ye Zanwen felt the astringency in the circles of his eyes, he saw her sharp teeth, and said faintly: "In the final analysis, you just blame me for being sorry for your mother back then." β
Ye Hehuan looked back at him.
"I had a constant quarrel with your mother at that time, and then I went to Hainan, also because I couldn't stand that kind of living environment, sometimes we would even quarrel over whether to put chili peppers in a dish, and my career had just improved at that time, and there was a lot of psychological and physical pressure."
Recalling the past, it seems to be vivid.
This is also the first time that Ye Zanwen has told people about the various setbacks in his marriage: "The few months in Hainan were the most relaxing days of my time, although it was very hard, I often had to stay up late to work, but I no longer had to spend energy dealing with meaningless disputes. But I'm also a human being, and even a machine that turns 24 hours a day will strike when there is no electricity, and when I return to my lodgings in the middle of the night and look at the dark and empty room, I will long for a hot meal waiting for me, someone will boil water for me to take a warm bath comfortably. β
"So what?" Ye Hehuan listened so much, but there was not the slightest emotion on his face, and he just asked indifferently: "Just because of that desire, can you forget your identity as a husband and accept another woman with open arms?" β
"Everyone has moments of vulnerability, and it is impossible not to make mistakes for the rest of their lives."
Ye Hehuan cut off his words: "But the biggest difference between humans and animals is that people have the willpower to resist temptation, if you really love my mother, that woman has no possibility at all, it is you who gave her a chance, and what you are talking about now is just a fig leaf to cover those dirty." β
Ye Zanwen's face became a little ugly, but he couldn't say anything to defend himself.
"I will go to see my mother, and I will visit her grave every year in the future, even if she may not want to see me, but I am indeed the only child behind her."
Looking at Ye Hehuan's figure disappearing behind the door, Ye Zanwen understood her words.
After a hundred years of him, she probably didn't want to come to see her.
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Coming out of the Ye family, Ye Zanwen returned to the car, but he didn't leave immediately, he looked at the window with the lights on the second floor of the Ye family, and didn't retract his gaze for a long time.
In the past few years, he has often come back, unconsciously, as if he has been pulled by some kind of traction.
That room still maintained the same appearance as before Han Minjing passed away, but at that time she had moved back to Han's house and took most of her things with her.
He still remembers the first time he saw Han Minjing in a small mountain village, when they were educated youths who cut in line.
That day, he went to eat with a lunch box, and accidentally bumped into an oncoming person around the corner, that person was Han Minjing, and when he raised his head to see the other party's face, it was a heart-pounding love.
Han Minjing is very beautiful, especially those eyes, the corners of her eyes are open, her eyes are dark and bright, very godly, in his opinion, she is the best looking among the female intellectuals, and later he learned that the number of people who like Han Minjing can already be ranked from the entrance of the village to the end of the village.
My Fair Lady, a gentleman, and a visionary are never the only ones.
He had forgotten what he had done specifically in pursuit of Han Minjing, but he remembered very well that Han Minjing didn't like him at the beginning, his confession was regarded as frivolous by her, and his dominance was considered a hooliganism by her, and even in the year they returned to the city, she still didn't want to look at him more, every time she saw him from afar, she would frown, and then turn around and leave.
After returning from the countryside, he didn't give up, maybe it was the competitiveness in his bones, he heard about Han Minjing, and learned that she was in the same city as him, and he began to ride a bicycle every day to find her, ignoring her white eyes, cheekily sticking to her side.
Half a year later, she couldn't resist his stalking, and agreed to date him, and after half a year, after watching a movie, she promised to marry herself.
Ye Zanwen still remembers the way she couldn't help but smile when she nodded, it was very moving, and the pear vortex on her cheeks loomed.
That night, they made an appointment to go to the movies, and he went out late, so in order not to be late, he took a shortcut on his bicycle, but the tire slipped, and he fell and just fell into the field