Chapter 61: A Hopeless Woman
It really hurts my eyes, so I'm glad I can't watch it like I watched it on TV. I looked down and could see a pair of hands pass under my armpits, tightly bound around my chest.
The brilliant glow of the setting sun shined through the window, into the room, and on me and Chenchen.
Never, really never.
In the past ten years, I have had countless dreams about Sun Chenchen, but never once will I dream that when I see her again, she will give me a strong hug from behind like when she once loved me deeply. It's not that I don't have this kind of thought, but I never felt that Chenchen would still have any emotions for me other than resentment.
I don't know what this girl is thinking. There is no need to know the Tao anymore.
I didn't reach out to pull her arm away from me, but said lightly, "You are doing this to tell me that you don't blame me for beating you up two days ago, so as to highlight my injustice?" "
Chenchen didn't react, but hugged me tighter.
I sighed, my voice deeper than before. "Tell me when you've had enough, I'm still in business," I pulled out my phone and looked at the time, "It's 4:50, I'll give you another ten minutes at most, is that enough?" With that, I put my phone back in my pocket, my hands hanging naturally at my sides, and I looked up at the ceiling.
After a few seconds of silence, Chen Chen spoke, but this time, I couldn't cry or laugh. "Twenty minutes...... Is it good ......?"
Hehe, it's better than the request a few days ago. I didn't speak, I nodded. I vaguely heard Chenchen muttering "That's enough", and then I felt that she actually started to tiptoe and kiss my neck......
I was startled and trembled like an electric shock, but before I could say anything, Chenchen took the first step to say to me, "I'm telling you, I haven't been doing this business for too long, don't you believe it?" Shall I show you the evidence? "
I didn't move, just stood, my hands naturally pressed against the hem of my pants.
Sun Chenchen kissed my neck, and then began to move his hands, starting from my chest, slicing across my collarbone, and finally landing on my shoulder.
I could feel her rubbing against my backbone with the soft jade rabbit clinging to my back, and she reached into my shirt with one hand, caressing my chest, and the other hand, as a matter of course, moved down, slowly, below my waist, between my legs.
Slowly, Sun Chenchen stopped his hand movements.
Slowly, it began to tremble slightly behind me.
Although this incident makes me sick when I think about it, it ...... It's best to say that......
"Do you remember, you used to say that I was a potential stock, small and short when I was soft, like a little caterpillar, but when I got hard, I became Optimus Prime who could make you die and live......" I said quietly, trying my best to control my cardia and prevent it from opening the passage of the esophagus and letting the contents of my stomach pour into my throat, "No doubt, you are touching the caterpillar you are familiar with, not Optimus Prime." "
Sun Chenchen's body trembled more and more, and she slowly retracted her hand and took a few steps back.
I turned around and looked at her with a blank expression. I wonder if that's what I'm looking like at the moment, pokerface. "You don't have to doubt that my caterpillar really didn't turn into Optimus Prime," Sun Chenchen looked at me with a hint of helplessness in his eyes, "I'm not impotent, don't worry...... I'm sorry that you didn't have the slightest effect on my actions just now. "
Looking at the loss and helplessness in her eyes, I added fiercely, "I can tell you very responsibly that I don't feel at all." "
It's hard for me to believe myself that I can really do it. After all, my sensitivity was my biggest weakness, and Sun Chenchen reacted when he kissed for a while, not to mention physical contact, in the past, Sun Chenchen often wanted to kiss me on the street and then his hands were not honest, so that I could only bend over and walk, looking at my embarrassed look, she always smiled happily.
So at the moment, I'm a little proud. After all, I'm sure that there is nothing wrong with my physiological system, and the series of physiological stimuli just now is no problem, and if there is a problem, it is just the person who stimulates me.
I pursed my lips and smiled and shrugged my shoulders, "Actually, people, as long as you find your own position, you can clearly and clearly know what is acceptable and what is unacceptable. Chenchen looked at me blankly, his mouth open, but he didn't speak. I didn't care about her and said my words in one breath. "If you were me and put yourself in the right position, then you would know that your ex-girlfriend who ruthlessly abandoned you ten years ago and asked someone to take you away will not give you physical stimulation no matter what."
If I don't put myself in the right position, then I won't be able to live today, let alone be like today.
I smiled, greeted Sun Chenchen's strange eyes, and smiled very simply and naturally. "At least I know very well that I'm not here today to look for chickens, but just to catch up with an old friend."
I bit the last two words very hard.
I turned my back to her, sorting out the clothes that she had messed up just now, and I had some words to her in bits and pieces, and if I had something, call me, don't send a text message, I can't see it, don't talk too much to Yang Guoying, lest I be difficult to be a person, this line of water is very deep, if you don't do it for too long, you can leave quickly, infertility is not incurable, don't be too pessimistic, or go to the hospital to see, and so on.
Taking the price tag of the opened bottle of wine, I was ready to leave, looking at Sun Chenchen's appearance, it seemed that he had nothing to say to me, but I still asked her, "Is there anything else you want to tell me?" "
Silent.
"You've changed."
I showed my most sincere smile, but not for her, but for the spiritual encouragement she had given me in the past ten years.
"Isn't it a good thing that I've changed, I'm just more mature than before?" I smiled naturally, but the way Chenchen looked at me told me that my smile in her eyes was the same as Yang Guoying's smile in my eyes. "Didn't you dump me because I was naïve and useless? I'm more mature than before, you should be happy for me~~"
I suddenly remembered what I had done to her the other day, and suddenly I felt that I was not qualified to say that I was mature.
So I bowed deeply to Chenchen, unscrewed the doorknob, retreated to the door, and looked at the bloodless Chenchen in the room. "I'm not a gentleman, but I'm not so lowly that I can be happy. Sorry, no offense. "
The effect of time and the washing of life are irreversible processes after all.
Sun Chenchen is a secular woman in the end, even if she once had a fresh and refined dream, but after all, she has long lost it, isn't it.